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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ♥



hello earthlings ,its 6:25am rightnow(!)

been awaked since lastnight ,still fresh.
weird ,but true :D

it has been a week or so ive been sleeping in th morning
&woke up in the late afternoon ,da mcm burunghantu =P

ok ,shall start w what ive been wanting to post :
weird ,strange ,vague ; i dont understand ~

many said ,sometimes th opp sex understands better
but it seemed ,v hard for me to find a guy bestfriend.

still figuring out ,why why &why(?!)

honestly speaking ,i am jealous as boyf has his girlf besties
; they'l always be there and cheer boyf up when his down
or mayb when boyf has problems w me.

&please ,i dont find guy bestf because boyf has his besties.
im finding cause i wanna know what's th diff between girlf(s)&boyf(s)
&moreover ,i think its cool having a bestfriend which is th opp sex :D
dont you think so ,beybeh? haa

i dare to swear that im really faithful to boyf
,no matter whaaaaaat ok (:

before patching up w boyf ,i tried to find a guy bestf
and somehow ,i think ive found ; two guys

first guy ; get closed by talking on th phone tho im not really
used talking on th phone w guys ,so weird. hah! &th word stress
keep spouting from my mouth. shared w him abt my relationship
life and so forth. his th best i guess but things happened so fast.
when he got to know that im back w boyf ,he wished me all th best
and never will disturb me anymore &he dontwant people to think
that he is somewhat a third party.
&he did confessed that he has feelings &care for me ~

my god ,i just want a guy bestf!
&bestf dont have feelings for eachother you knowww
&so i guess ,before th feelings become deeper ,i'l just step back
and we'l just ignore each other ,may happiness always be w him (:
i dont want to be called heartbreaker or giving guys false hopes ,anymore.

second guy ; he once told me that im his sweetestgirl. &th only
guy who calls me by th name kaseh lestari cause he thinks th indon
singer whose name is bunga citra lestari is pretty gorgeous and so
he decided to call me kaseh lestari ,hah! what a cute friend!
was my mistake all along ,keep replying his text late &ignored his msges.
he once told me that he wants to share problems together but at that period of
time i was terribly sad and feeling devastated you see ,i dont have th
mood to reply any of his msges.

and his personal message on MSN was "back to basic ,people come &go"
friend ,you referring to me? im sorry ,goodbye ):

i cannot have bestfriend ,in th end they'l confessed about their feelings
and when i reject ,they'l say i gave them false hopes ,aduii*

mr superstar texted :
"hey there kaseh.. i know i'm bothering you i'm sorry yeah..
i don't even think you wanna know who i am just that i'm here
to wish you and hairul all the best even though you guys are apart..
since you had enough of me, i dont think you need to knw my name..
i'll just leave my initials. and this is my new number.. i still hope for
the shooting stars to make a wish i could just have 5 minutes over
the phone with you.. i hope tonite.. Faithfully: ~A:A~ "

boy ,im sorry for rejecting your calls ,i have no intention
on saying that i had enough of you or whatever.
oh ,shooting stars? isn't that about you and zy ,your ex?
youve hurt me ,alot. you lied ,&boy ,sweetalks wont make
you go anywhere (: im not like other girls who'l easily fall
for sweetalks ,takecare and once again im sorry.

i have to change number ,like seriously.
people have been passing around my number ,i dont like.
just imagine ,in a week of this month ,more than 7 unknowns number
text/call me. th weirdest was this guy know th problems
i was facing which was before patching up w boyf.
patched up? actually not laa. hah. ,good terms i mean (:

and i think im getting ugly &uglier as day goes by ;
eyebags worsen ,bloated tummy ,damage hair
,ugly scar on my arm ,thigh getting fatter ,double chins &pimples.

what th toottoottrain betul laa eh ,nak nangis ahh!

im looking so pale now
&minutes ago ,my datuk says i look cengkung.

ok ,just finish yawning.
good morning ,and wish me sleeptight &sweetestdreams (:

i miss my boyfriend ,his pp8 is bloodyfreakingflaming low.
having problems w him now ,i guess ,i want to cry to sleep ah. bye!