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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
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Saturday, March 06, 2010 ♥
Life has not been treating me well, too many things are saddening me. it's not that i'm not thankful, but th fact is, i got a boring life. i see myself less smiling nowdays. i want happiness but when i am asked what is th happiness i am searching for, my mind went blank and i dont have th answer for th question. nowdays, i see myself being neglected and lacked of love. my problems are mostly kept to myself. i wanna spend more time w my family, cousins and friends. ive always thought that they dont have th time for me, but fact is, it's th other way round. i didnt realise that actually, i am th one who is always busy.
busy? i seldom go out, i seldom spend my time outside. okay no, that's not true. i've been spending most of my time in th train, class and beddddddd -.- i sleep alot, that makes me more lazier. after sleeping more than 10hours, i am still yawning for umpteen times in class. weird, like totally! i need vitamins, any recommendation? gah.
so anyway, last week, tuesday was my chemistry class. i dont like how th schedule was fixed. th teacher will be teaching chemistry till th end of whole chapters and then, she will be teaching biology. why cant every week, she teaches biology and chemistry alternately? same goes to social studies and history too. it will easier that way right? dullard!
wednesday was maths class, at ite simei. too many things were on my mind on that very day. hoping not to bump into unnecessary souls, am trying not to worsen th problem. but woefully to say, things got exasperated and ive decided not to run away from it, i did tried to solve th problems but i dont know if what i did was right or wrong. i am th main problem, but all these things happened due to misunderstanding. if assumptions and accusations didnt betide in th first place, these unwanted things will never happen. or perhaps, if my parents didnt force me to take night classes, i wouldn't have to feel so bad and guilty. nevermind, i am already immune to th problem im facing right now, but i couldn't tolerate anymore. my name goes bad and people will start spreading untrue rumours about me. sometimes i wonder, why can't some people differentiate th meaning of flirting and being friendly. for goodness sake, coquetting and amalgamating are two dissimilar things. haish. anyway, my friend, Najihah was absent. i was grateful that i got a friend who sat next to me during maths class, Farid's th name and we spent our break time together. and also, thanks to him for walking me to th busstop and waited till my bus came (:
thursday was history class, at ite bishan. my friend was there, Riyah's th name. and i got a new friend, farhan's th name. so yup, spent my break time w th both of them. nothing really absorbed in my head, i dont know why, i was so sleepy at that point of time. i was so elated when class finally ended. riyah bused home and farhan walked w me to th train. i reached home around 11:15pm and mum immediately hugged me and said, 'alhamdullilah anak aku da balik'. i looked at mum and gave her th, 'what's w you, mum?!' expression. hahaha, she was totally worried cause my class was at bishan and my prepaid has no credit, left w zero cents. so yup, she couldn't reached me. she's so cute when she's worried. i was touched and i realised that there's no mum who dont love her children. i asked her an irritating question, "oh, ibu sayang kaseh eh?" and she replied th same answer whenever i asked that question, "sayang la, kau anak aku, aku beranakkan kau sembilan bulan sembilan hari. bukan beranak biasa, aku operation kau tawu tak kaseh?" dad laughed at mum and said, "ibu ni tk habishabis, asyik jawab yang sama aja" and then mum showed her frustrated expression. cute or what my mummy, hehehe.
and yesterday, which was friday, no class. i slept till 4pm. th night before i didnt sleep, i spent my time chatting w one of my classmate in malay class. oh yup, have i updated that four classmates of mine in malay class are coincidentally my facebook friends? i was so shocked. at first, i dont know that they're my facebook friends till i was told by them. hehehe. chatting w this classmate of mine makes my stomach cramped due to too much of laughing, thanks ehhhhh. kabluek. haha! it's very coincidence cause this classmate of mine is th brother of someone whom i am currently contacting w (sometimes) so yup, i slept at around 7am and woke up at 10am. i didnt took any shower, and went down w my smelly face to meet my girlf, Jannah to pass her something. so yup, had a nice chat w her. bbbbb, meet me again soon okay, w th rest! i miss my girlfriends very much D: then slept back around 11am and woke up at 4:30pm. i ate alot today, fatty fatty me D:
now, it's 4:56am and i need to force myself to sleep now. i got malay class later at 2pm but i have to go out early cause i need to purchase some books. bah, so troublesome. hopefully i could wake up early and wont come to class late again like last week. th only reason why i wanna come early is because.. i wanna sit infront. nak jadi teachers' pet...... not! gila ke hape jadi teachers' pet, hahaha. kentalzxz. i have a very poor eyesight and i dont know why, i just dont like wearing contact lens now, it's so killing my eyes! gaaaaah.
sunday, im going to my grandmama's house. i miss her. haha. and im looking forward on this coming 19th, i'm going kl, babyyyy. hopefully i get to bump into my handsome malaysian facebook friends, hehehe. miang nyaaa kaseh -.- oh, shopping! ^^ going w family and mum's friend's family, yippie yay!
my phone's batt is flat since justnow. comfirm chop double chop got unreplied messages. ayayai. tomorrow i charge then i reply laa horr. hee hee. takecare, xoxo.
assalammua'laikum waramatullah hiwabarakatuh.
