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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
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Friday, February 05, 2010 ♥
yay, i finally decided to update my blog after a week it was being abandoned by me. dear blog, im sorry, i didnt mean to do so, perhaps i've lost interest in blogging but out of sudden, you're being missed by me and so, that is why im blogging now ;B
its 2:43am right now, i don't know why i'm talking to my blog. nonsense me, hee he. perhaps, it is to cheer myself up. yes, i was not in a good mood last few hours ago due to some reasons but at that point of time i was webcaming w someone and his smiles have somehow soothed my heart, aww. i almost melted, i tell you ^^v
readers, tell me.. what do you feel if your ex who has left you like a couple years ago forces you not to involve in relationship w anyone now? unreasonable right? it annoys me, like totally. somemore, he lectures you like as though he's one perfect guy. ahhh, he just couldn't stop angering me.
i realised that i've changed, i'm not th weak kaseh who easily teared, upset and get stessed up over small things anymore. get this clear, you're no one to me, you have no right to control me or stop me from doing all th things i want. so stop bothering my life.
i know your intention was good, but please, like i said; i have my life and you have yours too.
and if i were to really gonna involve in relationship any sooner, it's not because i'm trying to forget about you k, please. i repeat, it's not to forget about you cause like i said, you're nothing to me anymore. i've forgotten everything about you since a very long time ago. memories w you are gone. maybe you've left me something and guess what it is? scars on my heart, yes.
this post might hurt you, but th pains you've caused me were more hurtful. i thought we could be friends or at least, be in good terms now but you still give me a reason to hate you. why?
whatever, let's drop th topic...
anyway, today.. i felt like a bird gotten freedom after being caged for ages. hehehe. i sat at home last mon till thurs and finally, i went out today! yes, w mummy! shopppppping at tamp! wheeeee wheeee, yay!
initial intention was to accompany mum but instead, i was th one who shopped. heh heh.
so i bought a bag since night classes gonna start in like two weeks time and a new wallet. only two things and it cost mum $80. oh before that, we had lunched at food culture and something happened, it was hilarious please. i dont want to share w ya'readers cause like.. nevermind, ahaha! but i really gotta say that i got a really understanding Mum, hehe. she so cute please, i like ^^v
but im sad, mum needs to undergo an operation next month, hopefully everything's gonna be alright ); insyaallah.
then we went to courts to buy a camera, then cabbed to bedok to buy groceries at shengshiong. ah, only when we reached home, i realised that mum and i forgotten about buying contact lens for th both of us and sis ); channer leeh lupaa ni, hmph.
bah, i need to buy many more things, how am i suppose to tell mum that th moneehh she gave me is just not enough? oh my, i can imagine what she'll reply me. hahaha, okay i better stop imagining. haha!
i need to sleep now cause i'm going to my cousin's daughter's birthday party at costasands chalet tomorrow, going there in th noon till late night. mesti letih kan, eh eh eh? ayayai. and sunday, got kenduri at mum's friend's place. woo.
ah, i've not been studying! die die i have to start studying soon, if not, i.... die die die. 22nd! :D
speaking of night classes, i was given a letter that thursday class which was supposed to be held at ite simei is changed to ite bishan. ayayai, so troublesome. and oh, i have no class on friday cause th class is changed to saturday, at ite clemeti i think? 2pm till 5pm! i have to wait for another letter since i've made a call to change th classes. and ya, yet to be comfirmed where are all my classes gonna be held at, very troublesome right!
oh ya, one more pathetic thing happened to me today! i went to wash th makeups on my face and i got this habit of spitting out and i saw blood. spitted out again, i saw blood again. im not satisfied, i then spitted out for like 5times and finally, no more bloods. i thought my teeth or gums got blood or something, but no? i dont know laaaaaaa, tekak panas agaknya. ayayaaai. but th weird thing is, it's always like that one, and its not painful, just that th blood and th smell of th blood disgusts me, sooo eeuw gitu kan! iyer.
oh, i've not been reading my chatango offline messages! and also, ive been neglecting my facebook! bah. i'll reply all my offline messages once i've read them all, okay? hee hee, thanks for leaving offline messages, my dear readers (: and about my facebook, i totally apologise cause i can't accept th friend requests, my account is full even after deleting hundreds (almost a thousand) of my facebook friends. and i feel really bad! thousand of apologies! those who were deleted, i'm sorry. really really sorry! who ask you not to talk to me? he he he ;P no la, kiddingggg only, just that i need to accept th more important friends, yup. im really sorry. *sobsob*
and to some of you, stop saying i'm snobbish can or not? i sad you know when you call me like that. i'm not a snob! sampai hati! *sobsob* D;
oh about linking, im sorry if i link some of you wrongly. i'm confuse and blur when it comes to 'relink'. cause by just giving me your url and not telling me your name, i can't possibly relink you if you didnt tell me th name i linked you. correct me if i linked you wrongly okay? thanks dear readers, xoxo. nightnight, miss me k! ^^v
cutesmeth must be sleeping right now, misses!
assalammua'laikum.
