Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
today's plan of meeting zara, nadia &(nizam?) was canceled. i miss my Babyluplupszxc ): can't wait for th outing to Sentosa w them. gonna have much fun, i supposed. yay* pssst, tyqa please go, please baby! *sad face* &aido sayong, bilo mawo upload gambogambo(s) dari hapeh you? cepaaatz. hehehe.
um so today, i forced mum to go out with me. went marine parade library to return some books to aunt azmah. then off to parkway parade, yay! bought a new school bag and had lunch w mummy at banquet. swear ahhhh, i love my mum more than anything else. lovesloves.
whenever im out w mummy, some random people w smile at us and asked mum, "(point at me) your sister ah?"/"tuh adik eh". i was like bleah, do i look too old or mummy looks young? -.- hehehe.
but im proud to have sucha gorgeous mummy :P i love her eventho she nags alot -.- and there was one time when i was out w mummy and we bumped into her old friend. and her friend said..
mum's friend: "mala, lawa anak kau ni. siapa nama?"
mum: "kaseh"
me: *smile*
so, i happy laaaa cause mum's friend praised me kaan. then mum's friend continued...
mum's friend : "tapi kaseh, kau takboleh lawan mak kau, dia lagi lawa. dulu masih budakbudak, mak kau banyak peminaaat."
i was like, ohh maaan -________-
praised me already then say liddaaaat, terluka hatiku. huhu.
and mum gave me her cheeky smile -.- action eh! :P
they were right. i should keep myself busy to stay happy. i've tried, i've tried to ignore these pains. i've tried to pretend but im not good at pretending. after all had happened, i hope i wish, i deserve to be called, 'strong'. ive been saying that im a strong girl when actually, not. when will i stop tearing?
REAL EYES REALISE REAL LIES.
assalammua'laikum.
