Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ♥
today seemed to be th saddest day. i just realised that my ego has reached beyond its limit. i shouldnt have said goodbye. and dear someone ; that last hug ,i'l cherish forever. im just afraid that i might get hurt again. your presence has made me forgotten about my past but at th same time ,youre hurting me ,over &over again ):
im curious. all this while ,where do i stand in your heart? i loved you whole-heartedly and this is what i got in return? after hurting me and th final goodbye ,you still want us to be back? and expect me to trust you? no ,that will never happen. for th past four days ,im wondering ,how many girls you have been out w. its such a stupid thing for me to be faithful to you when you dont deserve it at all. im not being childish for deleting my friendster account and not contacting my guyfriends. and you were wrong ,i did that not to show my love but to show you that im faithful.
when i say i love you ,i really meant it. but you dont seem to appreciate me at all. its really difficult for me to forget you. th times we had together ,was really a memorable one ):
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exboyfriend texted me in th afternoon. im sorry for th harsh replies. tak berniat. but ,argh. can everyone stop stressing me? once again ,im sorry hairul ):
and today ,was supposed to meet my guyfriend ,haziq. wanted to study chem. but th plan was canceled. haiyaaak.
sungguh tertekaan. fikiran berkecamuk. nak tidur.
anyway! i'l be having breakfast w a guyfriend tomorrow [: byeeee.
assalammua'laikum.
