Saturday, October 03, 2009 ♥

Salam sejahtera, dunia! :D
as mentioned on th previous post, family and i dinner-ed at lagun sari restaurant today and it was great. pakcik hassan's family, nenek and mak busu's were there as well. sadly, my other pakciks didnt tag along.
anyway, th objectives of this majlis perjumpaan hari raya 2009 was firstly, sayang pada al-bustan. secondly, rasa kekeluargaan dalam berjemaah and lastly, ikatan hati dengan Allah. well, i've learnt alot today. alhamdullilah.
i like th Nasyid UBA's performances. and one of th singers, looks familiar. so im sure that those who performed are th goody goody type? they looked like one, yup.
mum: adik, dah besar kahwin dengan orang yang beragama tau.
speaking of which, i realised that not all religious type of guys are good guys. got what im trying to say? kay, what i meant was well, mengaji, solat dan sebagainya adalah satu kewajiban bagi semua umat islam. kalau tak lakukan, berdosa. dan kalau kita lakukan, kita menunaikan kewajiban kita sebagai umat islam, kan? tapi walaupun mereka telah menunaikan kewajiban mereka, mereka ada akhlak atau tidaaaaaak?
ada yang sesetengah suka bangga diri, berbual besar dan pandang rendah dengan orangorang yang tak setaraf dengannya. ada yang suka menghina dan fikir dia seorang aja yang betul. dan juga, suka memaki hamun. akhlak adalah salah satu pekara yang amat penting juga dalam agama.
anyway, im in love w nasyid songs. been listening to those songs since justnow! haha.
i feel like changing. i wanna have a genuine heart. and lastly, kaseh nak meningkatkan ilmu peragamaan. bah. everyday, i'l always get lectures from ayah about this. and yes, ive been asking myself. why can't i spare just few hours mengaji atau baca bukubuku sejarah Nabi? why can't i change and stop making mum angry w th way i wear? i seriously need to change!
anyway, im being extra friendly today because i agreed on giving my number to th waiter i saw at lagun sari restaurant. ehem! are you reading my blog? i hope not, hee hee :D if you do, i think you look like an actor whose name is awal ashaari, yang dalam cerita syurga cinta tuh! haha. so readers, guess what? he thought that im 23 this year? tuanya saya? bah bah.
well, im looking at my future now.. let's see.. mmm, at th age of 23, i guess i am one month pregnant, cause i wanna get married in seven years time. yup. with who? i dont know. sekarang tak minat lelaki lagi. psst, otak saya belum senget, masih straight eh! :P
tak sangka kakak saya cuci mata hari ni, cute tau kakak :P anyway, someone thought that kakak's age is 14. tak fair! she's my older sister, not my younger sister! hehe, :P bleah.
okaaaay lah, esok kena bangun awal.
ayah: adik, adik dah janji ayah nak ngaji sesama kan lepas subuh esok?
kaseh: ye saya. kakak ngan adik bangun solat subuh samasama dengan ayah esok. insyaallah.
mum heard th conversation between ayah and me. comfirm chopchop dalam hati ibu, "macam faham je anakanak aku ni. lagilagi si kaseh" -_____- mummy, stop looking down on me. beeek.
after n's, ibu wants me to experience working life and learn to be independent. taknak kasi duit lagi. whereas ayah wants me to use my free time to know more about islam and hafal th surahs and all. he dont mind giving me money everyday as long as i never stop studying about islam. so which one? both is important to me. well, let's see. if i were to choose both, comfirm chopchop double triple chop, i cannot manage my time properly, my time management very bad. bah.
mimpi manis semua, saya mahu minta diri dulu... mmm, mahu ke lalaland dan kira bintang sekarang :P



































assalammua'laikum.
