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Kaseh♥
;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Monday, April 28, 2008 ♥

english paper was fine, haaaa~
five-six more papers to go, behbey.



random pic taken by haikaldanial (:
kaseh selekeh, i know.
haaaa~



Saturday, April 26, 2008 ♥



kaseh&yayah went out w izyan's friend,
&izyan's friend happened to be my friendsterfriend.
what a coincidence gituk (:

liya has been regarded as one of my dearestt ;D
another of izyan's friend is Mira (:
Mira is amirul's sister,
&amirul is an ex bdsian.

banyak cnnection laa eh!



as mid year's coming, we planned to study together,
but nah, after an hour of studying, we headed pasiris park
&camwhoreddddddddd ;biasa jugaak.
ahahaha~



ouh yaa, saw hakim dunmansec at mcd downtown,
thanks fr the cmpliment eh friend (:

he texted me, "kaseh2.. hakim tkleh lupa wajah kaseh tau.. asik tringat2 jek.. eu really look sweet&cute.. mcm doll gituk.. (:"

but i insisted tht im not &told him tht i looked terribly faaat.
kaseh's trying to be humble gituk kaan, ahaha~
well, its true tht kaseh is neither pretty nor cute. &kaseh's faaaaaat! ergh.
&hakim, sorry. i know tht ive been a bad friend to you. ):

initially, i thought this outing gonna be a girls outing,
but noot.
once we've reached pasirispark, i was told tht apek&haikal will be coming.
at tht point of time, i totally have no idea who those guys actually are.
ahahaha~

when those guys were approaching us, i was totally shocked&,
"eh! afiq?! haikal?!", ahahaha~
the funny part was aboutt izyan, mira, liya, esp afiq&haikal,
they looked at me w a big question mark on their faces, paisey sey kaseh. aha!

they're my long lost primary schl friends!,
&whaaaat?!, they dont recognise me at all?!
ahahaha~
like what ive predicted, semuanya yg kaseh met on tht particular day ada connection nan kaseh,
ahaha~!


afiq&kaseh ;kwn je eh! ~
my longlonglost primary schl friend.

looking forward to meet you people agaaaain,! (:



Monday, April 21, 2008 ♥



" pada sayangku yg tersayang, jam telah menyaksikan kul 12 mlm. tawukah kamu yg kini kita telah 5bulan bersama? tawukah dikau bahwa saat ini la yg sering bawa ku imbas saat kita mulanya bersama? sungguh indah saat aku melutut dan menggenggam keduadua tanganmu lalu pantas ku katakan, sudikah kaseh menjadi kekasih hyrul? syg, hyrul benarbenar menyayangimu dan amat merinduimu duhai syg, takkan pernah putus darah cintaku padamu. selagi nyawaku bernafas selagi itu nyawa kasih dan sayangku tetap membara, kerna ku sayang kamu. "

baby, i was touched by that msg [:

thanks teerasyg, dearest girlfs &friends fr wishing
&hoping tht kaseh &hyrul will lastlong.
iloveyou people laaaaaaaa (:

hyrulsyg;
nama Hyrul telah terukir di hati Kaseh,
&tidak mampu dipadamkan.
hanya Hyrul yg bertahkta di hati Kaseh.
sesungguhnya,
Kaseh tidak sanggup kehilangan Hyrul,
Hyrul terlalu sempurna di mata Kaseh
&Kaseh sayang Hyrul ;sepenuhnya (:

semakin hari, kasihsyg Kaseh untuk Hyrul semakin mendalam.
Kaseh tidak dapat bayangkan diri Kaseh tanpa Hyrul,
&tidak akan pernah ada pengganti Hyrul.
;kerna ku sayang kamuu [:


HappyFifthMonthsary Hyrulsyg ;ilysm (:



Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ♥



3periods of poa lesson was fun [:

school ended at 1:30pm,
went straight to school lib,
studied chem &bio w tikah&jana.

stopped at 3.30pm,
&somehow, we wanted to continue studying math
at 4.00pm but all of us were extremely starved laa gitu.
then went to eat.

after which, went to slack at playground.
mcm budak kecik ;like totally!
we jumped, we laughed, we ran,
we danced, we screamed, &etc
kecoh laa gitu kaaan, ahaha~











; HAIRULIZWAN IS TERRIBLY MISSED BY ME -



Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥

nothing much happened today;
wasnt in the mood, was effing sleepy
&restless.

bio lesson was quite fun.
was looking forward for chem;
but sadly, chem lesson was only one period as today's dismissal was 1:30pm
due to preparation for the learning fiesta thingy, haaa~

gea, jana, tikah &myself didnt turn up for the preparation,
&so we wasted our time in class till 2.00pm [:




&oh,
tikah &hakim;
happy fifth monthsary ehk
!
(:


- kaseh &hyrul nya fifth monthsary next week laa taww! ;happynya =P



Sunday, April 13, 2008 ♥







Had dinner at Tampines Seoul Garden
; & i swear i gained weight! ):

- F^2 ; (((((:



Saturday, April 12, 2008 ♥



there was SS class in the morning.
& i was supposed to meet gea, tikah &jana
at bedokinter, 7am to hv breakfast.
but all of them were overslept.

since my classmate, danial told me that
he &his friends gg mcd as well,
i then texted danial;
&asked him if i can tag along wit them as well.
met danial &nico at mcd.
luqman &clarence were abit late.
and whaat?! i was the only girl.
&they bullied me! ):
esp, danial, ahahahah~

and danial asked evryone to laugh at me, hmph!

i was laughed bacause my friends were overslept
and i seemed pathetic liddat uh, how sad.
ahaha~

i was touched tho when nico said,
"you still have us". ahahah~

in class, i sat in a row with luqman beside me,
then danial, then clarence.
danial kept talking nonsense
&he laughed like no one's buisness.
ahaha~

class ended at 10am.
met hyrulsyg at 10.30 am.

i then met sisAEYNN &cousinEZZAN at 12.45pm w my schl tshrt.
was asked by them to go home and changed
then after which, we studied &ate together.
then reached home at 6plus pm (:









Saturday, April 12, 2008 ♥



Teera syg ;
kaseh was super shocked upon receiving e msg you sent me ystrday.
i know ure still sad, kaseh risau psl teera taw.
both hyrul &myself really cares about you.

&now, teera still wanna wait for zeeq?
kay, its your choice then.
both of you look real sweeet taw.
but sometimes things just happened without our approval,
so theres nothing we can do,
hmphh.

teera, youre really a nice girl.
&i still dont understand why he did that to you. haish.
kaseh is super sad for you.
kaseh really hopes tht one day teera will be
happily back again w zeeq, okaay syg? ;D

&i love you dearest teera.

andand, meet me after my mid year okay sygg?
kaseh cant wait to meet you laaa taw! eheheh [:

&get ready!
ur chubby cheekks will be pinchpinched by me!
nyeheheh =P

iloveyou laaa,
always tkecre of urself allrightt?

&whenever you need someone to talk to, ill always be there for you.
i cant promise to make you smile,
but i promise to be sad w you.
&promise to be your listening ears too (:


&senyumsenyum selalu!
;DD

&oh, im boredd!
jana &tikah was absent from schl.
and im extremely bored to tears,
supersuper mundane.
i reached home at abt 1.30pm,
and theres ntg i can do at home i tell you.
i cant study alone., hmph.
&oh, Kaseh jumpa Hyrul besok laa taw! =P



Friday, April 11, 2008 ♥

surprisingly, last period of eng lesson was funn [:

&oh, schl ended,
gea, tikah, jana & myself
headed schl library.

after gea left 5minutes later,
left w only tikah, jana &myself.
at first, we studied math.
but instants later,
hakim; tikah's boyf texted her
&wanted to meet her.

so left w only jana &myself.
kaseh nan jana, bkn mcm dua org,
da mcm sepuluh org, kecoh oi. ahahah!
lau tikah adaa, lagiiii,
perpustakaan mcm pasar!
ahahaha~

while jana &myself were busy studying
&laughing out loud over stupid matters,
tikah then came again,
gave me chocs &sweets ;and those were from her boyf!
aahahah~
thanks tikah's boyf for e dairy milk fruit&nut,
dove,impact peach mints &clorets ocean mint [:
ahaha, fikirkn hakim mainmain je nk kasi kaseh
gulagula nan choc, ahaha~
so now daa okay w tikah kaan, lastlong eh!
jgn gdhgdh, nanti kaseh kena baikkan tikah nan hakim lagi -.-'
was frantically hurt taw when initially tikah's boyf said,
'jgn masok campor ah', sedih taw, aha!
but its okay tho, i understand.
&tikah's boyf, ur apologised hv been accepted la eh, ahaaa~
gaduh lagi uh, jadi leh baikkan then dpt sweets &chocs agik!
haha, no laa, action je! =P
tikah &hakim is uber sweett laaa i tell you ;D

&yes, khusyuk oi kaseh &jana belajar.
she taught me some math formula, abit of chem,
&biology chap 6.
&im now have fully understood bio ;chap 6 only.
but piteously, i dont understand chap 1-5, like totally!
pathetic eh kaseh? haaaaaa~

want to know what i studied? haaaaaa~

do you know where our undigested food goes?
those foods will be temporarily stored in our rectum &to be
discarded through our anus, as faeces.


&do you know why enzymes is required in our body?
enzymes is required to speed up actions and
breaking down large foods molecule to small diffusable food molecules.

i guess, even ur two-year-old siblings knows this,
ahahaha [:
i toook so long to understand this.
how pathetic.
&studied alot about enzymes,
e four steps of digestions.
after weeks miss grace taught us abt chap 6,
only today i understood.

thanks janasyg for helping [:
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, eheheh [:



Tuesday, April 08, 2008 ♥



kak waheedah gt married yesterdaay.
and as her cousin, i was asked to kendarat,
first time taw, aahaha [:

i was extremely exhausted i tell you.
and somemore, i wore baju kebaya
&high heels; panas tawu tak.
&my legs are now still aching ):

i started kendarat-ed at 11plus pm up til like 6plus pm.
tiring you knoww.

kendarat-ed with sisAEYNN, cousinEZZAN
&a group of guys, ahaha.
so what we have to do was to carry the plates and glasses
and put at somehere which was supposed to be placed at
&then, another group of guys will then washed those plates.
Those dish washer guys talked to me.
they were not flirting laa, just being friendly actually (:
one of them then talked to me. the red one to be exact,
&i think he's a nice guy.

guy in red: nama sape?
kaseh: kaseh, *smiled &walked*

&then, i came again to put e plates.

guy in red: kaseh busy tak? blh tlg amek kan kuih kat situ?
kaseh: kuih apa eh?
guy in red: apaapa, *smiled radiantly*

i then took some kuihs and gave him.
kaseh: kuihkuih ni boleh tak? nak lagi? *smile*

ahaha, saje je eh dia suruh aku amek kan kuih!
ahahha, mcm da lama kenal laa gitu kaan.
funny laa i tell you.

&then, i came again to put plates.

guy in red's friend: dia daa dtg tuu, tknk mintak kuih lagi?
i was like tersengeh and wanted to walk away but..
the guy in red called me, and asked ques likee..

guy in red: kaseh umur brape?
kaseh: 15.
guy in red: sekolah?
kaseh: bedoksouth
guy in red: ohh, dekat laa. okaay, *smile*

&then, i came again to put e plates.

guy in red: kaseh, nanti exchange number boleh?
kaseh: *smiled*, insyaallah(:

ahahaha,
then abgabgs kompang came.
mangkuk!, punyala gatal dorang.
ahahhhaha!
they smiled, i then smiled back.
they asked fr number, i smiled and bravely say no.
ahaha. irritating you know, i say no means no laa kan.
ahaha, and they looked like 23-25 years old gitu,
so noottt my type, ahahahha.

makcikmakciks, pakcikpakciks, abgabgs, kakakkakaks,
&adikadiks who came were all very friendly gitu laa, i loike [:

went home without exchanging number w the guy in red.
cannot laa sey, kaseh's att &faithful to my one and only hyrulsyg taw.
ehehehhe [:



Sunday, April 06, 2008 ♥



went out w izyansyg [:
from bugis, to spore expo,
then to semei, after which tamp.
woooo, tired okaaayy.
frm bugis took bus 12 to spore expo
&chamwored, eheheh [:



was happy tht i gt to meet my hyrulsyg at spore expo
eventho it only lasted fr like 10 mins!
;D

&like 8plus pm;
went to idk whose hse with my parents, ezzan &aunty fr some occasion.
took pictures w ezzansyg [:




&&btw, happy 15th birthday Lina syggg,
love kamu manymany laaaaaa ;D