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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Thursday, November 12, 2009 ♥

sometimes i dont know what i really want in life. im afraid of many things. im afraid of being lonely. im afraid of being disliked. im afraid of being hated. im afraid of being gossiped. im afraid of being looked down. im afraid of being insulted. at times, im afraid of being loved too cause i hate being a heartbreaker.

i get irritated very easily but i can control my anger but not for a long period of time. once i couldn't control anymore, i will burst everything out. i hate that, i hate that attitude of mine eventhough they say, patience has its limit. yes, my patience has its limit. but i just hate being angry.

i hate myself cause im lack of self-esteem. i hate myself for never been thankful of what i have cause i just want everything to be perfect. i hate myself cause im not strong, i am easily hurt. i hate myself cause all i do is to cry cry cry. why am i always punishing myself when i deserve to be happy? why?

all i want is happiness. i need my family and friends to make me happy, understand me, guide me and not always point out my mistakes. and most importantly, be there for me.

i dont need you people to insult me, that's all. you will only understand if you know how it is like to be me. its not easy, never easy.

you think i like to type out that im feeling so down all th times? i dont like, yknow. i just need you people to understand.

assalammua'laikum.