"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
went to school and again they asked ,'woah kaseh ,you go school uh today?' hahaha! kambing!
Cikgu Salmah ,Mr Sum ,Miss Foo ,Mr Ghazali wasn't in school. which means ,there's no Math class ,CME class ,English class &Mothertongue class. yeaay. tak rugi kaseh datang sekolah ini hari ;P as for Assembly and PG ,Mr Leonard allowed us to do our own things. Yeay.
and if this were to happen everyday ,i will definitely fail my N levels terribly -.- huahuahua. ive tried my best not to skip school but i just couldn't stop that bad habitttt ): ayayai. im still trying laaa please ):
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I FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE PRETENDS TO BE ME AND TH MSN IS BURN_ROSES@HOTMAIL.COM. actually ,its no use for me to get angry cause i simply can't do anything to stop her/him. and also ,this is not th firstime though. but im curious you see ,what's her/his motive for pretending to be me? ya allah. for goodness sake ,tolong hentikan ini semua please? what if youre in my position? what if i use your photos and flirt w other guys? i got to know about this email during 2008 and only today ,im begging you to stop all these nonsense. please ,i had enough of all this and another thing ,phew! farah lee zhixuan has deleted her blog. she used my pictures and get att w a chinese guy -.- till now ,idk who she is but its okay ,she's forgiven (: andand ,gosh. too many bad things is happening to me. and to th one who created burn_roses@hotmail.com ,if th reason you created that account just to revenge and dirty my name cause youre not happy w me or something ,you can actually add me at my msn ; callmekaseh@hotmail.com and we'l talk things out. thanks. if you dont add and continue doing those stuffs ,i'l assume that youre a coward and childish (: think wisely ,alright? tc.
argh. why am i stressing about all these stuffs when im suppose to think about my studies? and why do problems keep coming my way?
to one and only exboyfriend ,ive made my decision not to contact w you anymore and im sure you know th reason why. understand me ,please. i dont come and go as i wish but this time ,i really have my reasons for going away from your life and remember ,youre th one who left me. youre th one who ignored me when i really need you. you left me for five months hairul ,five months. and i had enough of wasting my tears for th first two months. but where were you when i was feeling so lost and devastated? and if i change my mind and still contacting &meeting you up ,what's that for when you still want us to be just friends? and nah ,im not expecting more than a friend ,though. but please ,im not someone you can toy w. its over ,its really over. youre my first love and i dont want you to be my last. thanks for th sweetest memories. proudly to say ,im a strong girl now (:
sometimes ,i feel like deleting my blog. but blogging has been my daily routine. sheesh. and im aware that people will never stop talking about me ,be it bad or good things. i dont mind about that. but what i dont really like is whenever im out w a guy ,they'l think that im flirting ,giving hopes ,keep changing boyfriends. why? why? why? im single w only one ex ,that's it. and i still dont understand why i can never have a guy bestfriend that will always be there for me. when i think ive found one ,after some time they'l tend to have feelings for me and vice versa. i dont want that to happen ): and you know ,feelings do change real fast.
i have a bad habit of not replying messages ,idk why. but for now ,im contacting w a guy. ive met him once and yes ,he's really nice. im happy w his presence. but i guess ,i should stop contacting him cause i dont want to be known as a girl who streals someone else's sweetheart (: i would rather break a guy's heart than breaking a girl's heart cause i know how's th feeling of knowing that th exboyfriend is going out w other girls. furthermore ,th girl still loves her exboyfriend. i was much more hurt cause i got to know that my exboyfriend was out w my used to be dear bestie. he went out w that girl just after we've broke up for just a few days. and bleah ,he was th one who left me. whatever ,i know they're just friends -.- but still.. okay ,i shouldn't have talked about th past. its th past ,kaseh. its th pasttttt. bah.