"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
to you; i received your text message at 6 in th morning. th reason why i've not been replying you wasnt totally because im attached and not comfortable contacting w you. its just that im afraid that i might fall for you. i can see that youre really a nice guy. this reminds me of th firstime we get to know each other, which was during th year of 2007. you asked for my number on friendster and you texted me, i replied, and you replied me back only th next week. sometimes, karma do happens. but right now, i dont reply you, is not because of revenge. as said, im afraid that i might fall for you. you know, its really diffucult to be faithful (yes, we both are attached now; you got a girlf, and i got a boyf.) but im trying my best to do so and i dont know what i actually want, i dont want you to go. but, its really hard. like you said, "mungkin takdir kita tak dapat ada apaapa hubungan", maybe true but we dontknow what will happen in th future (: yes, youre popular, youre like every girl's desire. but dont hesitate to text me whenever you need someone to be there for you, (: goodbye dearest, w much loves and misses.
im currently listening to his songs. hmph.
people tend to appreciate someone when he/she is going away from their life. yes, i just realised that i dont appreciate people. am i that bad? i feel like saying sorry to all whom ive hurt. it feels like today's th last day of my life. -.-
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and to that someone, or should i say, my classmate? -.- call me liar, call me heartbreaker, call me flirt, call me whatever you like. like ive said on my previous post, i can't make everyone happy when i myself not happy. i may have promised you that i'l always be there for you but i do have my problems too, you see. sometimes i avoid you so that people wont accused me things which are not true. you get what i mean? i'l understand if you hate me now and i know, there's someone else who'l always be there for you, you takecare.