
i was out w ♥Dearest Tikah♥ justnow and im 90% prepared for school.
hah ,im still finding either roxy or ripcurl bagpack &my hair is still brown.
its already 10pm now -.-
where did we go justnow? hah!
first ,met tikah at pasiris int. took bus to afgan ,walked around there.
from afgan ,took bus to tamp int. walked at tm/cs. from tamp int ,took bus to
afgan again cause tikah wanted to buy a bag there ,and from afgan ,took bus
to tamp int again cause th bag she wanted to buy at afgan was already been
bought by someone else and so ,she decided to go tamp int back ,cause
somehow ,there's a bag which was almost th same as th one at afgan.
reached tamp int ,and like finally ,she bought a bag -.- after which ,took 31 to
bedok south to buy my school uniform and took bus again to bedok inter.
swear ,th both of us was feeling so fatigued when we reached at bedok cause
there's too many things were carried. yup ,bought alot of school things.
semangat ah gituk kan :D
waaseyy ,i'm already sec four! wondering ,how's th sec one this year eh.
hopefully ,all very th guai guai. hahhah.
i finally had make up my mind ,i want and i have to move on. i must stop
waiting and never will i fall for your sweetalks again. i must be strong. i
have to be strong. my love ,im now sincerely letting you go and please ,dont
come back. im tired of being so sad. tired of crying. i was feeling so
devastated since 10th december. today ,first of january ,im saying this from th
bottom of my heart ,im gonna move on w my life without you and im okay w it.
cause youre my past and much thanks for th sweetest memories. so
please ,i dont exist in your life anymore. takecare and goodbye ,love.
terimakasih kerana sudi berjumpa kaseh buat kali terakhir pada 29hb dec.
mummy told me that she's not gg to pay my phone bill anymore cause th bill
melambung sungguh keterlaluan. $157 ,this month. and sister's bill is only
$70+ ,i guess. i dont mind if mummy's not paying my phone bill anymore ,haha.
furthermore ,i dont really use handphone that much. im lazy to reply sms-es
cause my keypad is spoiled. yes spoiled! mcm chicken ,sakit hati kaseh bila tekan
keypad ,mcm nak lontar ni handphone dari tingkat 25. kambing! there's never a
day i dont get frustrated w my phone. mummy has promised to buy me a new
handphone but i guess ,she'l changed her mind due to my phone bill ,haha.
i dont mind lah ,hehheh :D obviously ,im gonna changed number soon
,gonna use pp8. want my new number? haha ,cannot. kay ,was just kidding.
my new number will only be given to my girlfriends and close guyfriends.
that's all. nk menghilangkan diri uh ,ahaha bye :D huaaaaak!
sayang ,aku telah membuat pilihan untuk tidak menggangu hidupmu lagi
kerana selama ini ,itu adalah kemahuanmu. aku berjanji ,tidak akan kembali.
aku tahu ,kau sedang mencuba untuk menghindarkan dirimu dariku. aku
mencari dirimu saat kau menghilangkan diri. dan kini ,biarlah aku yang pergi
jauh dari hidupmu. jangan pernah kau mencari aku lagi. tetapi ,ingatlah ; hati
ini sentiasa menyayangimu dan kini ,aku ingin mengucapkan selamat tinggal
untuk selamanya. aku tidak akan kembali. jaga diri baikbaik ,sayang. ♥♥♥
assalammua'laikum.