Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
Today th 22nd, you have been on my mind since th last two months and deplorably to say, you're still somewhere there. frankly, i think you don't and never deserved to be in there, but it anguishes much when i realise that you're impossible to forget eventho i'm mindful that i was just a page of your story life. i am just your past that is easily to be forgotten.
i'm aware that two months is not a long period of time thereupon i'm still unsure why of all th amazing guys, you're th one i'm devoted to? many thought that i can't forget you cause you're one pretty boy, they assumed that i go for looks -.- obviously that is not th reason why! if that's th reason, why on earth i made th decision to say goodbye first?
i thought you'd understand that it wasn't a permanently goodbye. goodbyes are sometimes th most hardest way to say i (actually) need attentions from you but to think all over again, perhaps i made th most rightful decision.
there were alot of misunderstandings that are yet to be explained. many questions that i long to ask you but those are just so incapable to be questioned, withal my mind's not at ease since th day you left.
i'm still trying to believe that you lied when you confessed your feelings and when one day i finally have believed, that will be th day you'l vanish from my mind.
i know you've moved on and is in love w th caucasian girl, all th best. may happiness be w you.
Those confusing days when i missed him and wanted nothing more than to receive his text messages or spentime together even if it's not for long... I've to stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again.
One day, (i hope) i’ll find a guy who’s worth all th tears i've teared, but he won’t make me cry. hurtful pasts are going to need time to heal, but what matter most is, it will heal, definitely! (:
assalammua'laikum.
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