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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Sunday, March 08, 2009 ♥

i didnt go out today. i didnt go out on friday night neither on saturday night. no ,not trying to be a goodgirl. im always a goodgirl :P justkidding. anyway ,its weird for me to stay at home. i mean like ,i just dont feel like going out cause i chose to stay at home and take care of my daddy. but im bored ,i dont have much things to do at home. as usual ,whenever i stay home ,my mummy will keep asking me to these and thats. im tired. im feeling so fatigue. lethargic. exhausted. but its okay ,i dont mind. no one ask me out. even if there is ,i dont feel th mood to go out today. i have moodswings. oh god ,im having headaches right now. i want to cry. and whenever i complain to my dad that im bored and has nothing to do at home ,he will definitely say that theres much things to do at home like for instance ,read the religious book and hafal th surahs (not today ,please!) ,read my science book (which is totally a bore!) ,do my math revision (i cannot practice math alone!) ,tidy up my room (no mood for that) and ahhhhh ,i want to shout out loud lah can. i just want to do something that interest me!

where's my sister? she must be working right now. or perhaps ,out w her friends. or if she's home ,she will definitely be on th phone ): no one entertains me! i want to cry. i can't wait for march holidays. i miss going out w my girlfriends and classmates/schoolmates. girlfriends seem to be doing their own things. i feel so neglected. or maybe ,its me who spent mostly of my time w my guyfriends? no ,i dont. and after making a decision again not to contact w that someone ,i guess i wont be spending my time w guyfriends anymore. guyfriends will definitely get angry w me. they will assumed that im playing w that someone's feelings or just fooling around. ahhh ,no one understands me. im tired and stressed up. i want my sbls. im sure they'l understand me. but they stay so far and they have their own things to do. zara aidah nadia tyqa! im missing you girls much!

im still young. i dont want to be in relationship at this young age and be controlled. there are still alot for me to befriend w ,be it w th guys or girls. and plus ,i tend to stop contacting and meeting my guyfriends when im att. so that's th reason why i chose to still be single and not moving on. kay i admit ,th reason why im still single is partly due to th thoughts of my past ;exboyfriend. im not saying that im still waiting for him or still thinking of him or still loving him but argh ,i want to cry can? and to my someone special ;i never had th intention to lie. and no ,im not lying. i dont lie ,please. yes ,ive moved on. but im not moving on as in ,get att now. yes ,im telling th whole world right now ,i love you. yes i do. but im sorry ,i dont want us to be contcting each other for now. and im aware that promises have been made between us. so ,let fate decides what's gonna happen next.

i just need everyone to leave me alone ,please. for once ,let me make my own decision. oh god. why these unwanted things happened to me? all im asking for is happiness ,that's all. i can't make everyone happy ,kaaaan! ):

oh ya ,one more reason why im still single and decided not to be in relationship now is im sick of love. seriously. enough of being stressed for th first relationship. my first relationship doesnt go well. so ,im better off being single now.

my studies? oh god. n levels is coming real sooon. i dont know what's happening to me. ive not been coming to school regularly ,how am i going to do well for my academic? what's exactly is happening to me?

stress lah ,kaseh nak tidur!
stress je ,nk tidur. nk tidur je ,stress -.- haiyak. bye lah.

zulqifli ,i dont know if this is th final decision but im currently missing you real much.
i bet you must be outside ,enjoying yourself while im here ,stressing up ):
its okay ,as long as youre happy ,i'l be happy too.

assalammua'laikum.