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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
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Sunday, January 04, 2009 ♥
am i an egoist person? i have th urge to text him but i hesitate myself to and on top of that ,my mind was somewhat ,"nah ,stop thinking of him. he's nothing." so yeah ,im trying my best to be strong and keep busying myself with things just to push him away from my everyday thinking. i was actually a girl who used to easily fall for sweetalks. No doubt ,i was weak at that point of time. Fortunately ,im no longer a person whom i used to be. A stronger girl at this moment ,i supposed.
somehow somewhat ,i think im becoming more unfriendly. its seems that im avoiding most of my friends. kay not all ,its more to guyfriends actually. yeah. im not interested in having guyfriends anymore. i dont know why. i miss having msn ,friendster and tagboard. i no longer reply to any sms-es. i miss some of my guyfriends' tho esp kwn rapat &bestfriend. not forgetting ,safw** as well. and th others too. but only th three of them in my mind right now. huaak. they were th one who gave me advices when im having problems &when im feeling so down. they were th one. gah. in addition ,im no longer interested in guys. sounds so wrong? =P i'm currently listening to his mistakes by usher.
its 02:18am right now ,he texted me! yes he did. and im being egoist. really ego. kaseh ,revenge is not sweet. but nah ,i dont revenge. but he's avoiding me ,isn't he? so yeah ,i dont think my doings for now and later is wrong (: you know ,i used to love you so much. but now ,what do you think? Thus ,its going to be a real farewell ,i guess? :D
a guyfriend texted me yesterday. After weeks of not contacting each other ,he suddenly
somehow somewhat ,i think im becoming more unfriendly. its seems that im avoiding most of my friends. kay not all ,its more to guyfriends actually. yeah. im not interested in having guyfriends anymore. i dont know why. i miss having msn ,friendster and tagboard. i no longer reply to any sms-es. i miss some of my guyfriends' tho esp kwn rapat &bestfriend. not forgetting ,safw** as well. and th others too. but only th three of them in my mind right now. huaak. they were th one who gave me advices when im having problems &when im feeling so down. they were th one. gah. in addition ,im no longer interested in guys. sounds so wrong? =P i'm currently listening to his mistakes by usher.
its 02:18am right now ,he texted me! yes he did. and im being egoist. really ego. kaseh ,revenge is not sweet. but nah ,i dont revenge. but he's avoiding me ,isn't he? so yeah ,i dont think my doings for now and later is wrong (: you know ,i used to love you so much. but now ,what do you think? Thus ,its going to be a real farewell ,i guess? :D
a guyfriend texted me yesterday. After weeks of not contacting each other ,he suddenly
texted me and said that he's in love w a girl. oh woah. im happy for you ,friend ;D happyhappy selalu ,kawan rapat. now ,not rapat anymore ,i guess? simply bacause we're not close anymore and ,well you'l always be my close friend ,dont worry ;D i know ,i was th one who keeps missing.
i used to have this kawan baik setia ,but im no longer close w him due to him having a girlfriend. same goes to another kawan baik of mine. and right now ,i have a bestfriend ,but idk why ,it seems like im avoiding him. actually ,to be frank here ,im th type who don't like contcting w an attached guy. you get what im trying to say? what's more ,putting at my blog about guyfriends' (who already has girlfriend) posting about our closeness friendship. its not nice ,you see. well ,this is my opinion. i dont care about others' (: and i dont really favour bragging about myself having one's who really care for me or one's saying how special i am or whatever. i know ,people wouldn't go like "wow ,how lucky" infact they'l say "so ,who cares?" or somewhat like irritated. yeah. Therefore, im trying hard to post something that people wont get annoyed w but in th other note ,its okay to sometime talks about those who care for you ,be it your boyfriends or maybe ,admirers. (but doesn't matter if it includes family and girlfriends ,like of course) th reason is to actually show them that they're appreciated and not to show off or boast. you readers ,get what i mean? :D hehhe ,currently i miss having a boyfriend. weird? nah. but its weird to know that im not interested in guys' anymore.
i used to have this kawan baik setia ,but im no longer close w him due to him having a girlfriend. same goes to another kawan baik of mine. and right now ,i have a bestfriend ,but idk why ,it seems like im avoiding him. actually ,to be frank here ,im th type who don't like contcting w an attached guy. you get what im trying to say? what's more ,putting at my blog about guyfriends' (who already has girlfriend) posting about our closeness friendship. its not nice ,you see. well ,this is my opinion. i dont care about others' (: and i dont really favour bragging about myself having one's who really care for me or one's saying how special i am or whatever. i know ,people wouldn't go like "wow ,how lucky" infact they'l say "so ,who cares?" or somewhat like irritated. yeah. Therefore, im trying hard to post something that people wont get annoyed w but in th other note ,its okay to sometime talks about those who care for you ,be it your boyfriends or maybe ,admirers. (but doesn't matter if it includes family and girlfriends ,like of course) th reason is to actually show them that they're appreciated and not to show off or boast. you readers ,get what i mean? :D hehhe ,currently i miss having a boyfriend. weird? nah. but its weird to know that im not interested in guys' anymore.
im having headaches right now ,ayayaaaaaaaaai.
takecare dear readers and may peace be upon you :D
