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Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Thursday, March 12, 2009 ♥



woke up early in th morning. had my shower and get ready to go out. met Azim at bedok inter and had breakfast w him at bedok macd.

known him since i was sec one but nevermind ,its a long story. so yeah ,today was th first time i went out w azim excluding th time which i was at bedok inter when i was on my way home and suddenly ,received a text message from him. he saw me and decided to walked me home :D

so yeah ,took 17 to pasiris park and had our conversation &took pictures. well azim ,thanks for th day (: shall go out again w you some other time.

reached home at 5.20pm. i was super late. i need to be in school by 6.30pm and was supposed to meet friends at tanah merah by 5.30pm. haha. reached home ,washed my make up off and put on school uniform and off to bedok inter and took 9 to school. i wasnt that late as i reached school at 6.25pm (: after tikah had arrived ,jana tikah gea and myself then entered school.

i received my result slip only at 9.45pm =.=' such a waste of time. my results was atrocious ,i tell you! so while waiting ,i somehow explored th school w my guyfriends. yesterday was malam jumaat but i saw nothing at all -.-' hahahha. girlfriends ,guyfriends &myself sat on one corner near th staircase and shared ghost stories. everyone was listening and out of sudden ,anjing menyalak dengan sekuatkuatnya. imagine eh ,it was quite dark ,th environment was quiet and you were listening to ghost stories and suddenly ,theres a loud bark from th dog. haiyak. oh! ,luqman was being a naughty boy today :P he purposely came from nowhere and crawled towards th staircase we were sitting. everyone was running when they noticed 'something' was crawling at th staircase. and what about me? yes i was shocked but i couldnt move anywhere and just terpaku membisu. hahhaha. well ,nothing much lah and we continued listening &shared ghost stories. had a great day w dearest them (:





was supposed to have late dinner at bedok corner w girlfriends but plan was canceled. how disappointed i was. its okay i understand ): still ,th feeling of neglected was felt by me. asyraf ,sheikh ,afnan ,nico &haider was a sweetheart ,they had late dinner w me at simpang bedok :D

had conversation w sheikh and asyraf. i guess they were right ,all these while i was th one who neglected my friends. urgh ,what's happening to me? im aware that karma happens. guess ,i should change ,change for th better now.

as for now ,i should stick to my decision of not contacting him. but promises has been made. and love ,im still holding on to my promises ,our promises. but its all gone now. th last message you sent was such a hearbreaking as you told me not to even look for you anymore. but its okay ,we'l never know what will happen in th future. i will still be loving you ; as promised.

wondering much ,hows my relationship w exboyfriend? dont ask cause im still hurt upon thinking of th past ): exboyfriend ,if youre hurt by my replies ,im thousands times hurt of what you had done to me for th past few months. fyi ,on th 10th of march was our fourth months of breaking up. i was in utter devastation for th first three months. and i can't deny that youre still stuck on my head on th fourth month till now. i hate this feelings.

guess whuaaaat? im left w only five months to my N level. im so doom. even if i choose to go ite ,i wont get th course i want if i dont study hard. my common test tells everything ;how lazy i was. th attitude of me that can't be bothered must change. im left w less than 20days for every subject. bleah.

so ,what's next? what's next? haish.

takecare and may peace be upon you ,readers!