"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
i just realised that ive not been updating my blog for days. hee hee, sorry! ^^
monday; i was supposed to go study w sister and her friends, at nyp. jauh lah kan. on that day, i slept at 7am and sister woke me up at 8am. so i canceled off th plan of going study cause its like no point, right? how to study when i am so sleepy, not enough sleep. nothing will absorb gitu kan, aiyer ~ sorreh sistaa, loveyou :D was at home th whole day, makantidur makantidur ^^
tuesday; th picture above (w my dearest mum) was on tuesday, last minute plan to tanjung pinang w parents and two aunts. kakak action, tak mahu ikut. ergh! mum woke me up at 6am.
mum: *switched on th light* kaseh, bangun! kaseh: 5minutes! mum: *after five minutes* kaseh, bangun! kaseh: kaykay, five minutes. mum: kaseh, dah 5minit, bangun bangun. kaseh: kay, kaseh bangun. jap eh bu, 5minit lagi, last. mum: *after 5minutes* nurkaseh, bangunnnn. (bila lagi marah, mesti panggil full name -.-) kaseh: *lihat jam* laaa, awal lagi ni bu, ferry kan bertolak jam lapan suku. mum: iye la, tapi kau mandi lambat, nak make up lagi, lembab. bangun! kaseh: kalau tknk bangun? mum: nurkasehhhh! kaseh: alaaaaa. kaykay, nak bangun ni.
unexpectedly, i saw goodlooking guys at tanjung pinang. winkwink ^^ mum cheated my feelings! hmph. promised to buy me manymany things there and when she got to know that th last ferry is at 4pm (on weekdays), she told me that there's no much time left to shop my things. punya lah kecewa saya, adui. beli barang kaseh comfirm time last last gitu. beh tak sempat lah pula. i was sulking (like of course!), and mum hates whenever i sulk and she'l definitely say, "kaseh kalau nak benda, matimati nak eh. kalau tk dapat, merajuk!" hmph. mum then managed to soothe me by saying that she promised to shop wimme at singapore. singapore? okay loh, much better :D
sesungguhnya, saya tatawu ada cowokcowok ganteng juga di sana. fikirkan yg gantengganteng di jakarta gitu, kayak cowokcowok di sinetron gitu kan, hehheh. tanjung pinang pun adaaa ^^
the foods, ah! delicious baby. i like. ive gained weight! hmph. but i had a greatime there. :D
family and i almost missed th last ferry, bah. and that means, we were th last one(s) to enter th ferry. yup, and when i entered th ferry, th first thing that caught my eyes was this guy. idk why, but i think he looks familiar (and kinda cute). winkwink ^^
i was asleep in th ferry. and when i woke up, i looked at th place where th guy sits, he wasnt there! he was upstairs, enjoying th air lah kan. to go up, he must have walked past my place. i couldn't imagine how i looked like while sleeping, comfirm buruk -.- malunya! thenthen, i turned my head to th back and i saw th guy melalui tingkap pintu. tingkap kape? actually not window lah, some part of th door was transparent gitu. ah, understand understood lah kay? heh! then he walked to th front to take some drinks, i guess. then, apa lagi eh? oh, yup he walked back, past my place to go up again. he looked at me, i looked at him. and like so sudden, we smiled? ha ha. idk who started to smile at who first. ha ha. when th ferry had reached singapore, i was wondering why th guy was still upstairs. i didnt see him. so i just walked off and when im out of th ferry, i saw him outside, sitting. mcm ajaib gitu ni anak, ha ha. bila masa dia turun? or i was sleeping again? -.- bah! we smiled again ^^ and when i was wating for th cab, i saw him again. haha. hilanghilang, nampak balik gitu kan ^^ but he looks really familiar lah, siapa eh? hmm.
i saw someone at my voideck. i didnt know that he was my (bestfriend?) -.- lain kali pekik nama kaseh, deng! hee hee ^^ dah tawu mata kaseh potek, beh ckp kaseh action tak senyum, grrr! :P
th minute i reached home, i switched on th tv and watched anugerah. yessa, hydir's going to th next round. yayyay *happy* dan dia yang paling teratas lagi :D dan amaciam ize suliman boleh keluar? ): haiya! next week going anugerah agaaaain bersama sheila dan rakanrakannya :P
eh wait, im going back to school on wednesday tau! not monday, yay. why? cause my teacher says so, hehe. Actually th reason was because there's swine flu at indon and i just came back from tanjung pinang, so im not allowed to go school on monday and tuesday gitu (:
i want to go thailand, please mummy? eoy kay? nak shopping! but mum wants to go serawak. serawak apa laaah ada eh. aiyer ~ idc, nak go bangkok juga! ):
wed; i was supposed to go study w mai and min. but my stomach hurts, and my time were mostly spent in th toilet. bah! -.- i kept complaining to mum, "bu, sakit perutttttttt." i had diarrhoea two times, this week tau! irritating! sorry mai and min ): i feel bad.
oh, two guys came to my house today. settled some things w my dad. if im not wrong, duadua mat motor, ha ha. they were talking about some bike stuffs, yup. yg baju hitam itu, cute ^^ dad told me that his serving ns now, staying at (woodlands ke angmokio? i lupa) and th name is hairi. ha ha ha. ok da.
in th evening, when my tummy's alright. accompanied mum to bedok and bought durians. yay!
story mcm panjang gitu eh, sampai ketemu lagi! ^_^