Friday, November 27, 2009 ♥
guilty; that's what i'm feeling right now.
is running away from problems are th right decision? th same promblem, its always th same problem. all i can say now is... friendship lasts longer than relationship (: sometimes.. you have to hide your feelings in order to stick to someone you have feelings for rather than confessing and in th end, he/she will start to avoid from you cause he/she dont want you to get hurt.
sometimes i think i should be a loner. sometimes i think i dont deserve to be loved. sometimes i think im self-centered. sometimes i think i cant make my own decision. sometimes i think people always take control of my life. sometimes i think........ having relationship is never meant for me.
current mood: shocked. guilty. confuse.
why must it be me? there's other girls who is way better than me (:
assalammua'laikum.