"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
in case you dont know, i've activated back my facebook account. i think i'm gonna deactivate it again because somehow, facebook is like an irritant to me, currently.
perhaps, i might privatised my blog... again, someday. mahu menghilangkan diri dari alam siber buat sementara waktu :O
i'm still considering if i should change my number or not. i'm sick of being pestered, sick of being scolded for unreasonable reasons from some random blokes. i got irritating blokes in my phone contacts bugging me to reply them every seconds. i dont use my free time to text and i'm not free all th times. i got alot of things to do. no, i'm not being a snob. this is just me. it's just that, i dont like whenever same questions in th conversation keep on repeating like for example, "what you doing?", "eaten", etc, and after sometime, th same question will be asked again. mundane, real much! that's why i would rather spend my time sleeeeping! ^.^
someone thinks that i'm no longer straight because i don't seem to be interested in guys anymore o.O and some even thinks that i'm in relationship w my girlfriend, nurul jannah, *slap forehead* omgggggg. it's a sin, for goodness sake.
some asked me why i dont want to be in relationship? well, i got alot of reasons and one of th reason
is... click on th picture below to enlarge it... and read (:
what will his girlfriend feeels if she knows that her boyfriend is like this; th flirty type? and i tell you what, this is not th firstime i receive this kind of message, you know. seee, how can i trust guys? i know, not all guys are like this. but tell me, it is never easy to find th minority who is very faithful and nice one. whatever it is, i dont really care about th minority, im not even finding one now, *smile widely*
and if you read again, yes he said 'friend' but.. why afraid that th girlfriend will get angry? friend only whaaat? see.. girlfriend pula jangan asyik fikir negative ajaaaa.
and attached girls. sometimes, you can't totally blame th girls for talking w your boyfriend and assume that th girls are flirting w your sweetheart. get th full story first.
sikit sikit nak cakap, 'oh si kaseh tu memang suka flirt'. mulut tak ada insurance eh? seronok cakap orang macam gitu? think before you talk eh please. (woah, kaseh dh pandai marah :P)
at times, when i let out my feelings this way, i'm not really referring to one specific person. i just let out, and if anyone thinks he/she is th one im referring to, then i'm glad. macam tak buang masa gitu kan berbual tentang topik ini (:
anyway, i'l update about my kl trip soon. i'm fatigued. oh about my mum.. i went to th hospital in th morning, and mum's operation had to be postponed to this coming Friday. th reason? because mum was being stubborn! haha, she knew that she can't eat before th operation, but she ate alot. currypuffs la, roti la and macamacam lagi. ayaaayai, mummy mummy, tsk.
then, from sgh, cabbed to chinatown w mum and cik sam. very kecoh tau ni taxidriver. cab dia ada karoake everything, but very entertaining la, haha. and today, my day was full of laughter, thanks to mum and cik sam. haha. so yup, cik sam sang in th cab and mum was like, "mak mertua kaseh nyanyi". hahahah :P
from chinatown, we cabbed down to bedok and lunched at teh tarik. padahal tadi da makan tau kat sgh, abih makan lagi kat teh tarik, tsk. and omg, mum and cik sam.. mereka gossip maha gossip punya. hahaha. abih kaseh ketawa tak ingat dunia, as always. huahaha.
then my mum-in-law datang rumah and we watched tv, together w mum too. k da.
hahahahahahahahaha, chey woah woah, macam tak bersalah gitu cakap mum-in-law, eh kaseh?! kalaulah anaknya baca blog ni, buat malu jeeeeee :O boo hoo hoo.
k bye, mahu beradu. chey beradu, bahasa dirajaaaa ke hapaaa, hehehehee.
i miss my girls and cousins! hmph. and hopefully we'll be going holiday again on june! wheee.