"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
there's so much things i wanna blog about but idk how to start.
idk why i have to make a decision that will hurt me. i know, its better for him to lose me than losing his friends, so let me be th one to go through th pains once again. furthermore, i know his friends is much more important than me. so, let him be. i hope, i wish, i pray.. i will never meet him ever agaaain. being w him is th biggest mistake.
if only, if only you know how am i feeling right now. if only i could shout out loud and tell th whole world that i hate you but no, i can't and because, that's a lie. ok, whatever. so whuat gitu loh? :P ~ i see th same guy every morning! (only when i attend school lah :P) and i think he's, goodlooking? hehehuhuhaha. but idk whether he's a chinese or malay, curious gitu loh. haha. i feel weird whenever he looks at me cause idk how to react. macam tak kena gaya gitu loh. haha. andand, whenever our eyes meet, i'l pretend that im not looking at him. laa, aksen pula kaseh -.- kay, da. cerita sudah habis.
yayah: kaseh contact dengan siapa sekarang? kaseh: takde siapa. semua dah gone. yayah: single life juga best. (which i totally agree :D)
but i told yayah that only one guy in my heart... that bus 45 guy. haha. guess what? she thinks im crazy. haha. but that was just a joke laa actually, duh :D but oh well, just eye-candying kan :P
wait. is it okay for a girl to have feelings for a guy who is two years younger than her? HAHA. no laa, aksen je. no feelings, admire je :P okay la tuh, kan. huhu.
andand oh, a policeman called me justnow and told me about my lost handphone. suara dia macam handsome gitu tau :P
ok da, stop it eh kasehhh, please -.-' uh kay ,goodbye. eh wait!
1st May - Aunt Azmah's birthday. 3rd May - Uncle Sani's birthday.
so, happy belated birthday to my dearest aunt &uncle. smile always! ;D
and today, th 5th of may is Kak Annisa's birthday! Happy 21st Birthday, sis Annisa (: assalammua'laikum.