Thursday, September 24, 2009 ♥

reading someone's blog makes me feel guilty. i dont know who youre referring to but if youre referring to me, thousand of apologies for making you feel sad. i know you want th old me, th kaseh you used to know; on th day you first talked to me on th phone.
its better to hurt you now then later. afterall, you know that i didnt mean to hurt you at all. i swear, i never had th intentions to do so.
just so you know, knowing you is never a regret. you never hurt me, you were so good but i just dont want you to put high hopes on me and that was th reason why im trying to go away from your life.
now you know th real me. i'l tend to avoid ones who has confessed his feelings for me. im just tired of being accused for giving false hopes to guys.
youre not th only one im ignoring right now so dont feel bad, alright? dont think that youve done any wrongs towards me. im th one who should apologise. im sorry for all those unreplied text messages. i just dont know what to reply. and i know, 24th was our one month of knowing each other. great knowing you, takecare cause i care! :D
and some others, im sorry for all th unreplied text messages. i dont know what was th reason that makes me not replying you people but i know, there are reasons!
and if any of you wonder, will i ever date w my exboyfriend's bestfriend, i'l definitely say yes! V^.^V
bah. i dont need a boyfriend to complete me. im happy w th life im having now. i dont see th need of being in realationship now cause all i'l feel is hurt and all i do is hurting. so, what for? i admit, i'l never be a good girlfriend, never.
furthermore, friendship lasts longer than relationship.
and right now, th one i used to love so much is th one i hate th most. i dont wanna hate anymore, so im not gonna waste my time being in relationship anymore. thank god, nizam and i are still friends. kan ijam kan? thanks nizam for not hating me. thanks nizam for being there at all times. thanks nizam for everything. ijam, today my night! malam jumaat -.- hahha! wo xiang ni, i miss you, kaseh rindu nizam, gwe kangen sama lho.
i miss izyan syahida veryvery much. syg, im sorry for always canceling th plan of going school w you. th past few days, i was sick tau. i rindu you! xoxo.
i miss BGGF. i miss SBLS. i miss GIRLFRIENDS. i miss EMILIYA and friends. i miss ALLLLLLLLLL.
lastly, i miss Amalina Aznizan, my loveliest cousin.
assalammua'laikum.
