Thursday, November 26, 2009 ♥
i just typed out four paragraphs about my mysterious boy. and now, i feel like deleting th post at draft! i dont know why? yes, i felt th love but i dont see th love, you get me? or am i just being fickle-minded?
cause i suddenly missssss someone. someone who dedicates th song, 'aku ingin kamu' to me? or perhaps, i miss my haa haap haaapy meee meeea meeeeeeeal.. okay shuush. oh my! tomorrow is th 27th. and er, how about my friday-ed boy? gone. all gone.
or isit because i felt th guiltiness cause.. i dont know? am i playing hide and seek? or am i.. th type that come and go as i wish?
by th way, selamat hari raya haji to all th muslims. i hope things at home will get better, *prays hard*
today marks th firstime he (mystertious boy) said i miss you to me. perhaps, its because i said i miss you to him first, yesterday? i am never th type who make th first move when it comes to guys. or, is he really special to me? should i stop loving? im fully prepared if he decides to go away from my life sooner or later. when th day comes, it means 'karma'. i've broken too many hearts, its my turn to feel th heart break, i guess?
okay sorreeeeh if i keeep talking about love, hahahhahahaha. *fake laughs* i can't go on ignoring all these. i can't go on entertain or giving hopes anymore. i cant go on hurting anymore. i hurt and got hurt in th past. i dont want that to happen again in th future.
okay, have a nice day. i miss my girlfriends very much. plan an outing soon, kay lovelies? xoxo.
assalammua'laikum.
