Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
i wasn't really sleepy in school until th very last three periods which i was having poa. even if i slept eight hours th day before ,i'l still get sleepy laa kan cause today's poa lesson was three periods ): but in my case ,i didnt sleep th whole of last night at all. i was really sleepy during th last two periods and thankfully ,miss mara gave us two minutes break and guess what ,i was actually asleep. two minutes later ,zafirah woke me up. th minute i woke up ,i felt so fresh. haha. this reminded me of th day when i met exboyfriend at tamp. at that time ,i didnt sleep th whole night too but i was asleep for about 15minutes when he was studying and when i was awakened by his disturbance ,i felt so fresh and not sleepy anymore. haaaa ~
so how was my day? hmm.
th moment i stepped out of my house in th morning ,my mind wasn't at ease. no mood. too many things kept running through my mind. i was early so i took bus 14. while otw to school ,i received a text message from my dear friend ,safwan. at that moment ,i felt that life isn't that bad afterall. there's still someone who actually cares for me (:
in school ,i felt as though i was in distressful isolation. i dont smile that much like i used to. idk why. i was frowning all th time until th time when i heard jannah's voice :D she's so cute ,she has never failed to put a smile on my face. idk why ,her reactions ,th way she talks will always make me smile and laugh. hehe. initially ,i didnt want to go canteen but jana wanted to eat ,so i followed jana &tikah. i somehow saw him. ive tried to avoid from bumping or get my eyes to him ,but th door was opened and my eyes accidentally saw him. haish. th month of May ,please come quick!
anyhow ,i miss my classmates esp my guyfriends. i dont talk to them today.
i like today's poa &math cause i got to talk to zafirah during poa and got to talk to zyzy during math (: i love them. huak. they're th friends whom i can actually talk to. after school ,i spentime w them at zafirah's place. and zafirah's pretty friend was there as well. hehe. watched th movie ,susuk :D i had fun w them. took bus 69 home. in bus ,zyzy talked to me about her story w a guy. somehow ,it reminded me of my past. anyway zyzy ,be strong sayang (:
i miss my yayah tikah &jana. i miss my aidah tyqa nadia &zara as well ,very much ):
oh. anyway anyway! since i was at tamp justnow ,i was still hoping to bump into that unknown stranger but he was no where to be seen. haiyakkk ~
assalammua'laikum.
