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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Saturday, July 25, 2009 ♥

Chaaakchaaakchaaak! :D

hello dearest readers, how's life? must be really great, eh? hee hee.

its 2:22pm right now, just woke up. butttt, ive taken my shower already! i woke up early in th morning, (6.30am) accompanied my grandfather to polyclinic, yuppp his health check; once in three month. i was super sleepy i tell you. but yesss, i was being a sweetheart, a good granddaughter i should say? eh atuk eh? ehem! heee heee, =P

after which, had breakfast w my dearest atuk. walked home alone whereas my atuk went to, idk where? he asked me to go home first cause he wanted to meet his friends, i guess? yup, so i went home alone. reached home, sister was still asleep. i was bored and had nothing to do, it was still early, around 10am. soooo, i went to lalaland. booo.

yesterday's night class was nice, uh-huh. but my day wasn't great. bah.





dearest nuruljannah, th girlfriend who has always been there for me. th one who never fails to make me smile. and never fails to cheer me up when im down. love you, always.



ohhhhhh, that's haziqqqqqq, (:



haikel&radin; they changed my wallpaper to this picture, bah ha ha. korang ni eh :P

zyzybaby! send i gmbrgmbr pat handphone youuu! hee hee.

kay, met my jayjay at bedok int. boyfriend texted and said that he's at bedok. met him for awhile. he waited till my bus 14 came, then he went off. kay da.

i like th school part. my yayah came, yay. zyzy was there as well, yay. my tikaaaaah didnt come. bekkk. and all dearest guyfriends were there, yay. and thanks to those who taught me how to do th math questions and all eh. and haziqqqqq, ajar kaseh chemistry lah! bawa buku chem kay? hee hee. after revising and all, we decided to explore th school but th plan was canceled. bekkk. decided to go simpang. yaaaaat, thanks fr th bicycle ride! :D initially, i thought jayjay, zyzy, and nadhirah will be joining us as well, but nah ): i was th only girl but its alright, (: i like being w my guyfriends, they never failed to make me smile, hee hee.

i was a happy girl and suddenly my mood changeeeed. this reminds me of my past, like again. i wanted to spend my time w my friends, but its just that, bah. im speechless. i went simpang cause i wanted to eaaaaaaat. but youuuuu, oh my. you wont understand me. i just ordered my drink, and you came. talked to me and expect me to drink fast cause you wanna send me home and dont like me being w my friends? yes, you can say that i dont appreciate you. but think again, i have my night class. after night class, i wanna have my dinner. if you think youre hurt, i am more hurt, i tell you. you treated me likeee a woofwoof, that's all i can say. yes, i should appreciate you but how to appreciate you when you treated me that way? and in th end, sorrry is th word? love, sorry wont heal th pains youve caused me. i hate being controlled, fullstop.

i felt so dumb, yesterday. you called me when you and your friend were otw to th place where my friends and i sat. you asked if i see you or not. initially, i wasnt unsure. and you said to me, "you blind or what". hmmph.

why everything i do seems so wrong to you? or isit just that im th one who has been creating problems? oh my. idk. i hate you treating me this way.

my guyfriends, esp s & m ; thanks fr texting me and asked if im okay or not. dont worry, i'm alright, dearests (:

sometimes i think, its reaaaally true. being in relationship now is just a waste of time anddd it hurts, alot. period.

anywaaaaaaaaay, im going out w my parents and sister later, makanmakanmakan. yay!

assalammua'laikum.