"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
its 5:44am right now. i just woke up. i turned in quite early yesterday, before midnight. was feeling so fatigued, i guess? yup, completely exhausted. bah, i fall asleep when i was crying. teeeet.
switched on sis's laptop &immediately went to see zara's blog. yessa, pictures uploaded! :D
yuuuup, sentosa-ed w dearests ; nadia zara &nizam. we kdk-ed alot, hee hee.
so yeah, before that.. met boyfriend at tiong. then went vivo w him. reached there at around 9:30am. fuuh, awal eh! guess, whatime my zara and nadia reached vivo? supposingly, they should be reaching there at 10am, but haa haa, they came at around 12plus? lambaaaat betuuul :P
bought some snacks and all, found a place to sit. played truth&dare, gossiped, etc.
nyla and friends came, (: talktalk-ed w them. ok, yay! after which, went back to vivo, met liya and friends. ok, yay! rindu liya sgtsgt ~
nyla dan kwnkwn, send kaseh gambar okay! :D hee hee.
then, what else eh? oh, walkwalk-ed around vivo. window-shopped. kay, i admit that at times, i wasn't in th mood, sorry sayangs. period daysss. ni yang tak best! mood tukartukar ajaaa -.-
went off from vivo around 7plus. hugged nadia &nizam. they took bus home while zara and i train-ed to tamp and had dinner at ljs. next outing soon, kay darlings?
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zara texted me, "dont give up just yet when there's still hope left. dont act out rashly and made decisions abruptly without thinking cuz that might bring regrets in life later on. i really hope u doing fine and remember that u got my back no matter what. do text if anything crops up& pls takecare of yourself kay. love u girl. (:
thanks zara sayang. with you by my side, i feel that there's still someone whom i can talk to. love you!
i love you two, like totally.
love, i love you!
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i want a guy who says that 'i need you' and not 'i want you'. ok, this is so random. huhu ^^
history is repeating again, i guess? i thought ive changed, but i guess that never will happen. i have my reasons for not changing and im not good at pretending.
so, what should i do next? just ignore? never.
i hope you'l realise your mistakes, i shall just keep quiet and act stupid, pretend like nothing's hurting me. but trust me, imma faithful girlf.