"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
hullo dear readers(!) it has been so long since i last updated my blog ,eh? hehehe. well ,ive been really busy nowdays. kay no ,i was lying :D actually ,my one week of school holiday were mostly spent at Changi General Hospital because dear grandfather was hospitalised. he was so sick on monday ,12.30am that he had to rush to th hospital and needs to be warded. haiyak ,get well soon atukkk (: so yeah ,i went out during march holiday w friends only on Monday and Wednesday. haiyaaak! and th friends whom i went out w during march hols were zul&zai which was on monday and on wednesday was w aidah syahilah diana solihin &arep. on wed ,i was supposed to reach hospital by 5pm but i was 2hours late. haiyak.
my mind is so blank right now. okaaay ,i guess i already know what to update about.. um ,CHANGI GENERAL HOSPITAL ,can? :D heeeeee ~
well ,mum has been talking about th guy ive been eye-ing since last tuesday. grandfather was in ward 49 which was th same ward as th guy's brother. bed bersebelahan lagi. haha. and now ,grandfather has to change ward to level 4. so before going ,mum decided to ask th guy's name. buat malu kaseh aja ,haiyak. nasibaik th guy wasn't there. so mum asked his brother. and th guy's name is ZAAAKKKKIII (i think so) :D mum commented that Zaki is handsome. well ,i can't deny that he's goodlooking :P and btw ,its really a small world cause th guy's mum and my granfather is somehow related. haaaa. grandfather has his house phone number and guess what? i was asked by mum to call him =.=' haha and i was like NO WAY OKAY. hahahha. as a girl ,i'l never never make th first move. nanti macam perigi cari timba laah pula kan =.=' lagipun ,mana lah tawu si zaki tuh sudah berpunya atau dah kahwin keeeee. hahaha! i didnt get to see him today cause he came late and mum made a big mistake to go off early! hmph. grandfather called me and said that 5minutes after my mum and myself went off ,zaki and family came to visit grandfather. grrrrrr! but nevermind ,heheheh. who knows ,i might bump into him somewhere in singapore sooner or later. singapore is not big kan and furthermore ,he's staying somewhere at east. heeeheh.
mum : kaseh kalau terjumpa zaki kat luar ,boleh recognise? kaseh : ntah eh ,skrg pun kaseh dh lupa muka dia mcmana. mum : =.='
and guess what? mum is talking about zaki again right now ,yes now! =.= aha ,bleah.
ibu : kaseh ,budak zaki tuh handsome. kaseh : handsome memanglah handsome tapi perangai dia macamana pula?
haha. and yes ,i can't deny that i somehow go for looks but still ,it'll get me turn off when guys who has looks but w bad attitude. i dont go for looks blindly :D
hahahaha. ok bye.
will i get to see zaki again? haha. haiyaaak ):
one more thingggg! :D i bumped into th student nurse again! alaa ,th guy which i talked about on my previous post. i bumped into him on last tues and todaaaay! :D before this ,I THINK ive bumped into him for like umpteen times already. i dont think he notices me. aww ,so sad. HAHA. anyway ,on tues ,we happened to be in th same lift and he was just right behind me and i think i saw his name. but i didnt get to see his full name due to my poor eye sight and it was really obvious that i was looking at his name tag -.- and he's always at level 5. so ,if anyone happened to go CGH level 5 (green lift) ,say Hello to him for me. haha -.- he's th guy w spiky hair. i was just so curious lah cause i think i know him but dont know lah eh. hmph.
btw zul! ,ive read your blog [: takde kuasa nak settle melalui blog lah kan. dah letih. do anything you want as long as youre happy. well ,as you said ; We're not meant to be together. tc!
and th pictures..
MONDAY's Pictures ;
this is my one and only exboyfriend. i was waiting for zul at bedokinter and hairul happened to be in bedok inter too. sempat ambil gambar! :D
dearest ezzan :D oh this was taken around 2am ,i think.
this was taken around 5am. was insomnia ,haiyak.
TUESDAY's Pictures ;
tuesday 17th march was th day i first saw zaki! :D