Monday, December 07, 2009 ♥
; boo, my boo.
it's fading and i guess, th feelings just died. i dont hate, i dont despise, i dont dislike. we never had any arguments and we never had any promises too. we've been chatting and texting happily, never had any sad moments. there's always smiles on my face....... but that happens only when you're there, only w your presence. i have to stop pretending that i'm alright. playing pretence is just not me and i'm simply afraid of getting hurt. i'm not being self-centered.. but everyday, th same thing happens. im not angry, not unhappy, nor upset. it's just that.. i feel that i'm like an irritant to you. to be honest, yes i need attentions from you. but seeing you busy all th times, i've decided to go.. it's th best for you, not for me (: frankly speaking, yes i'm still hoping for you. at first, i want you. but now, i dont really want you. but it's more to.. i need you. you may think that im not being understading but.. it's a pain to keep on waiting for your texts and your replies (i'm sure most of you will say that karma is happening to me!) i think i'm being unreasonable if that's th reason but no, its not. i just feel like giving you some space for now.. that's all. i just hope that we'l meet again... i'm gonna disappear but i'l never say goodbye cause i'm still hoping for you, only you.
readers, im on hiatus from blogger, facebook, msn, twitter, chatango. text me only if you really need to (:
assalammua'laikum.
