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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Tuesday, September 08, 2009 ♥



hello readers! ;D

my ss paper ended at 3.30pm but i was already sleeping comfortably on th table at 3pm. i am so dissapointed. i studied th principle of govenances, traffic flow, ageing population and everything on chapter two, like totally. everything was saved on my mind. besides that, i also studied about th conflict among coutries, about th sinhalese and tamil tigers thingy, th iceland which fought w britain over fishes, about th north and south korea which fought about ideologies and beliefs, &etc. i studied, know. but sadly, all those never came out. i am so sad. im gonna fail my combine humanities badly. im gonna fail everything. my efforts does not paid off. i feel like giving up already. and some say, what's there to worry about when i wanna go ite next year? go ite also need to pass what! if i fail badly for n's, im afraid that i can't even go ite. lagi worst! but i studied for my ss, know! i want to cry, please? school makes me crazy, haiyak. so, what was th topic that came out? diplomacy and detterence, i think? and th hardest was globalisation! itu semua saya tak faham lah. teacher said study two or three themes, i studied two and none came out. what if you were me, sad or not? comfirm sad one right? hahahaa. whatever to n's, boo.

i dont know what to do right now, like seriously. sister's not at home, she break fast outside. i so so miss her ): senyap bilik ini tanpa kehadiran kakak, bila kakak mahu pulang niii? keluar dengan siapa ajaaa, winkwink^^ *cheeky smile*

i think, i feel so uptight right now. what's actually on your mind, kaseh? haiyak. too many things on my mind but i dont know what's actually disturbing me? i dont have th mood for hari raya celebration this year. im having much problems right now. i have family and friends to make me happy. but at th same time, i somehow have a family and friendship problems. i dont know, i shall not care about anything for now. what's gonna happen, let it happen. when im being too soft, you friend(s) will step on my head and when i couldn't take it anymore, started being a lil aggressive, you friend(s) got hurt easily and make me feel guilty for doing so. stop being self-centered. spare a thought on others. im feeling so effed up, please. stop adding on my stressness. why must i be th one that have to apologise at all times? i dont mind apologising, infact i've apologised, why you still have to ignore me and treat me like i dont exist anymore? if you wanna ignore me, go ahead. you dont have to treat th other girls th same way, as well right? and you talk about promises? well, its okay. promises are meant to be broken. ive learnt that and used to it when i failed during my first relationship. so go on, break your promises. staying away from me or being a lonesome wont bring you any good neither will it improve th situation. remember that boys come and go but friends remain. prioritise rightly, baby.

anyway, n's are drifting me and zyzybaby apart, tak sukanya. zyzy, i rindu you, you tawu tak? *cryyy* hehehe. i love you and will always do, always and forever. *hug you tight tight and kiss you on your left and right chubby cheeks* yippie yay!

most girlfriend's are attached and having a felicitous relationship. yes, relationship? speaking of which, let me talk about relationship for now. after experiencing two times of being in relationship (eventhough its not really a long period of time) to me what's th most i want from love is th feeling of being loved and th feeling of happiness. cause all these while i've been wanting, wishing, hoping, praying, desiring for happiness, just that. but as for now, i dont feel th need of wanting to be loved from any special someone (love from family and friends are good enough) um maybe not wanting to be loved, but being cared and feeling happy at all times, perhaps i need it? (:

im single. ifa and jay are single too. yok girlfs, kita ber-mingling? hahahah, jk.

anyway, school was okay. malay listening was so-so. satusatu kat kelas macam jakun sebab satu dunia tahu semua soalansoalan kefahaman mendengar kita, keluar radio ria laa kan, hahaha! dalam satu soalan ada empat pilihan untuk jawab. kebanyakkan soalan macam semua jawapannya gitu. ahaa, mana tak stressnya kan. after which, we had hours of break for our next paper. so yup, studied w jayjay, sheikh &acap. hahaha. being w them was fun. sheikh, saya tak sabar untuk chalet pada akhir tahun. jangan tak jadi, please eh. hahhah. photoshoot paling penting, paling paling penting. saya repeat eh sheikh, paling paling paling penting. hehhehheh.

and th phone rang, my heart went dagdugdagdug; my happy meal that never failed to make me smile and also th one who'l always count stars w me on each and every night while eating honeystars together in lalaland. aww, that is so fantasy. wake up, everyone is laughing at you, kaseh! boo. hhahahaha.

assalammua'laikum.