Tuesday, March 16, 2010 ♥
; Nothing is good or bad, but th thinking makes it so.

Ignorance is bliss, patience is virtue. well, i just couldn't be bothered to entertain bothersome unneeded souls.
I've made up my mind. i wanna say goodbye to yesterday and say hello to th day after today for tomorrow will always be a better day.
I've always said that i want happiness. and if i really want it, why do i always have to think about sadness? see, my mindset has changed, it's getting better now.
Now, i shall smile widely without having to force myself. life is great, and when at times, it is not, that is why it is called Life because it is full of ups and downs.
Loves and attentions from family and friends are more than enough, so i believe.. involving in relationship is never a need for now.
and a friend commented this on my facebook wall, "You only fall in love once, the rest is merely practice to make sure your heart can take it."
Well, i find it totally true. all th relationships i've gone through were just infatuations. initially, i thought that i couldn't take it but no, as you can see, i am still smiling right now. there's no such thing as 'forever'. nothing lasts and time heals everything.
It made me laugh when i reminisce about immatures guys who promised to love me forever. hilarious, much.
oh well, i've told my Dear heart to fall in love only when it is ready, and never to fall in love when it is lonely. i am only seventeen, it is th time to enjoy life to th fullest. my parents dont control me, so.. what's th point of having a boyfriend and letting him take full control of me? i got a life, you see. and th cliche reason that a boyfriend will say to his girlfriend is, "i am just protecting". like hello, my parents taught me well, i should know what is right and what is wrong. jangan macam ye ye oh nak kawalkawal anak orang, ini tak boleh, itu tak boleh. sheesh.
omg kaseeeeeeeh, macam lepaskan geram aja? padahal tak tuju kan untuk sesiapa tau and i never really had a boyfriend who totally controlled me but when i heard some of girlfriends got controlled by their boyfriends, my blood go upstairs. hahahahaha.
no, i dont hate th males. but sometimes, they are waaaay too much. well, majority of them. i repeat, majority. but i believe that one day i shall get one of th minority. may god willing.
i miss my girls; ifa lina jana tikah aisyah muny yayah, lydia kaliesa dian, ain gm, kika, tyqa aida zara nadia, meet soonest okay girls! xoxo.
it has been so long since i last met my bff, Zyzybaby. you know i miss you, and is yearning to meet you. soonest okay, and you're still and always will be remembered by me! (L)
sweethearts; cousinezzan and cousinfreda. picnic.... when? i miss th both of you so much. and one more, who's missing? ohhhhhh, sisAeynn -.- harihari nengok muka dia kat rumah, harihari cium dia satu muka, harihari tidur dengan dia. jadi, tak usah laa letak namanya kaaan, hahaha. but seriously, i wanna go out w you girls and spentime together, just th four of us. much misses.
there's night class at yew tee later at night, sheesh.
i wanna meet my girlfriends on this coming thursday. i need them so much, there's alot of catching ups to do. story-telling session and snapping of pictures are definitely a must, yippie wee.
lastly, i find it immature when one dislikes someone for no reason or for unreasonable reasons or just feel like having a dislike feelings. grow up, little brains *winks*
since i just received a chatango offline message, i shall reply it in this post, alright?
anon1 (02:49:17 AM): how do you tweet using phone? hee.
reply: oh, need to register at www.smsyo.com and read th instructions :D hehe.
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