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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Monday, March 23, 2009 ♥

hi dear readers. school has reopened and guess what? im still awake! its 4am right now. will be super sleepy in class ,im sure of that. haiyak. its okaaay ,redbull will keep me alive. bleah.

anyway! ive been bloghopping and im not sure ,not accusing but i guess that eleven year old girl is talking about me. dear kid ,did you just call me ass girl? (: oh ,im here not to find fault. im just asking. i dont entertain older girls who want to find fault w me so obviously im not gonna entertain an eleven year old girl kan :D heee ~ so ,if youre not happy w th situation that has to do w me or something ,let's have a talk. thanks. and im sorry if i were to misinterpret or something (:

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ive been wondering th whole night. i shouldn't have fall for that intructor in my school. oh my god ,i made a big mistake. firstly ,i thought he was a nice guy that could be trusted but no ,i was wrong ,like totally. we're just not meant for each other. im not saying that he's a bad guy but i go for good guys. argh ,im blank. idk how to explain ,please. but whatever it is ,he's one of th most wonderful guys that have ever came into my life eventho i was told by him that im th worst girl that he had ever known. well ,theres nothing much i could say. and again ,things had over. theres no need for us to be still holding on to our promises. its over. its really over. im not coming back. i swear. so why you keep on saying that my promises are all bullshits even after things had over? and all you could say is that i cant think properly cause im immature? gosh.

so ,these things came about when you got to know that i have a crush on a stranger. th stranger whom i didnt even know anything about him? kaseh tatawu pun asal usul dia. isn't that funny? why are we still fighting when its over between us? you told me not to look for you anymore but youre th one who keep disturbing and giving me stress? stop intruding my life ,please.

'STRESS' is all i could feel and say right now. stress? i know that i've been repeating that threadbare word -.- but ,what else could i say to describe my feelings? i can't go on faking a smile when th fact is i'l be crying every night! so ,what you gonna say right now? im seeking attentions for posting like this? please ,im just letting out my feelings. do you realise that you have an attitude of keep thinking that everything you do/think is right? i guess you'l be saying that im also like that -.- and you'l be saying that th reason im posting like this cause i want to seek attention from guys and guys will help me on my problems and etcetera. for goodness sake ,stop thinking of yourself.

again im saying ,i have never talked about OUR problem to random guys ,not even to my close friends but ive been observing that youve been telling people about US. i dont mind if you chose to do that but stop complaining that random people keep irrupting your life ,my life ,OUR life. i swear ,im exhausted. im feeling so fatigued right now. im not angry at you actually ,im angry at myself.

im starting to hate myself. i hate myself real much.

i asked two of my dear guyfriends if they had ever cried without knowing th reason why and they replied no. i even asked my father th same question and he told me that only demented people cry without knowing th reason why. yes! only kooky gaga dotty nutty people do that -.- last night ,i was actually crying for a long period of time and out of sudden i asked myself what actually th reason that made me feel so down and sad. i was asking myself ,why i feel that im always in deplorable state? i actually doesn't know th reason why i was crying last night. obviously ,im not insane yettt. i keep distressing ,why is that so? i need to change my mindset pretty soon ,its a must. i must be strong. i have to be strong.



its almost 5am right now. i need to have some rest. ouch ,im feeling so lethargic right now.
takecare dear readers and have a nice day!

assalammua'laikum.