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Tomorrow will always be a better day
Tuesday, March 09, 2010 ♥
; boo-ed, nothing is more painful than losing you and still wanting you
i wanna update my blog yesterday but then, i fell asleep at around 11pm. (few minutes after i reached home) i slept early rightttttttt? cant believe it gitu! woo woo.
nk update blog ni, nk mulakan dengan apa? mulakan dengan bismillah. hehehe, kan ain kan?! :D :D
okay let's start, so yesterday.. as i mentioned on my blog, i went to ite simei. i reached there around 7:15am, yes in th morning! last three weeks ago, ain called me up, asking if i could do her a favour which was to go ite simei in th morning because she had exams yesterday and needed to find someone to wash and blow th hair. so she chose me, aww, i felt so honoured gitu loh. winkwink ^^
ain reached at around 8pm. many college east students reached school at that time. i felt so awkward because i was alone. 45minutes later, ain finally reached. yay. walked into th school and went to.. i dont know what th place called. haha.
and oh, what shampoo do you use for oily hair? hahaha, not anti oily hair, k ain?! *inside story* i cant stop laughing when i think about that. omg ain, you so cute ehhhhhhhhhhhh :P hahaha.
okay currently, im chatting w ain now. she told me she has already reached. since 5pm you blogged, now then reached eh ain? kita sama, part update blog punyalah lembab! ^^ okay wait eh, im blogging now, on th waaay. kalau dah reached, i'll tell you! hahaha.
we snapped alot of pictues. i tak upload all pictures here, there's alot more on facebook :D
th pictures we took! ^^
ini kita dua punya graffiti. ah, graffiti laa sangat eh. hehehe. vandalise aja tawu, aiyo oh-hor!
okay back to th story. well.. ain, i hope you pass your exams! insyallah, ^^v
after everything's done, we went to have breakfast at... i dont know th name of th place. too many eating places at ite simei. like wow like that. omg, i sounded so jakun! college east students, dont laugh at me. hehehehe. so one of my facebook friend said that th place where ain and i ate is a high class place. hahahaha. apa sahaja :P i forgotten what i ate, but nicey and i can't finish. we were full, like totally! after eating, i asked ain, "ain, pinggan kena kasi balik kat aunty tu?" ain replied, "oh tkya tkya, ain bayar yuran sekolah" hahahaha. how i know! during secondary school days, kena angkat tau tau tau, hahahahahaha.
after that, what happened? mhmm, oh ya! we went to snapsnap pictures at stadium but after some time, we got bored sitting there. mcm sunyi sepi, tak ada orang. then we decided to go forum. wooooooooo. time tu ngantuk la agaknya, pastu kita nak segarkan mata. kalau nak kasi mata segar, kita buat apa? cuci mata! kan ain kan? hahahahaha :P ni laa ain ajar. she was late to meet me, so she asked me to segarkan mata dulu dengan mencuci mata. hehehehe.
oh yup, forum. like woooooooo. yes, bumped into quite a number of friends and familiar faces ^^
i lied many times today. but ain kata tak dosa, tipu sunat kan ain kan? hehehe. guys asked for number. i didnt give to any of them. i felt so arrogant gitu ): my alasan all like tak munasabah tau, bleah. first i said, "im attached". then to th other guy, i said, "handphone rosak". then i think got another one, i said, "tk apa la, lain kali" part handphone rosak itu ternyata memang penipu seh kasehhhhhhhh. hahahaha. then, ain had to lie also, got someone texted ain asking for my number, ain said im attached v^^v
i started blogging since two hours ago, so lembab. wait eh ain, im on th way! traffic jam! hahahahaha.
okay where were we? oh! k, then i bumped into my girlfriend, nuruljannah! misssssed her so much, please! na, meet me soon! theres alot of things i wanna share w you. i miss ifah, lina and th rest too D:
so yup, i wanted to see someone so much. ain was a sweetheart who was there to accompany me searching for him. yes, a guy. you know, some friends just couldn't be bothered. but ain is such a nice friend. AIN, TOUCHING KAN? :P hehehehheehe. so yup, we went to search for him, here and there, macam fattest hope gitu nak terserempak dia. sedih laa teramat sangat gitu kan. actaully i hate myself for being so eager to see someone. i hate being so terhengehhengeh. i have a big ego when it comes to this, i know.
so yup, went cafe one to buy a mineral water. at th same time, i was still hoping if i could bump into him or at least, see him from afar. just by seeing him from afar, that would actually make me th happiest girl for that very second.
i was queuing up at th drink stall. then i looked at my right, quite a distance away and to my surprised......... i saw him, yes him! only god knows how fast my heart beats at that point of time! and it never stop beating until i reached th bustop, waiting for th bus to pasiris.
okay back to i saw him.. so, i told ain to look where he's going cause i just dont dare to look at him. my heart was beating very fast, i had to look away eventhough i was longing to see him so much. after buying mineral water, i was told by ain to at least buy something to eat, just to pretend that we're sitting there to eat and not to look at him. so i bought pandan cake. padahal da kenyang sungguh tau.
after buying, i then bumped into my another girlfriend, nadhirah! omg, this girl.. i missed so much. then talked for two minutes like that. then... ain and i dont know where th guy went to. he's gone! ): wait.. i shall address him as mysterious boy, okay? so yup.
i was sad. then we walkwalked and yay... ain saw mysterious boy! i dont know what th place called, but it's an eating place, very small. we went inside. my heart was still dakdukdakduk-ing, i pretended not to know that he was there. so, ain and i had to buy something to eat (padahal kita dua da full, mcm totally full tau) bought french fries. i didnt look at him at all. then i heard his friends kept on calling his name, like purposely like that. heheheehehe. aiya, mysterious boy's friends, dont need to call his name, i already know he was there ^^v
i sat somewhere that i dont have to look at him. i kept on asking ain what he's doing and all cause ain was facing him. then at times, i turned behind to look at him. my heart beats so fast, i tell you. this never happened before. oh yup, i almost forgot to tell you. when his friends kept calling his name, i turned back, and looked. he smileddddddddd *melts*
after ain and i have finished eating th french fries (actually tk habis, kenyang sangat) ain and i keluar from th place. before that, got other guys saying byebye laa and blablabla. but i chose to only looked at him and gave him a smile. i dont know and dont care if he smiled back or not cause i just glanced and smiled, that's all.
then what? we walked out from th school. mysterious boy and his friends were walking out too. pergi smoke agaknya. i dont know and i dont care (:
there were so many hot guys there, but my eyes chose to look at only him. i felt contented but at th same time, i felt so dumb -.-
ain and i then bused to pasiris. snapped pictures and suddenly, ain wanted to go toilet. she had to deal w some big business there so she had no choice and left me all alone for few minutes. hahaha :/ oh before that, as we were walking, we saw this angmoh was sun tanning, lying on th grass. crazy, i guess -.- he's somewhere around 40plus, i think?
i was sitting on one of th benches. a lady who's age around 40plus was sitting on th other bench which was next to me. th moment i sat there, she immediately went to th angmoh man and said something which i couldn't hear cause it was quite a distance away, you see. then she kept looking at me tau this woman. she then came back to th place she sat and talked, at th same time, she looked at me so i supposed that she was talking to me...
crazy woman: i wont forget what he *point to th angmoh man* did to me. he made me bleed alot. he treated me badly. i wont forget what he has done to me.
me: *i pitied her and shook my head*
crazy woman: *she kept on blabering th same thing*
me: *i gave her a sincere smile*
crazy woman: dont smile, dont laugh, i dont like you!
me: *O.o*
macam out of sudden tau. i was so scared, i tell you. my heart was beating very fast, faster than th moment when i saw mysterious boy -.- i kept on talking to myself, "bila ain ni nak datang, cepat la, cepat la. kaseh takut!" kaseh macam nak nangis pun ada oi! D:
me: *i took out my phone and tweeted*.
crazy woman: go call th police, i dont fucking care. go call th police, tell th police that im crazy. i dont fucking care.
me: *didnt look at her, continued to pretend texting*
crazy woman: hey woman, i know you got a boyfriend, he will support in everything you do, go call him here, i dont fucking care! im not scared.
me: *dalam hati kaseh, merepek aja si dehni, sejak bila kaseh ada boyfriend? harapharap mulut dia masin eh, kaseh akan ada boyfriend who will support me in everything i do, haha! so yup, i didnt look at her, kept on texting*
crazy woman: hey woman, youre holding your phone, go call th police i dont fucking care. i hate you woman, i hate beautiful faces. i hate beautiful faces (and she repeated that for uncountable times)
ain finally came, walking towards me and i gave her th expression, "ain cepat".. then we walked away.
that crazy woman was still shouting, cursed me and kept on repeating, "i hate beautiful faces" i was very scareeeeeeeed, i tell you. who knows, she might come to me, slap me, beat me, throw acid at me, nau'zubillah minzalid (spelling betul tak?) seriously, i didnt do anything tau! macam tak bersalah, terus dia tak suka kaseh. nevermind, perhaps she stressed up or something ): i still couldn't forget how i felt at that moment. masyaallah. astaghfirwahalazim. sumpah stress, adui. anyway, th way she talked was somehow using matsalleh accent, but she looked chinese. so yup, i dont know and i dont care. i'm safe now, alhamdullilah. haha.
bused home. thanks ain for th day. nextime if you need anyone's hair for your exam again, i can lend you mine. ahahaha. love you! (Y)
reached home, quickly changed and met a friend at tampines. ariel's th name. sorry ariel for coming 45 minutes late. yes, it was a very last minute plan. he's a nice guy, i should say. so yup, had a nice time talking w him and th part i most like about him is.. he talked alot about religious stuffs. around 7plus, hamka came. hamka is ariel's twin brother. so yup, this reminds me of khairunizam and khairuazam. hahaha. speaking of which, it has been so long since i last heard from nizam. ijam, mana hilang? bleaaah. anyway ariel, thanks for th meet up :D
i saw my babyboy. chey, no. i saw fie. hahaha. yes, th guy i promoted on my blog, shafiran! winkwink. hahaha. i heard th day after i blogged about him, many girls add him on facebook eh? minat fie ehhh? :P dia memang goodlooking ^^ i texted him and met him for awhile. talktalked, and around 20minutes later, his friend came and then, i trained home. fie, let's meet again nextime okay! :D
i had to go home early cause i told mum i didnt attend english class. i was so tired k please. th main intention of going tamp was to find books at popular but... no stock ): actually, i had th intention to lie to mum that im out to night class but.... i dont feel good, i felt like one bad daughter if i lie. seriously tau, perasaannya macam bersalah sangat. haha, kental :P so i told mum th truth. sekentalkental kaseh, tetap, that's a good thing right? hehe.
th night before, i only had two hours of sleep, that was th reason why i felt so worn out. th moment i reacheh home, i couldn't be bothered to wash off my make ups, i changed my clothes, went to bed and kebabom, fell asleep around 11pm. for th firstime (after so long) i slept early. hehehehhee.
now it's past midnight, haha! lama or what i blog. hehe. i need to wake up early tomorrow, heading to tamp to study w cousinEzzan. she's a math genius you know, she got a1 for olevels maths. and grade a* for psle maths. i wonder how she did that, ayayai. i jealous tau D:
anyway, mysterious guy is in love w someone else. all th best, may god bless you, pretty boy (:
goodnight lovely readers, thanks for reading my blog. dont forget to visit Ain's blog too okay? :D
http://glamourmeow.blogspot.com
assalammua'laikum waramatullah hiwabarakatuh.
