"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
aww, i am so touched when i went to sisAeynn's blog and read her recent post. so yup, i decided to print screened this from her blog, heee he. i love you too, kakak sayang (Y)
yesterday night w sisAeynn on bed was way better than tonight. i sounded wrong? no. hahaha. yes, i sleep w sisAeynn on each and every night and i like i love. i hate tonight cause she's not in a good mood and she's on th phone now! what else kan, tak habishabis fight w her 'classmate', bleah. i dont like whenever sis has her special one, cause i will always feel neglected. yes, truth is.. i'm greedy when it comes to loves from sister! hmph.
th chalet i went last few weeks ago w family.. one of my aunt said something when she saw sis and i were hugging tightly and kissed.
aunt: ish, ni dua beradik susah nk nampak dorang separate, asyik bersama aja.
sis and i: *smile*
mum: ye asyik bersama tapi bila gaduh.. ya allah. satu rumah bising, *rolled eyes*
hahahahahaha, but what mum said was true la. but whatever it is.. air dicincang tak akan putus laa eh? wait, betul tak peribahasa kaseh gunakan? aha! speaking of peribahasa, th most subject im afraid of is malay cause im aiming too high for th subject. they say, malay o's and n's are different. i cant possibly get grade 1 for o's like i got for my n's last year ); but n's oral's result was very disappointing, i got merit. nevermind laa, at least i'm aware that i write better than i talk, that's enough (: cause before this, many thought that i can score for malay only w th help from oral. so bad, must look down on me till like that one, eh? hmph. even teacher looks down on me, before n's, she targeted that i'm gonna get grade 3 -.- nevermind, semuanya telah berakhir laa kan.
oh back to my sisAeynn.. i mentioned that yesterday night w her was great cause we laughed alot. i tickled her, she tickled me. i molested her but she didnt get th chance to molest me back cause i dont know why, i was so rough. hahaha. and she got bullied by me, like seriously. and i wanted her to repeat what i said and guess what th sentence i wanted her to repeat after me? "aku kakak seh, asal adik aku bully aku gini macam?" hahhahaaha. she got totally fed up and irritated, but i dont care much and continue disturbing her. i could see that she got totally annoyed by me and she cried. hahaha. wait, i thought i really made her cried (macam achievement ah gitu buat kakak nangis) but she actually pretended. eventhough i thought it was an achievement (achievement la sangat eh) still, she made me in great suspense. dingdongbell betul -.- cause as a younger sister, i'l feel guitly if i were to make my older sister cry. but she, as an older sister, didnt feel a thing if she makes me cry. i cry alot even about th smallest thing so i guess, she's immune to it and will go, "alahai, budak ni asyik nangis. biarlah." mesti gitu kan, kak? dengdeng taraaak guna betul -.-
oh by th way, it's 1:47am right now, house phone is currently ringing. who on earth is calling at this time? -.- i couldn't be bothered to go out of my room to pick up th calls, what more to find out who picked up th call. and ask th one who picked up th call who's calling.
oh maan, th phone is now ringing for th second time. i ditch my laziness and went out of th room. mum answered th phone and she didnt talk. i was so curious and picked up th other phone which is at th living room and listened, someone sent message to my house number. i didnt have th chance to take down th number cause there's no pen and paper near me and my phone wasn't w me. so.... yup. bleah, i find that phone rings are so irritating, eh? i got irritated too whenever my phone rings and maybe that's th reason why it is very rare to see me off my silent mode. i always got scolding from dad for putting my phone on silent mode cause his phone calls are always ignored by me >.< and my friends will always say, "kaseh, hp tu pergi buang sudaaaaah" cause i seldom pick up their calls and always reply text messages late. sorry laa, i can't help it. phone vibrate kdgkdg tak rasa laa kan. waaait till i get a new phone and i'l start anew w it. start anew ke hape? hehe. when i got new phone, baru ada mood nak change everything; find good song for my ring tones/message tones. ahaha, i is so kental -.-
you know what.. few minutes ago, there were random things on my mind. th word 'appetite' came into my mind. random kan, i tawuuu. i was thinking real hard to translate it to malay. idk why i can't think properly now. so i think punya think, i still couldn't find th word. i even thought of waking sister up just to ask what's 'appetite' in malay but after thinking much, i comfirm chop double chop that she wont wake up. she comfirm malas nak layan me. so i went to take my school bag since there's kamus mini insde. sanggup eh? semangat gitu. when i took out th kamus which has traslation from malay to english and english to malay.. before i open th book.. th word came into my mind already, dingdong betul kan -.- menyusah kan orang! appetite tu SELERA. i know laaa, this paragraph is so not needed, very pathetic but.. nevermind lor. i like long post v^.^v
oh yup.. since i was talking about kamus. mhmm.. first day of class.. i seriously dont know what to bring. so i stuffed in nonsense things inside so it will look like a school bag -.- not much things inside since i dont need to buy any book so guess what's inside? my kamus mini. foolscape paper. pencil box. file w blank white papers inside. calculator. deodorant. dove thraphy hair cream. enchanteur powder. compact powder. lip balm. story book and an umbrella. oh yup clips too and errr, 11 mini lollipops o.O nevermind laa, buat perhiasan dalam bag -.- so yup, foolscape, fail, pencil box, kamus mini, deodorant, lip balm are pink in colour. wooo, pinkkk. i want a new umbrella (cause my current umbrella is blue) so i told mum to get me a pink one and mum said, "kau takmu merepek la kaseh, semua benda nk pink. semua benda nk pink. merepek la kau. ni mesti nk payung ada heartshapes kan?" HAHAHA, woah mum knows every little thing about me eh? idk ah, i think im really am irritating. kaseeeh, semua benda tkya nk pink purrrrrr. abih sikitsikit nak heartshapes, fikir cute purrrrrr? sheesh. oh yup, there's a perfume inside my bag too. its like a tube-shaped, pink colour. and it's from someone.. someone i'm missing right now. he's gone just like that but as mentioned on my previous post, i'm thankful that he has made me smile and happy during our 10days of (somehow) close friendship. i just miss his voice and i like th way we communicate, 'saya, awak' language. cute kaaaaaan? tawu, ehe ): i miss th webcamming sessions too.
kaseh, please smile.. cause you deserve to be happy. ok da, da happy balik da. jom.. continue cerita (:
and why nowdays i tend to blog a long post? i wonder if any of you read or not. but nevermind, i love blogging :D and.. i dont know why i talk about so-th-tk-perlu things. but okay la tu eh, at least ada topic nk talktalk, shareshare. ehehhe ;P
cerita da habis, next post soon, in a couple of hours time v^.^v
anyway kaan, i plucked out my pimple already. wait, 'plucked out'.. is it a right word to use? ah nevermind, you readers understand kan? so okay la tu ;P so yup, jerawat dah masak, orang kopek laa. abih kan kan kan, tak handsome seh jerawatnya tanda kat dagu niii, sheesh ); ada cream untuk hilangkan jerawatnya tanda tak?!