Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
i love you, i love you more than i ever thought i could.
&i know you feel the same way for me too.
but somehow, i feel that you have made the biggest mistake
in your life by choosing me as your girlfriend.
a girl like me dont deserve a nice guy like you.
i keep hurting you, over again.
and im fully aware that ive always being sarcastic to you.
i truly apologise for it.
im sure you know that im someone who easily get jealous;
Even i myself hate tht kind of attitude.
im sorry dearr. truly sorry.
i'l try my very best to change this atrocious attitude of mine.
but, i was terribly hurt when you took your bag &left me all alone
without giving me a chance to explain the truth.
Not only that, you even accused me for not being faithful to you.
dear, it frantically hurts me alott ):
Nevertheless, im trully aware it hurts you even more when youre being ignored.
i was just too petrified; i dont know what to say no more.
i just feel like crying at that point of time.
hope you understand.
after a few hours of ignoring you, i then gave my response
to your msges at msn &that was when a sudden question struck my mind ):
"why of all GOODgirls you have known, you chose me?"
the answers you've replied never satisfy me, idk why.
day by day, my attitude worsened;
stubborn, lazy, sarcastic, get jealous easily &etc.
im sorry dear.
well, as you know ive never been in relationship before;
this is my very first time tho.
once again im saying, i'l try my very best to change this bad attitude of mine.
&i regretted saying something to you a while ago; you know what.
really, i dont have the intention to actually said that to you.
im really sorry dear.
&again i apologise, idk why but i just dont feel good to meet you up tomorrow.
and please, patiently wait for my sms-es.
i'l text you in days time.
miss youu! ):
