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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Friday, February 06, 2009 ♥



once again ,happy birthday oka! :D

today was a blast. was a wow(!) to me.
okay ,let's not talk about school ,alright? let's just talk about th outing w ♥dearest friends. reached home and had some rest. then get ready to go out. as usual ,i took a long time to get ready. heh. i chose to come late at 6.30pm and wanna meet zul first cause i was lazy to go early. th weather was not so good. it was raining. so yeah ,i had a longer time to rest. so shiok ,i tell you. hehe. i came faster than zul. so yeah ,he was late for about 15mins. hahha. As i was waiting ,i notice that a stranger has been looking at me and i was like 'tak kena gaya' like that. haha ,minutes later ,that stranger came to me and asked for my number. when i was about to say no ,zul called me and say that he has reached bugis control station. so ,i walked w zul ,and ignored that stranger. zul came at th right time altho he was late (: thanks zul ,or else i dont know what to say to that stranger. nak cakap att ,mcm menipu pula. hahhah. but all this while ,ive been saying that im att lah -.-' ,penipu punya kaseh.

headed off to sheesha place and only tikah &me dont sheesha. and yes ,i have never tried before. plus ,i dont smoke nor drink. huaaak.

then ,went jalanjalan cari cake w zai &zul but unfortunately ,coffeebean was closed. haiya. and when i reached back to th sheesha place ,something happened. i almost cried. i felt like i was being controled you know. if only you were in my position ): i guess ,only zai and zul knew what i felt at that moment. okay ,like what ive said ,i went jalanjalan cari cake w zai and zul right? which means ,three people right? okay. when someone whom you regard as your bestfriend tend to have feelings for you and you've knew it but you have made it cleared that you will only treat him as a bestie ,not more not less. which means ,you and him are nothing right? and by all means ,youre free to do anything you want ,be it dating w other guys or walk w other guys or whatever w other guys. but in this case ,i went jalanjalan cari cake w three people you know. and even if i were to go w only zul ,what's there for him to be jealous? and most of my friends was like blaming me for his moodswings. why me? adui. and my friends was like 'kau dh tawu dia suka kau ,abih asal kau buat gini' and blablabla. i mean like ,im treating everyone like equally tau. sorry to say this but i think ,even if i were to have a boyfriend now and he knows that im walking w other guys ,just to cari cake or maybe ,meet up first then meet others. it wouldn't be a problem to him lah. but now ,youre just a friend. serious lah ,please. and if you notice ,we were much closer before you confessed your feelings to me. haish. miss those times. single tak single ,att tak att ; tetap bikin kaseh stress.

when zul and zai just started to sheesha ,others wanted to go marina so i was thinking whether to go w zul ,zai and th other two guys or w my girlfriends and some other guys. obviously ,i priortise my girlfriends more ,right? so i followed th other group and hopefully ,zul and zai will join us after they sheesha-ed. then ,i walked w yuda. hehehe. yes ,we talked. yuda tidak begitu sombong seperti mana yang saya sangkakan. dia sangat baik. katanya ,di sekolah dia tidak senyum kerana senyuman dia jelek. adui ,mana ada jelek? (: kita cerita tentang masa lalu kita ,tentang bandband indon dan iya ,cowokcowok indon banyak yang gantengganteng ,termasuklah yuda (: dan yuda juga sering berbual tentang gayah. hehehe ,ada apaapa ke? :P gayah sungguh comel ,dia masih malumalu ketika yuda berada berdekatan dengannya :P

banyak gambar telah dipetik sama saya dan rakanrakan yang lain. tetapi pada masa yang sama ,kaseh tetap menunggu kedatangan zul dan zai. akhirnya ,mereka tiba. berbualbual lalu yang lain harus pulang ,tinggal kaseh sama zul &zai. datang pula ,kawannya zul. namanya ,saya tidak begitu pasti ,radin eh? rasanya begitu lah. dan kebetulan ,dia kawan msn saya. dia tak kenal saya dan saya tak kenal dia tetapi dia ingat nama saya. haha ,dan selama dia add saya ,katanya saya tidak pernah membalas dia. haha. lalu ,dengan secara tidak diduga ,lelaki yang minta number kaseh petang tadi duduk bersebelahan dengan tempat duduk kita. kebetulan ehh. dan akhirnya ,kita bertolak dari tempat itu dalam jam 11.30pm. sebelum pulang ,sempat petik gambar sama zul dan zai :D pulang rumah jam 12.20am. adui ,lewat lagi.






























by th time i reached bedok inter ,it was really late. and yes ,ive to walk home from bedok inter. and i saw someone walking next to me me. we were walking through th same route since at th mrt station. out of sudden ,he talked to me. he asked where i stay ,my name and all. i made a new friend today =.=' but he was quite nice ,he sent me home since we stay just a few blocks away. he asked for my number ,but i gave th wrong number i think. haha. something funny came across when we were talking. not funny actually ,but silly.

him : nama siapa?
kaseh : nama saya kaseh.
him : kaseh? nama style. nama bedek kan?
kaseh : nama betul lah. haha.
him : eh ,ni pontianak ke manusia?

i was like =.= ,and he kept on asking if 'kaseh' is my real name or not. and suddenly he asked if mothertongue is my favourite subject in school. haha ,i dont know why everyone keeps saying that th way i talk in malay is like so pelik. but then ,janganlah ketawa kan kaseh ,kaseh sudah terbiasa ): haha.

reached home ,i saw a new pink colour LG phone on th table. and yes ,its mine. hehhe. at 1:30am ,conference on the phone w zul &zai. and zul ,stop calling me kassim please -.- badboy ,you :P hehhehe.

thanks a million for th day ♥dearest friends! :D lovesloves.
assalammua'laikum.