Saturday, October 24, 2009 ♥
sometimes, i really have to fake a smile. i can't make everyone happy when i can't even smile without having to fake it. i have to be bad at times. im sorry cause apologise is th only thing i could do. everything i do seems to be so wrong to you people. they say, sorry is th hardest word to say but saying sorry is what i always do but unfortunately, i am never appreciated, never.
i gotta admit and agree.. all i could do is crying and hurting myself. if you hate or already starting to hate me (im refering to anyone who is reading) ,just go away from my life. stop gossiping about me. stop spreading rumours about me. just remind yourself that i have never existed in your life.
leave me alone if that contents you. you dont have to forgive me if you can't, i dont mind.
right now, i gotta thank you for hearing out my problems that night; when i was crying badly. you gave me those advices, thanks. ive swore that im not coming back to him. but that doesnt mean, i wanna get back to my another past. th past will never be my future. and my future has to forget about my past.
assalammua'laikum.
