Wednesday, December 09, 2009 ♥
why do i have to feel so sad just because of a guy? why do i have to mia just because im feeeling so down and th reason.. because of a guy? why do i have to care all th things i shouldn't have cared? why.. can't i just ignore all these things that's hurting me? im not even in a relationship.. why do i have to control myself from replying msges from other guys? why do i have to control myself from going out w my guyfriends just because i thought ive fallen for a guy? why do i have to think that i should stick to one when we're not even oficially together? why do i have to rot at home everyday, feeeling so bored... just because i dont wanna go out w other guys.. and i think, i was dumb cause i wanted to spend my time w only him.
ok...... i cancel th plan of wanting to be on hiatus. what for, right? i'l update tonight! im going out w ain glamourmeow to vivo in a couple of hours time. weeee.
saturday's and sunday's plan canceled. postpone to dont know when ): ask me out kay? and tomorrow, im going out w farzanah and we then will have lunch w zyzybaby. yay yay!
nine days to n's results! yay -.- im not going school to take my results, tak kuasa. mum's gonna take for me, ehe.
assalammua'laikum.
