"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
firstly, some paragraph on this post is meant for my lovely hate taggers and also to all th hate taggers over th world :D and my lovely hate taggers, do read my previous post as well. for you, only you, x o x o!
anywaaay! its 2:44am right now. oh my god, why can't i close my eyes? why am i always widely awake at this time? its gonna be 3am soon, then 4am, then 5am then 6am then what? get ready to school? oh tidaak, bek!
i wont have to go school anymore in three weeks time. life will be worsen i guess? i remembered last year during my end of year holiday, i slept around 8am everyday and woke up around 4pm. like no life like that, haiyak. then if luck was on me, hairul will ask me out. if not, i'l be rotting at home and habiskan beras -.- boredom almost killed me, i think? -.- then after 10dec08, my life was miserable like oh my, i cant describe how.. okay shut up. i was a lonesome. i was depending on him, only him cause my friends were all busy doing their own things -.- whereas sister was busy.. working? and like out of sudden, he was not there for me anymore. heartless creature! *roll eyes* anddd, oh my. i hate thinking about th past. it was really hurting. its like a nightmare turns out real! but th best was, my babyloves were there to cheer me up at that point of time. bbs, meet november kay! (lepas zara punya o's habizzz) eh eh, 15th november kita punya one year eh? kan kan?
oh th weather's now is so.. mmmm, lovely! i like i love ^^ its raining heavily and oh my, it is so windy. i like i love ^^ if only im at th beach now, menikmati angin yang kencang, fuhhh it would be much nicer, dont you think so? :D
well, everytime i blog.. i feel like im talking to myself. i dont know why but its okay, it is somehow entertaining me. hehe!
so, what i actually wanna blog about now? i have no ideaaaaaa! -.-
er, should i get myself a job after ive done my n's? oh myyyyyyyyy, should i? no, i donthink i want. i am super lazy. but im sure that my friends will find a job and.. what about me? rot at home like dont know what. bah bah bah. im afraaaaid cause i have never experienced working life. i wanna feeeeeel th greatness of spending my own money w my hard work. will i change my mind of not getting myself a job? mmmmmm, let's seeee :D
goshy goshy goshy, its gonna be 4am soooooooon, i got math lessons tomorrrow! i guess, i wanna force myself to sleeeep. correction, i HAVE to force myself to sleep, like now, dang!
pssssst, if (if only lah) im not getting myself a job. someone sometwo somethree some.. ah anyone! ask me out, pretty please? i dont wanna rot myself at home! baaah, i can't (and dont want to) imagine how my life would be during holidaaaay, staying at home like no life -.- and hoping for kachingzxz to fall from th sky. *roll eyes at myself for teeeen timezzz*
i wanna stop and just publish this post but it feeels like.. mmm i still wanna continue blogging! i bet not all my readers gonna read cause all im talking now is rubbishzzz but you know, im just bored right now. baaah.
hmmm, let's find a topic to talk about! hate taggerszzz? mmm.
i wonder who are those hate taggers. do i know them? their life must be perfect, eh? well, cause all they do is to point out people's mistakes. hmmmmm, ive beeen very patience for a long time you knoooow. i just dont understand why hate taggers are born in this world. to insult people? well, we are all god's slave. tawu tak hate taggers? these people eh, tsk tsk tsk. i hop hop hop to people's blog, their blog got spammed too. pity theeem. why can't hate taggers just leave th bloggers alone? you got your own life, i got my own life, everyone has their own life, let every individuals do whatever he/she wants. like omg, who are you to control and stop them from doing what they like?
(more pictures on fb!)
ohhh sshhh, hmmmm last friday i had raya outing w my lovely sec4NA schoolmates! greeeeat, pictures were all uploaded on facebook. im still thinking whether to upload those on blog or not. nanti hate taggers memekak laa pula. yela, dorang kaaaan kawal hidup kaseh sekarang -.- sorry hate taggers, jangan hate tag lagi ah. ^_^ and yup, went to seven to eight houses. will have an another outing w dearest them on th 10th, i guess? mmmm, perhaps. yet to be comfirmed, bah bah bah. cause luqman hakeem's not free on th 10th. make sure freee eh maman! :D kalau tak free, tukar tarikh kay kay kay. and i swear, my leg waaaaaaas.. painful! sakit dia macam 'kaki-boleh-patah-anytime' punya sakit. ngadangadakan, nak pakaaai kasut tinggi -.- and thanks to maman for carrying my bag. baik hati dia :D around 10plus, everyone went home. left me, haziq, man, ramadhan, shaf and mirul. did i left out anyone's name? no kan? yup, but i was sure that i was th only girl -.- mana tidaknya, my hotbabes didnt even join th outing. mana sepeet, lina, yayah, tikaaah? addddui, rinduuuu. th boys and i were at tamp, roaming at tamp mall and century sq during midnight. -.- surprisingly, mum didnt called me to reach home before 10.30pm (like how she always do). that night.. she waaaas asleeep, yay. hehe! and haziq was frustrated w me cause i always say, "haziq, amik gambar dgn kaseh, yok?" hehheehheeh, sorry ziqziqziq :D thaaaaaanks for th day, lovelies! on a happier note, i collected more that $24 today. HAHA.
th next day, which was on saturdaaay. i was out to bedok macd w dearest sisAeynn in th evening and went home 25minutes before midnight. only granddaddy was at home. atuk maraaah oi pulang lewat, bah ha ha. had mac spicy and i swear, ive gained weight. kaaan dah tak slim lagi -.- memang tak slim pun, beeeek. lepas n's, that's it ah. nak gi jogging pagipagi buta, nak join? winkwink^^ so yuuuup, sister brought her lappy, and minutes later, batt flat. doink betul lah kakak ni, bukan nak charge dulu sebelum keluar, ke ke ke. then yuuuuup, i studied math. tak fahaaaam, beh kena marah dengan akak. akak tak tanyang adik ka? week.
okaaaaay la, maaaybe im going bedok macd again tonight, studying w sista. to be specific, bedok princess mac sana. hua hua hua. maybe only lorrrr, sister comfirm cancel off th plan. doink betul -.-
maybe maybe, im going clinic today to get my right ear an injection. if not, th keloid will grow again. i also dont know what keloid is. when i went for my ear operation, that beautiful nurse said that th grown thingy is called keloid. and she said its normal to have keloid growing after had piercing. gah gah gah. after th operation, mum never stop saying, "ah gatal kan, kau gi tindek telinga apesal? satu tak cukup?" hmph, kenaaa marah kenaaa maraah. i also got my tragus pierced, lucky got no keloid on my tragus! i wonder if there's still hole there, geeez.
dung dung cheng. its alreaddddy 4.15am now. naaak ceep. kay tak mu steeep cute eh kaseh. naak sleeep. heh heh heh. mimpi indaaaaah :B
hate taggerszz, please eh tkmu hate tag lagi. kaseh ada banyak pekara lagi nak buat lah, tak ada masa nak layaaaan awak semua. kalau bosan, tak ada pekaara nak buat, gi tolong maaak kemas rumah. kay? faedaah sikit. kalaaau hate tag kaseh kan tak guna, seperti buang garam dalam laut aja. abih dapat apa? dapat kepuasan lalu dosaaa yang tambah? gaaaah. kaaay dengan seikhlas hati, kaseh dah maafkan semua. kaseh tak dendam dengaan manamana hate taggers pun.