Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
this was supposed to be last friday's post but im updating this today. blablabla. currently ,im not in th mood. people in th house is making me angry and im so frustrated laaa please. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i hate this. and again ,im crying )':
that 'fake kaseh' ,burn_roses@hotmail.com just made another fake account of me at friendster. tak cukup eh buat tagged ,imesh ,msn? melampau ehhhhhhh. actually ,what do you want from me? beritahu kaseh laaaah? kesabaran ada tahapnya ,ok? some say ,maybe its because of jealousy? jealous of my life? tell you what ,i hate my life. i hate myself. i hate everything about me but still ,im thankful to be what i am now and to have what i have now. yes ,im th girl who always feel neglected ,lonely ,lack of attentions ,alot of flaws ,always feel th sadness and why ,why are you giving me more problems? why why? what do you get? satisfaction? haish. anyway! to whoever you are. are you gg to continue dirtying my name? what you get by flirting w those guys using my name ,talk about dirty things and worse ,get att w those guys?! and no wonder ,people keep asking me ,'kaseh ,how many boyfriends you got uh?' 'kaseh ,you change boyfriend real fast uh?' so ,are you happy now? what if you were me? think uh think.
anyway ,its already 3.25am right now. my eyes is swollen and i look so ugly. im tired but i can't sleep &there's school tmr ):
last friday ,i was out w zazai in th evening and met him at bugis. had our early dinner at tong seng. thanks for th treat ,zazai (: then headed off to tamp and bought birthday present for maman (: zaai ,cepat send gambar on friday! heeha.
after that ,met ARIFFFFF :D yay. im happy whenever i get to meet this tating boy ;P and guess what? im smiling right now cause im thinking of th times i was w him ; our laughters ,his nonsenses ,his irritating smiles/faces ,everything ,everything about him...
but ive made a v stupid decision. please hate me. im sorry. i miss you. ):
and oh! last friday night ,i was otp w someone (:
kaseh : siapa dia?
him : kekaseh.
kaseh : asal kekaseh?
him : suka hati i uh.
kaseh : asal suka hati u?
him : sebab hati i suka.
hahaha ,cute kaaan. but... okbye.
assalammua'laikum.
