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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Thursday, April 09, 2009 ♥

im feeling so bored ,pity me please? *insert 1001 sad faces*

seeeee i've told you readers on my previous post ,i cannot stop blogging. kasehkaseh ,pergi tanam aja lah niat nak delete blog kay? huaaaaak.

what should i blog about ehhhhhh? kay ,lemme tell you what happened today? actually ,nothing much to talk about lah but since im so free right now and has no mood to do anything else except for blogging ,i'l tell you some takperlu stories ok? -.- booboochak.

i woke up ,i found myself in th living room. sister woke me up in th morning but i ignored her. bleah. instead of going to my room ,i went to my parent's room and continue my sleep till 11am. grandfather woke me up cause there's a call from my teacher. mak belum marah ,datuk dah marah sebab tak pergi sekolah -.-

idk why but everyday i'l get angry w my sister. justnow ,before she left to work ,she put a piece of pizza (that was made by her) on th bed and kissed me on my cheeek. awww ,i was touched tau. i just realised that all this while ,im really a bad sister but i still think im slightly nicer than her :P kekeke. but i hate her for neglecting me ): but she's still th best sister cause she always treat me these and thats and always give me money when she gets her pay ,i love her for that :P but bleah ,its not money that i want ,i just neeed love ,care and attentions ): and today is her last day of work ,yay. she will have th time to teach me and lovelovekisskisshughug me but sadly to say ,she's starting school very soon ,veryvery soon on this 20th april. mesti lagi busy kaan ): i sounded like very kurang kasihsayang like that ehhhhh? ahahaha! but nemind ,i can still receive loves from my lovely mum cause im a very good daughter :D padahal harihari kaseh kena marah nagg -.- keke!

and oh my ,i just received a long text msg from ex boyfriend. and yes ,im crying ): nemind ,imma strong girl. and nah ,im not gonna reply him cause im not contacting him anymore. and hairul ,youre right ; saying sorry won't heal th pain youve caused me. and whatever it is ,th sweetest memories w you will never be forgotten. and now ,im really gg away from your life ): takecare of yourself.

and now ,im not contacting w anyone for th time being. i hate saying goodbye but goodbyes seem to be th easiest way to solve problems but actually ,nottt ): im not a bad girl ,please ): and i cant make everyone happy when i myself cant find th happiness in me.

they say ,i dont appreciate friends. that's their opinions and i cannot stop them from thinking that way. my KBS is no longer my Kawan Baik Setia. his new KBS is my girlfriend ,my closefriend ,my dear friend but sadly to say ,im not close w her anymore. im tired of being too kind and people keep taking advantage of my kindness. i dont mind being called as a bad girl as long as they realise their mistakes. she made use of me ,that's what i think so. dear girl ,im sorry if youre reading my blog but i have to let everything out ,i have to. im sorry. i can't stand you anymore and that is th reason why im trying so hard to ignore you. and well ,even my KBS-ed said ,she's way better than me ; she's a good friend and im not. but im sorry ,i can't be like her. im not th type who'l get close w someone who already has a girlf or someone's sweetheart. im sorry. and plus ,im not th type who give friendship hugs &kisses ,im not like her. as yes ,she's good at advising and im not. she likes talking on th phone ,but im th type who dont like talking otp w guys. she has th time for her guyfriends ,but im not. im sorry. im really sorry ):

change topic please? okay changeddd! (: alright ,idk when to start studying? i cant study alone and i hope sister will have th time to teach me. haiyak. i want to cry ley. im so emotional. huahuahua. i have nothing more to type ): but i still cant stop blogging. and i bet ,no one will actually read this long post of mine but oh well ,i'l still continue typing ,boohoo.

so is there any plans tomorrow? zara babylove texted me and asked if i wanna go out w th rest of babyloves tmr and of course i replied yes! miss them tau. i texted my aida babylove but she's not free tomorrow ): texted my tyqa babylove but she didnt reply me and nadia babylove? idk how to contact her. is she still using th same number? i want to cry ley ,i miss them much. i guess ,th lastime i met them was like monthhhhhs ago ): you see eh ,my aida is staying at woodlands ,tyqa is staying at cck ,zara is staying at pasiris (very near lah actually ,hehe) and lastly ,my nadia is staying at jurong. aiyoyo thambi. if th plan still gg on ,maybe after that im meeting zazai at tamp ,need to buy pressie for maman.

saturday ,im gg East Coast w dearest classmates/schoolmates ,maman punya 16th birthday lor (: dah besar anak mak. keke. im still thinking what to buy for him and swear ,its really difficult to buy birthday present for a guy ,eh? ayayai.

and sunday? no plan lorrrrrrrrr. duduk rumah goyang kaki aja agaknya. huahuahua.
will blog again later ,i think? hehehehehe.

assalammua'laikum.