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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Sunday, October 26, 2008 ♥










after weeks arguing w dearesthairulizwan
,i never thought that i'l get to meet him today.

many things to be said
but my mind's just cant really think properly right now

ok ,how do i start?
went out w sweethearts ; sisAeynn &cousinEzzan (:
thought of studying w em ,but i didnt








out of sudden ,dearesthairulizwan texted &asked
if im gg out or not &i replied tht im outside ,studying
&he asked if he could tag along &i replied a yes ,ofcourse

an hour later he reached siglap cc
&initially ,its like nothing happened at all
we were like normal ,like th days we were still att
:D

i swear ,i kept blushing when dearesthairulizwan
said ,"eh! kaseh pimpin tangan hairul???"
hehe &sometimes i accidentally called him ,"syg" :P





















i was like confused ,you see
idk if he wants me to treat him as a friend
or more than that

th day before ,i asked for a patch
but was rejected ,how sad
syg ,i know its not th time now
i understand (:

you told me that you've never treated me as a friend (:
cause im th most special in your eyes ,well me too
but then at th same time ,you want us to always spend time
w each other without patching up cause youre not ready

syg ,im sure you understand that im not th type of girl
who'l spend time and have fun w a guy who only wants
me to regard him only as a friend or maybe ,a special friend
th fact is ,i can never treat you as a special friend
cause youre someone i love ,more than a friend (:

and you said ,you'l treat me only as a friend
&again ,i keep thinking..
when youre out w any lady friends ,did you hold their hands as well?
and you told me ,you've never ,ok i trust you (:

but syg ,i cannot go on like this
im not like other girls who'l allow their boyfs to go out
w other girls eventho only as a bestie ,&you know th real reasons why
&you did say to me ,its okay to be greedy

im sure after all those confession ,youve finally understand
what &how i feel ,and understand why im jealous all this while
and yes ,youve seen justnow how fugly i am to groan
&also crying over you
,that is how devastated i always am when youre gone

can't you see how much i love you?
i told you tht i'l stop crying ,but syg im still crying right now
im missing your presence ,i need you
i just need you to be here by my side )':

and you told me justnow
,you'l never go out w any of your besties anymore

but i know ,you'l feel lonely
&since we have to go on separate ways
i wont be there to spend time &have fun w you

and again i said ,if gg out w your besties will make you happy
yes i wouldn't mind (:

cause seeing you happy will somehow makes me happy
eventho this heart couldn't accept th fact that youre happy
cause your besties are th one making you happy

you told me ,its not them who makes you happy
its yourself who chose to be happy

but think again syg ,without them you definitely will feel lonely
and as a result ,youre not happy

&yes ,i understand that i couldnt make you happy
all i did was to make you stress &sad ):
im aware of that syg.


26oct 20:25
"assalammualaikum kaseh :) hairul harap tadi kita dpt selesaikn prob kita.
hairul mintamaaf bab hairul buat kaseh derita dan nangis.
dan tadi tak sanggup tgk kaseh nangis gitu lagi. dan kaseh
,baru ckp psl maaf,(hisdearestbestie'sname) da maafkan kaseh :)
and! kasehsyg,jaga diri baikbaik k? :)
and kaseh igt tau hati ini tetap menyayangimu seandainya di masa akn dtg
,dan kita temu lagi. hati ini tetap menerimamu
dan hairul harap that day will be better than yesterday :)
but if ever you found someone better than me go with him k? :)
oh and kasehmasyam! hahaha i hope you gonna like the gift i gave
hahaha like finnaly gitu dpt kasi.
hahaha happy tau dpt jumpa kaseh! hahaha
and i'll never and can't forget you and our memories.
im sorry for all my wrong doings and hurt you k? :)
tak niat to suffer you gini tau. dan hairul minta maaf once again.
dan i hope you can feel how truly and deeply
i love you and really dying to meet you and embrace you.
kaseh ..if ever you want to meet me.
im always here for you and i still love you :')
sayangkamu&foreverido :D"

26oct 21:37
"haha kasehsyg..da da jgn cry lagi k? :) i'm here.
k hug yourself and imagine me hugging you k? ;)
kaseh..im happy if youre happy. im stress if youre stress
and im sad when youre sad too. :) and when you miss me
that means im missing you too! :P kasehsyg..like i said tadi
,hairul choose mood hairul kan? so dont worry about me k,syg? :)
kaseh must be strong k? you know im always here for you. and!
kaseh..if ever you feel lonely at night,
im the stars that always keep you close cos your the moon! hehehe:D
and in the day, im the sun cos i try ro make you feel shine and bright!
whee! haha k kaseh stop crying bila kaseh da sedia k?
cos crying makes you feel better :) k syg?
even though this heart still loves you like the first time i love you
still it looks like we have to go on our separate ways. still
,i really hope that one day kita akan temu kembali hairul harap :)
sayangkamu tateibabymasyamsygku:*

ayulbabybhuchuksyg ; idk what my life would be without you
,am i gg to cry everyday? feeling lost &lonely all th time?
always feel devastated &keep missing your presence?
&together ,we cried badly justnow.
i miss you &that's all on my mind right now.
i am really missing you.
i'l just hope that i could bumped into you
&th first thing i'l do is to hug you ,tightly :'(
i miss you. &thanks for th gift ~