"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
wooo, i've not been updating my blog. sorry for that (: beeen busy going out w sweethearts. i have like four outings to update. yes, tons of pictures will be uploaded. yay yay. and oh, i can't believe that my phone memory is full! yes, and i dont save any songs y'knw! like seriously, maybe it is due to th thousands of pictures in my phone. yes, thousandzzz tau. aiyoyo thambi, -.-
Tuesday 15th dec; how shall i start? mhmmm... i woke up and immediately went to take my shower, dressed up and all.. then out to ezzan's place. before i went out, mum was alone. yup. i didnt have th intention to leave her alone.. but she too, went out w her friends, couple of hours after i went out.
reached ezzan's place... ezzan hasn't taken her shower yet at that point of time, shemelly cousin ;P hee he! so yup, main reason of going to ezzan's place was to ask her to help me regarding th twitter thingy. so yesterday marked th first time i tweeted using sms. sumpah jakundo. jakundo? dad, sis and i have been using that word since i was small. dad started it first and till now, th word is sitll used by th three of us. dad used to call me jakundo when i was small. kecilkecil mesti laaa jakun kaaaan. hahaha. when i'm in primary school.. i was curious.. and i realised that th word 'jakundo' dont exist. so i asked my dad, "ayah, jakundo itu apa? word tu tak ada, yg ada 'jakun' aja" and guess what? jakundo = jakun bodoh, -.-
after getting ready and all, we went out around 6pm. it was raining at bedok. i suddenly miss my mum when i was in th train so i decided to call her...
kaseh: assalammua'laikum ibu! kat mana tu? kaseh da dlm train dengan ezzan nak pergi orchard.
mum: waa'laikummusalam. oh, ibu kat bedok interchange ni dengan kawankawan.
kaseh: ala ibu ni, kenapa keluar? kan hujan.
mum: eh, aku punya pasal laaaaa.
kaseh: alaa, baru nak manjamanja.
mum: *giggles*
kaseh: kaseh call ni, nak kata kaseh rindu ibu.
mum: heh. yela, cepat balik eh nurkaseh.
haha. nurkaseh? full name not needed eh mummy. haha.
reached orchard around 7pm. i couldn't control my anger when i got to know that sister's not coming. i talked on th phone w sisaeynn so loud in th train. or should i say, shouted? i dont know. i didnt realise i was like tak sopan gituu ): i cried.. my eyes were a lil swollen. talked things out and all... sister did came orchard and met us up. but we had to wait her for like 1hr 30minutes, bah. so while waiting, cousinezzan and i had shaker fries, mcwings, mcnuggets and apple pies! kata aja mahu diet -.-
mum was cute can. she called me just to ask for permission if she could pass my number to this particular guy. hahaha.
so yup.. roamed at town. there's blisters on my feet ): i endured for hours, you know. around 9plus.. i couldn't take it anymore.. i took out my shoes and wore th flipflops i brought. seee, sempat bawa slipper. ibaratkan seperti sedia kan payung sebelum hujan.. teeet.
day w cousinezzan and sisaeynn was full of laughters please. had a great day w them, really! next week karoake eh? limitlimit, kaseh duduk aja, tak nyanyi. hahahaha. nak ber-bowling, hmph.
this weeek, so tiring. beeeen going out like everyday. apekapek yang lepak bawah block pun hairan... they were so curious and they asked, "girl, working ah? not schooling?" th handsome malay guy at mrt station also asked th same question. haha.
Monday 14th dec; out w cousinezzan to bugis. shopped. i wanted to buy a pair of shoes.. but as usual, no size. sad? yes, very sad. it's always difficult for me to find when it comes to shoes. kaki besar kedabak laa kaan -.- so yup, i just bought a pants. before that, we had lunch at tong seng. fish soup. try pronoucing it quickly.. hahha. i pronounce it as fishshuuup. fishshuuup la sangat eh kaseh -.- after which.. we trained to city hall. had dinner at.. i dont know th name of th place. haha. but it's at marina square, yup. we ate alot, like seriously! planned to diet on th day before. mhmm, diet laa sangat kaan -.- hee ha haa he. walked here walked there, laughed here laughed there. haha, dua orang macam dua puluh orang -.- my day was full of laughters. hee he. and oh, do you know th big white ball to jot down your wishes? yes, we were asked to jot down our wishes and guess what? one ball was full of our wishes. so th very tamak haloba! hua hua hua. i wished alot.. but i remebered some of my wishes..
1) i wish my family and friends th happiness for today, tomorrow and forever. (sweet tak i? ;P)
2) all th best for my n's results on this coming 18th.
there's alot more.. but i just couldn't remember. and oh.. i remember.. i wrote, "i wish to have a boyfriend as soon as possible" hahahhaah. i wanna take back my words, i dont want. i think, i'm meant to stay single. *let's yay w me, yay w me* :P
ohhhh, spent seven hours w ezzan on that very day. awesome but obviously, fatigued! but still, i couldn't sleep at night. i get to sleeeep only at 5am -.-
before i bid gdbye to ezzan..
kaseh: ezzan, kaseh dh nk balik ni. kaseh miss ezzan. ezzan miss kaseh tak?
ezzan: tak, nak miss buat apa?
hahaha, sodeh purrrr. ezzan, i tahu you memain je. dalam hati you, you sentiasa fikirkan i kan? i tawu. lain kali, beritahu je kay? tak usah malumalu :P hehehehheheheheh. (kalau ezzan baca ni, pasti dia sumpah seranah kaseh, hahaha)
Sunday 13th dec; bugis w mummy, cousinezzan and auntazmah. ezzan did alot of shopping, woo. as for me, i just bought accessories and what else eh? and belts. thanks to auntazmah for th treat! oh before that, we had lunch first. yup. then bused home. oh before that, bought murtabak at zamzam. niceeeeee. i ate murtabak while watching jumong, at night. gain weight, yes! i'm sad, depressed, heartache, down... veryvery! you know why? cause i gained 1kg -.- hahahaha, but seriously.. i veh sad. 49.6kg ): i gained 1.6kg, like omg gitu. i want to lose weight till 45kg. hahahaha. 4.6kg to loseeeee, mhmm, i've started drinking fruity lite since last few days ago, hahaha. i've not been eating rice for two days already. but.... i've been eating fast foods *roll eyes at myself for ten times* when i fat, i stress. when i stress, i eat. when i eat, i fat. and th cycle goes on -.- oh yup.. i used to hate watching jumong but my dad loves it.. so everytime he watches jumong, i'l boo-ed him. but nowwww, i'm so addicted to jumong. haha, i started watching it since th last 5 episodes -.- by th way, if you people is wondering whatheck is jumong.. it's a show at sensasi every weekends from 11.30 to 1am :D
dad: setahu ayah, kaseh tk suka nengok jumong? asal skrg ni concentrate tengok jumong?
kaseh: ohhh, kaseh tetiba suka tengok jumong bila kaseh nampak yuri. handsome sehhhh. *laugh cheekily* (yuri = jumong's son)
dad: sukaaaa aja tengok yang handsomehandsome ehhh!
hehehehe. next weeeek's th last week. woo.
Saturday 12th dec; arnolds w family. woooo, its been so long since i last ate there. th lastime was.. mhm.. was it on 3rd march 08? ehhhh, iya ka? lama nah? hehehe. th main reason of having dinner w th family is to celebrate mum's and dad's 20th anniversary but... their anniversary is like in 2weeks time, so lama lagi gitu. so yup. there'l be another dinner outing again on th 27th, i guess? mum's friend's family will tag along too cause mum's friend's husband's birthday falls on th 27th too. yay, th more th merrier, ^.^v
will update about my outing w dearest farzanah soon! (: