Wednesday, January 06, 2010 ♥
; Rasa yang tertinggal
I have so much to update, too many problems to let out here but i've been trying my best not to. but i dont know why it's a must for me to blog about this matter. i hope th one(s) i'm referring to will read this post.
i'm feeling so guilty right now. i swear, im th type of girl who will always try my best to avoid from contacting w someone else's sweetheart.
lady, i should have read your blog long ago. i'm sorry, i really am. trust me, only today i got to know that both of you have something going on. which means, today's th firstime i read your blog. you must be hating me real much.
i gotta admit that he was someone very special to me and not just another friend. but me, i'm just a friend to him. yes, he used to always put a smile on my face on each and every night. lady, you must be lucky to have him.
i'l go away from his life. i promise you that i wont make you feel insecure ever again and no more wishing him our friendship date on every 27th. once again, i'm sorry. takecare.
"Kadangkadang Fillet o Fish tersembunyi, lalu datangnya Big Mac dan Mac Spicy. Lantas, kita tertanyatanya mana hilangnya Fillet o Fish, ruparupanya Happy Meal kian hadir", "twenty-seventh", "lalaland's rooftop", "counting stars", "drawings", "kiki&koko" &etc.
he was just my fantasy cause i dont deserve to be his reality.
and to you, ignore th text message i sent you. th message was sent before i read her blog.
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Syaitan akan bertambah hampir kepada seseorang tatkala ia tidak dapat mengawal perasaan cemburu, marah dan tatkala memuncak keinginan di masa itulah syaitan mendapat peluang dan luang keemasan mengulurkan talinya sebeberapa panjang sekalipun.
- extracted from one of Ayah's book collection, 'Angkara Jin Syaitan', which was recommended by SisAeynn.
assalammua'laikum.
