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"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Saturday, January 30, 2010 ♥ ; languished

for now.. i can only be a good friend, but not a good girlfriend to any guys.. period.


Friday, January 29, 2010 ♥

i was out w my lovely girlfriends justnow! not completed ): but still, i had a wonderful day!

so yup, met up w ifa and muny first. planned to watch soccer tournament w jannah and other guys. woo, its been so long since i last met my jannah, i windu her ); and about th tournament at bedok green sec.. due to some unreasonable reasons, we're not allowed to watch ); cause why? we wore slippers -.-

so nevermind, half an hour later, bid goodbye to jannah. i miss her ); she had to go off. soon after, lina reached. we bused to tamp, lunched at food culture. chilled at t1's rooftop. played taiti, bluff, heartattack and police/murderer/victim. hahaha, sumpah kecoh ^^ i just learnt how to play those games and i kept on losing, i was very blur (as always) hehehe :P 

window-shopped, wooo. and gonna shop next weeek! i needa buy school stuffs and all. 22nd feb! :D and i said to my girlfs, "doakan kaseh semoga class kaseh ada lelakilelaki handsome k?" hahaha, mentel! -.- tapi dorang cakap, comfirm banyak orang tua! >.<

and yay, meeting th girlfs again on th 14th feb! winkkkkks. and i am so missing my yayah aisyah and tikah, very much ); and oh, gonna celebrate yayah's, tikah's and muny's birthday! this time, complete girlfs outing is a must, okay girls? loves&misses! xoxo.

and psssst, i find it hilarious when quite a number of people asked me if im straight or not! hahaha. mostly, it's th guys who asked th question. and i replied, 'im not'. i found out from jannah that many guys ask her th same question too. hahaha.

i wanna watch 'my ex'! go watch movie w me, someone? 'my ex', cerita hantuuu, woo.

and oh, about th guy i saw on 27th, in th train. 'akarul' is th brand of th bag la. i saw a girl wearing tht bag justnow, it reminds me of th good-looking guy. haha. anyway, who on earth is that guy? ayayaaai.

and girlfs, thanks for th day! *hugs&kisses*



Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ♥

Hi lovely readers! it's 9pm now, i just reached home from nyp. wooo, tiring and veh sleepy.

ignore th previous post. th pasts haunt me only justnow, th time when i was blogging in th morning. now, not anymore... thank god. i don't see th reason why i suddenly had th weird feelings when i was left like last two years already. i was out of mind for minutes, i guess. and you, i shall take back th words i said on th text message.

this picture above was taken yesterday, had a mini celebration at home :D

anyway, i love today :D i trained down to nyp, at yio chu kang to celebrate lovely sister's birthday w her lovely friends. sis's friends are all so sweet, you know. i think, superfarhan was th one who planned all this, he's a v nice guy (: th part when sister was blindfolded was hilarious, i kissed her lips, cheeks, but she didnt know who i was until she was un-blindfolded. ahaaha. while she was blindfolded, she kept on shouting, seeking for help, asked nonsensical questions, very embarrassing and annoying please. ayayaaai. pizza, cake, chocolates, played uno game. nice day, really. once again, happy birthday sister! ilyvvm.

i eyecandied alot at nyp, hee hee hee. mentel ehhhhh, haa! oh while in th train, someone caused me to be enamoured. seriously, i was enchanted by his looks, his cuteness, i almost drooled. ha ha ha. sempat kaseh tweet tau tau tau, ha ha ha -.- it was around two plus in th afternoon. a malay guy boarded th train, either at aljunied or eunos. i think, aljunied. he was wearing a red cap, w headphones, wearing black pants. yeah, that's all i could remember. and he stopped at somerset. oh ya, 'akarul' was stated on his black bag. idk what is akarul, th brand of his bag, perhaps? takkan his name, eh? idk laaa, not sure. anyone knows this guy? important, ni kes hidup mati punya. hahahaha, i sounded so desperate. i was just kidddddding okay! i was just admiring his looks. that's all.

i admit that most of th times, i do go for looks. but what's th point of having looks when th personality is ugly, right? at times, when one's personality is hot.. i don't really care about th looks (;

twenty-seventh of january, too many things seems to be on my mind today. perhaps, th date are just tooo special for me. maybe there's a reason why. i hope im not forgotten.. yet. at times, i feel like i dont have th freedom to write everything i want on my blog. sometimes, i feel like i wanna change my url, or make it private but.. bah, i'm just blank right now. tibatiba fikiran berkecamuk laa pula, aiyaak -.-

ohhhhhhhhhhhh, 22nd feb! im going ite simeeeeeeei at around 5plus. friends from ite simei! meet me, yok! meet me, yok! haha, jk. i'm going there for night classes every mon, weds and thurs! heeeha.


Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ♥ ; you simply keep running

have you ever felt that th pasts suddenly haunt you and your mind then wandered and kept thinking of th past? a picture holds a million stories. looking at th old folders in th comp, it makes me reminisce of th old times. those happy and sad moments were really unforgettable. No, i haven't gotten over you, I never did. you're not the easiest person to get over. i admit that i've 'fallen' w several guys after you, but somehow you're still th one i want, you're still th most perfect one. it's been almost three years you're on my mind and you're still stuck in there. i gotta admit that i am much more happier w you than w other guys. after you, i've fallen over w all th wrong guys. up till now, i'm still wondering why we have to end our relationship. i've always wanted you to be my first and last. i miss you.

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keep spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't want to think about you so much
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to forget about you


Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ♥

Its Twenty-seventh of January today, i wanna wish a very Happy Birthday to my one and only sister, NurAin Binte Ismail :D Happy nineteenth birthday, lovely kakak! May happiness be w you, always.

Sometimes i wonder, how do people make it through life without a sister? my sister is my everything, she's th light of my life, she brightens up my day on my worst days, and everyday. without her, life would be lacking in liveliness. and despite all her annoyances and irritants, i still her love her whole-heartedly. i can't live a day without hugging and kissing her all over her face, ehehhe. i'm really grateful to have you as my sister, akak (Y)

There is no better friend than a sister. And there is no better sister than you! adik tayang tatak anyakanyak tau tau, tau tatak tau! :B

A sister is a forever friend. ~Author Unknown Is solace anywhere more comforting than in the arms of a sister. - Alice WalkerWhat's the good of news if you don't have a sister to share it with? ~Jenny DeVriesA sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life. ~Isadora JamesA sister smiles when one tells one's stories - for she knows where the decoration has been added. ~Chris MontaigneHaving a sister is like having a best friend you can't get rid of. You know whatever you do, they'll still be there. - Amy Li An older sister is a friend and defender - a listener, conspirator, a counsellor and a sharer of delights. And sorrows too. ~Pam Brown

Olden days! gambar kegemilangan laa sungguh, ehehaa ^.^

th sweetest thing i heard from my lovely sisaeynn was, "kaseh. you'll always be my babysister. even after i got married and got children, i will still treat you like a baby, i'll love you more than my own children."

awwwwwww, sweet kan kan kan! touching sungguh :B

i love my sister more than anything else. once again, happy 19th birthday kakak! *hugs and kisses all over your face*


Tuesday, January 26, 2010 ♥

25th Jan; was out w sisaeynn to bugis. shopped for a pair of shoe, oh before that, we had lunch at longjohn. its been so long since i last ate at ljs! as usual, woke up late. was supposed to meet sisaeynn at her school at 4pm, but i went out of th house at 3:30pm. i ended up waiting for her at bugis for almost an hour, sheesh. thanks for th day, kakak! loveyou :D

24th Jan; mum, sis and i went to cousinmuhammad's birthday party at costasand chalet, yup his 1yr birthday, i guess? he's so cute can, hehe. wait, not cousin! he's my cousin's son. so, my nephew, yes? haha.

oh before that, mum, sis and i went ite simei to register for th night class. yayyyyy, class will be started on 22nd feb! i so can't wait, please. excited! excited! study study study, many things to catch up w. oh my, im afraid i can't make it ); howwww? macam nak cry at this very second tau, hmph.

okay, we then cabbed to pasiris for th birthday party. wooo, there were alot of toddlers. i loveeeeeeeee!

adam and intan, my cousin's daughter and son. they should call me aunt but they call me sister, instead. i like! guess what they call me? special tau th name; kakak kaseh sayang :P hhehehehehe, i suka i suka i suka.

adam so cute can, he kissed me on th cheeeeek! ter in love sekejap w th 5year old boy. woo woo.

i'l be meeting them again in like two weeks time, it's puteri balqis's birthday. celebrating at costasand again. weeeee. puteri balqis is adam's younger sister! can't waitzxz to meet my nephews, nieces, cousins. psssst, my cousins are mostly th toddlers ones. ayayai, hopefully sister will tag along, if not i'l be very lonely. takkan nak join main larilari dengan budakbudak kecik kan, haiyaaaak.

day was great, looking forward for 22nd feb!

23rd Jan; went to mum's friend's chalet at goldkist somewhere at ecp. went w sis, mum, cik ani, cik sam (mum's bestf), kak dira and ayu. somehow, i felt a lil awkward but well, i still had a nice day. ate alot of oily fooods but yummeh ;P it was a last minute planning cause i was supposed to go cck for a study date w tyqababylove but th plan was canceled.

i'm getting fatter! ayayai.