Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ♥
heeeeeey yaaaaa! :D
im here to cheer myself up. i have to endureeee, just two weeks, only two weeks. let me repeat, only two weeks = twelve more days and i got my freedom to do whatever i like. kay no, not all; i got curfew, bekk. i cant wait for chalets, outings, shoppings, sleepovers, date w girlfriends and etc.
well, im on mc for today. even if im not, i dont see th benefits of going to school (maybe yes, only for math) but not for other subjects! cause freee periods for almost all lessons! i would rather stay at home, wake up in th afternoon and study w sister at night. that if only sister got th time to teach me lorrrr, haiyaaak. and in two weeks, i went to school only twice and guess what? im alone, girlfriends didnt attend school. yes, less than 1/4 of classmates came to school. zyzybaby always come to school but she's not in th same class as me, sobsob.
everytime im out, ive always beeen wishing to bump into someone. and ive been imagine and thinking how will i react if i were to bump into him/her. will i smile like nothing has happened between us before or just ignore as i mentioned on my previous post, act like he/she has never existed in my life. two years, ive been spending my end of year holidays w him/her, esp last year! haha, things happened so fast. happiness felt for just a while. life is full of ups and downs. well, life wouldn't be that great if every things are always okaaay, right? challenges are somehow fun, geez.
im taking my shower in one hour time and needa get ready for raya outing w dearest zyzybaby and those nyp peeeps (: but im feeling so sleeepy right now, why eh? i sleeept for 11hours taaau. oink betul! -.-
phone rings are so irritating! prepaid's low, btw.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ♥
good morning lovely readers :D
i woke up at 7am today, unbelievable! yes, i didnt attend school. Two days of mc, yahoo. i slept early yesterday, around 8pm. susah nak percaya gitu eh! haa. i dreamt of something weird -.-
anyway! as mentioned on my previous post, i have to go clinic yesterday to get my right ear an injection right? haha. but yesterday, i went to clinic w different purpose and got my right butt an injection! -.-
my stomach hurts real bad yesterday. felt like my life gonna end at any seconds. haa haa. clinic's way better than hospital. last few weeks, i went to hospital w th same sickness (plus, i had fever, flu, coughs and etc.) buttttttttt, i was only given some medicines. urine test pun nak check, dapat tahu ada infection.
yesterday, th doc asked me alot of question. eg; am i stress due to my upcoming exams? i said no.
mum: tak belajar, nak stress buat apa.
sorry mummy for wasting your $73. am i always a burden to you? why am i always sicccck? bah.
ohhhhhhh, th medicines i ate yesterday made me sleeeepy. no wonder i slept early eh! besttttt tidur! :P
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ♥
Tags replied! :D
farhan; hahahh. i nvr heard abt tcc bfore. haha. and sis next to me, dia kata semua org pernah dgr -.- hahah! yesss, unseparable. pandai farhan! :P
irwan ahboy; apa maksud tuh? fazzz tuh lelaki. tatawu jgn semarang berbual.
fazzzz; prepaid low! sorrry.
ilah; hi ilah. heh, thanks darling. grandlink? when was tht? oh. food culture. nmpk lagi, tegur kay. heeheh, yay :D
guest; helllo! ^^V
kaseh: wow. wheeee, nice name ^^V
yan; um, whathing? haha.
athira; oh, heehhe. yupyup. got it from syurga cinta (: hehehe.
ateshia; hehehe! um, oh di situ. dekaaat aja tuh. saya selalu ada di bedok inter. haah. hrphrp trsrmpk satu hari (:
vinaaa; yupyup, im a left-hander. hehe!
alia; yup. i'l try to work and gain experience. tapi betul tuh, nk dpt kerja susah lah skrg ni. hehh.
adilah; nampak kaseh hari tuh? oh ye saya, kaseh jalan raya brsama kwnkwn. hehe. oh saw my sister juga? bila? hehehe :P
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥
Tags replied! :D
-_-; beritahu kaseh, kaseh layan kaseh dapat apa? kaseh tak ada masa nak layan. biarlah orang nak cakap apa.
ishafeewit; hello sayang. haha. biarkan lah dia. dia bukan jealous, cuma dia tak ada apaapa nak buat skrg agaknya. hee. sayang ishaaa manymany juga, xoxo!
-.-"; so you're trying to say that tagboards are meant to get hate tags? why must i delete off my tagboard? just because of you immature hate taggers?
girl; betul kata awak, kalau kaseh buat dosa, biarlah itu antara kaseh dan Allah. kalau niat dia nak membetulkan kaseh, kaseh tk kisah. kaseh hargai tapi kalau nak mengutuk dan memalukan kaseh, kaseh taak terima. jaga diri tau, terimakasih (: hehe.
syasya; hello syasya, ye saya. itu dieya daripd m'sia (:
guest; memang kaseh tak nafi kan yang cukur kening itu dosa. tetapi tentang fake lashes tuh, dosa ke? and i didnt say i am so religious. i gotta admit that im still cetek agama. there's alot more i need to learn. kalau tentang solat, itu kan memang satu kewajiban bagi semua umat islam? tapi dgn jujur, kaseh akui kaseh memang selalu tertinggalkan solat oleh sebab keluar dan pulang lewat. kalau ada lagi pekara yang tak puas, sila maklum. (:
lily; hello lily. oh i dont rmbr whr i got th tshirt. if tk slh, i bought it at bugis. bought it last yr (: hehe.
pby west M; hello awak. tak ada apa apa nak dicemburukan lah, hehe. i tak jaga muka sgt, hehe. takecare awak ^^V
(:; hello, thanks dear one. yup, even if i say back, curse back, things wont get any better ): life is hard. haha. thanks fr tagging! takecare tau ^^V
farhan; eh hi farhan! hahaha. tcc kat manaaa? apa benda tuh? haha!
unknown; oh betulbetulbetul, nanti kaseh cuba cari. hehe, nak belajar berdikari :D but im afraidddd, haha! ^^V
bella; hello bella sayang (: hope to bump into you someday kay, cantik? bella, tak invite kaseeeh kat blog ehh? hmph, ):
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥
firstly, some paragraph on this post is meant for my lovely hate taggers and also to all th hate taggers over th world :D and my lovely hate taggers, do read my previous post as well. for you, only you, x o x o!
anywaaay! its 2:44am right now. oh my god, why can't i close my eyes? why am i always widely awake at this time? its gonna be 3am soon, then 4am, then 5am then 6am then what? get ready to school? oh tidaak, bek!
i wont have to go school anymore in three weeks time. life will be worsen i guess? i remembered last year during my end of year holiday, i slept around 8am everyday and woke up around 4pm. like no life like that, haiyak. then if luck was on me, hairul will ask me out. if not, i'l be rotting at home and habiskan beras -.- boredom almost killed me, i think? -.- then after 10dec08, my life was miserable like oh my, i cant describe how.. okay shut up. i was a lonesome. i was depending on him, only him cause my friends were all busy doing their own things -.- whereas sister was busy.. working? and like out of sudden, he was not there for me anymore. heartless creature! *roll eyes* anddd, oh my. i hate thinking about th past. it was really hurting. its like a nightmare turns out real! but th best was, my babyloves were there to cheer me up at that point of time. bbs, meet november kay! (lepas zara punya o's habizzz) eh eh, 15th november kita punya one year eh? kan kan?
oh th weather's now is so.. mmmm, lovely! i like i love ^^ its raining heavily and oh my, it is so windy. i like i love ^^ if only im at th beach now, menikmati angin yang kencang, fuhhh it would be much nicer, dont you think so? :D
well, everytime i blog.. i feel like im talking to myself. i dont know why but its okay, it is somehow entertaining me. hehe!
so, what i actually wanna blog about now? i have no ideaaaaaa! -.-
er, should i get myself a job after ive done my n's? oh myyyyyyyyy, should i? no, i donthink i want. i am super lazy. but im sure that my friends will find a job and.. what about me? rot at home like dont know what. bah bah bah. im afraaaaid cause i have never experienced working life. i wanna feeeeeel th greatness of spending my own money w my hard work. will i change my mind of not getting myself a job? mmmmmm, let's seeee :D
goshy goshy goshy, its gonna be 4am soooooooon, i got math lessons tomorrrow! i guess, i wanna force myself to sleeeep. correction, i HAVE to force myself to sleep, like now, dang!
pssssst, if (if only lah) im not getting myself a job. someone sometwo somethree some.. ah anyone! ask me out, pretty please? i dont wanna rot myself at home! baaah, i can't (and dont want to) imagine how my life would be during holidaaaay, staying at home like no life -.- and hoping for kachingzxz to fall from th sky. *roll eyes at myself for teeeen timezzz*
i wanna stop and just publish this post but it feeels like.. mmm i still wanna continue blogging! i bet not all my readers gonna read cause all im talking now is rubbishzzz but you know, im just bored right now. baaah.
hmmm, let's find a topic to talk about! hate taggerszzz? mmm.
i wonder who are those hate taggers. do i know them? their life must be perfect, eh? well, cause all they do is to point out people's mistakes. hmmmmm, ive beeen very patience for a long time you knoooow. i just dont understand why hate taggers are born in this world. to insult people? well, we are all god's slave. tawu tak hate taggers? these people eh, tsk tsk tsk. i hop hop hop to people's blog, their blog got spammed too. pity theeem. why can't hate taggers just leave th bloggers alone? you got your own life, i got my own life, everyone has their own life, let every individuals do whatever he/she wants. like omg, who are you to control and stop them from doing what they like?
(more pictures on fb!)
ohhh sshhh, hmmmm last friday i had raya outing w my lovely sec4NA schoolmates! greeeeat, pictures were all uploaded on facebook. im still thinking whether to upload those on blog or not. nanti hate taggers memekak laa pula. yela, dorang kaaaan kawal hidup kaseh sekarang -.- sorry hate taggers, jangan hate tag lagi ah. ^_^ and yup, went to seven to eight houses. will have an another outing w dearest them on th 10th, i guess? mmmm, perhaps. yet to be comfirmed, bah bah bah. cause luqman hakeem's not free on th 10th. make sure freee eh maman! :D kalau tak free, tukar tarikh kay kay kay. and i swear, my leg waaaaaaas.. painful! sakit dia macam 'kaki-boleh-patah-anytime' punya sakit. ngadangadakan, nak pakaaai kasut tinggi -.- and thanks to maman for carrying my bag. baik hati dia :D around 10plus, everyone went home. left me, haziq, man, ramadhan, shaf and mirul. did i left out anyone's name? no kan? yup, but i was sure that i was th only girl -.- mana tidaknya, my hotbabes didnt even join th outing. mana sepeet, lina, yayah, tikaaah? addddui, rinduuuu. th boys and i were at tamp, roaming at tamp mall and century sq during midnight. -.- surprisingly, mum didnt called me to reach home before 10.30pm (like how she always do). that night.. she waaaas asleeep, yay. hehe! and haziq was frustrated w me cause i always say, "haziq, amik gambar dgn kaseh, yok?" hehheehheeh, sorry ziqziqziq :D thaaaaaanks for th day, lovelies! on a happier note, i collected more that $24 today. HAHA.
th next day, which was on saturdaaay. i was out to bedok macd w dearest sisAeynn in th evening and went home 25minutes before midnight. only granddaddy was at home. atuk maraaah oi pulang lewat, bah ha ha. had mac spicy and i swear, ive gained weight. kaaan dah tak slim lagi -.- memang tak slim pun, beeeek. lepas n's, that's it ah. nak gi jogging pagipagi buta, nak join? winkwink^^ so yuuuup, sister brought her lappy, and minutes later, batt flat. doink betul lah kakak ni, bukan nak charge dulu sebelum keluar, ke ke ke. then yuuuuup, i studied math. tak fahaaaam, beh kena marah dengan akak. akak tak tanyang adik ka? week.
okaaaaay la, maaaybe im going bedok macd again tonight, studying w sista. to be specific, bedok princess mac sana. hua hua hua. maybe only lorrrr, sister comfirm cancel off th plan. doink betul -.-
maybe maybe, im going clinic today to get my right ear an injection. if not, th keloid will grow again. i also dont know what keloid is. when i went for my ear operation, that beautiful nurse said that th grown thingy is called keloid. and she said its normal to have keloid growing after had piercing. gah gah gah. after th operation, mum never stop saying, "ah gatal kan, kau gi tindek telinga apesal? satu tak cukup?" hmph, kenaaa marah kenaaa maraah. i also got my tragus pierced, lucky got no keloid on my tragus! i wonder if there's still hole there, geeez.
dung dung cheng. its alreaddddy 4.15am now. naaak ceep. kay tak mu steeep cute eh kaseh. naak sleeep. heh heh heh. mimpi indaaaaah :B
hate taggerszz, please eh tkmu hate tag lagi. kaseh ada banyak pekara lagi nak buat lah, tak ada masa nak layaaaan awak semua. kalau bosan, tak ada pekaara nak buat, gi tolong maaak kemas rumah. kay? faedaah sikit. kalaaau hate tag kaseh kan tak guna, seperti buang garam dalam laut aja. abih dapat apa? dapat kepuasan lalu dosaaa yang tambah? gaaaah. kaaay dengan seikhlas hati, kaseh dah maafkan semua. kaseh tak dendam dengaan manamana hate taggers pun.
Monday, September 28, 2009 ♥
after days being hate tagged, today shall be th day im dedicating a post to you hate taggers :)
i dont know. i just realise that im a girl w full of patiences now. alhamdullilah, ive changed. in th past, i used to get easily upset and stressed up over small matters. like for instances, being criticised and being accused for doing things i dont do.
recently, i found out that there's a fake account of me at tagged account. i would like to inform you readers that ive deleted my tagged account long long ago and "http://www.tagged.com/kasehgirl" is not me. other than that, someone's using my pictures at friendster w th name of 'iamdieya'. using my pictures is not really th main problem but i dont like th fact that she's attached w a guy using my pictures. kaseh tak mahu difitnah, itu aja. kalau dieya baca blog kaseh ni, kaseh harap dieya delete gambargambar kaseh k, (: and to th one who created th tagged account using my name and pictures, please delete it.
oh thanks to adieqpampered and nina for telling me about th tagged and friendster account ^^V
currently, i only got msn (firstname.lastname@example.orgemail@example.com) which i seldomly online, blog (kasehgoodgirl.blogspot.com) to express my feelings and not to impress anyone and lastly, facebook (firstname.lastname@example.org) to interact w friends and make new friends. yup, that's all. no other accounts; no friendster, no tagged, no myspace, no hi-5, no bearshare and etc, (:
i dont hate anyone now. perhaps, i dislike one or two for some reasons. (hate and dislike are two different things) but th ones i dislike are th opposite gender of me. but you hate taggers must be th same gender as me, i supposed? i dont see th reason why you have to hate tag me. what are th reasons for? if i have ever offended you, im seeking for forgiveness now. but if you think im a flirt, then i cant stop you from thinking that way. but you, you cant stop me from being a flirt too, right? and th reasons why you think im a flirt is because i take pictures w different guys? that is not a rational reason, my goodness. just so you know, i love taking pictures and i dont see th wrong of taking pictures w my guyfriends.
ive done alot of mistakes in th past; having boyfriend was a decision i regretted th most cause when there's jealousy, i tend to dislike and then, turned to hate. i dont like hating, i dont like having foes. i want to have a beatifically and a felicitous life, well who doesn't want? im learning to forgive and forget. i have forgiven but i cant stop disliking a couple of guys and i couldn't forget th mistakes they've done to me, totally hurtful! well, im trying to forget those times that have elapsed. how? treat like they have never existed in my life! i know im strong enough to go through these difficulties, insyaallah.
patience has its limit. till when can i tolerate w these humiliations, insults, criticisms, accusations? wahuallam, only god knows when. when will these things end? when these people has realised their wrongs and decided to repent. all i need to do now is just being patience, accept those criticisms and forgive them for i know, hating and cursing back will just worsen th situation.
sometimes i feel like cursing back but thank god, i could control my anger.
i remembered reading about Prophet Muhammad s.a.w, he has never ever in his life held any grudges on people, even if they were to curse and do harm to him. however, he actually prayed for their happiness and well-being, with sincerity. That was how devout Prophet Muhammad was. I wish and i pray to have the same genuine heart as him, may god willing.
tomorrow will always be a better day for me, for you, for everyone of us. accept th fact that life is full of ups and downs, :D
Sunday, September 27, 2009 ♥
HAPPY ONE MONTH OF FRIENDSHIP, HAPPY MEAL! ^^V
"Kadangkadang Fillet o Fish tersembunyi, lalu datangnya Big Mac dan Mac Spicy. Lantas, kita tertanyatanya mana hilangnya Fillet o Fish, ruparupanya Happy Meal kian hadir" *smile widely*
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 ♥
reading someone's blog makes me feel guilty. i dont know who youre referring to but if youre referring to me, thousand of apologies for making you feel sad. i know you want th old me, th kaseh you used to know; on th day you first talked to me on th phone.
its better to hurt you now then later. afterall, you know that i didnt mean to hurt you at all. i swear, i never had th intentions to do so.
just so you know, knowing you is never a regret. you never hurt me, you were so good but i just dont want you to put high hopes on me and that was th reason why im trying to go away from your life.
now you know th real me. i'l tend to avoid ones who has confessed his feelings for me. im just tired of being accused for giving false hopes to guys.
youre not th only one im ignoring right now so dont feel bad, alright? dont think that youve done any wrongs towards me. im th one who should apologise. im sorry for all those unreplied text messages. i just dont know what to reply. and i know, 24th was our one month of knowing each other. great knowing you, takecare cause i care! :D
and some others, im sorry for all th unreplied text messages. i dont know what was th reason that makes me not replying you people but i know, there are reasons!
and if any of you wonder, will i ever date w my exboyfriend's bestfriend, i'l definitely say yes! V^.^V
bah. i dont need a boyfriend to complete me. im happy w th life im having now. i dont see th need of being in realationship now cause all i'l feel is hurt and all i do is hurting. so, what for? i admit, i'l never be a good girlfriend, never.
furthermore, friendship lasts longer than relationship.
and right now, th one i used to love so much is th one i hate th most. i dont wanna hate anymore, so im not gonna waste my time being in relationship anymore. thank god, nizam and i are still friends. kan ijam kan? thanks nizam for not hating me. thanks nizam for being there at all times. thanks nizam for everything. ijam, today my night! malam jumaat -.- hahha! wo xiang ni, i miss you, kaseh rindu nizam, gwe kangen sama lho.
i miss izyan syahida veryvery much. syg, im sorry for always canceling th plan of going school w you. th past few days, i was sick tau. i rindu you! xoxo.
i miss BGGF. i miss SBLS. i miss GIRLFRIENDS. i miss EMILIYA and friends. i miss ALLLLLLLLLL.
lastly, i miss Amalina Aznizan, my loveliest cousin.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 ♥
Hello lovely readers!
once again, im sorry for "menghilangkan diri" for th past two days, whee whee. im back ^_^
so yesterday's outing w sisaeynn and syahmeer was great. sister and i met syahmeer at bedok inter and we then trained to Tampines. roamed around Century Square, Tampines One and Tampines Mall :D
wanted to shop for some dresses but none caught my eyes. th dresses i wanted to buy at Isetan and Cotton On are out of stock. i am so sad, please.
so yup, after buying some accessories and make ups. we then proceeded to Tamp one's rooftop to camwhore, yayhoo. thanks to syahmeer's camera! oh before that, had our desserts at Food Culture.
thanks for th daaaaay, sisaeynn and syahmeer! ^.^V
yay! besok jalan raya dengan rakanrakan sekolah! :D
and psssst, if youre wondering why my hair looks short and a lil different, its because i have taken off all my fifty strends extentions last two days. and i prefer my hair to be like this, ringaaaaan tau. i can peacefully comb my hair already, yay!
kaseh: kak! kaseh dah buka extentions tau!
sister: alhamdulilah, dah boleh solat la kaseh.
kaseh: eh, fikir kaseh tk solat ke selama ni?
sister: solat pun tapi solat dalam keraguan kan?
ahahaa, a'ah eh solat tapi ragu-ragu. pakai extentions solat tak sah eh, kan?