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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:

Being in a relationship now is just a temporary thing in life.

"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything.
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."

♡ I don't want to be th first cause there will be second and third, i want to be th only one ♡

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Monday, December 15, 2008 ♥



eyebags worsen &face getting pale each day.

i just couldnt sleep at night. too many things on my head.
too many things to think of. too many things keep running
through my mind. problems after problems.

sometimes i just feel like im gonna die any soon.
i just couldn't take it anymore. ive tried to a be a
strong girl ,but to no avail.

i just couldn't wait for school reopens
,im just missing my classmates as much
as im missing th old me ,th old kaseh.

i cant wait for 2009 ; new year ,new
resolution. but i believe ,everyday is a
new day. that sentence makes me believe that
things will be alright soon ,but still ,i failed to
be a strong girl. im getting weaker and weaker
each day. all i do is crying.

stupid ,me. say all you want to say.
what if you were me? its too early for me to
move on. still too early. it takes time ,seriously.

this is my blog ,im just letting out my feelings.
you have no right to critisice me or hate tag me.
i just couldnt stand it anymore. ive been keeping quiet.

just so you know ,whenever i look at my
tagboard and see those hate taggers tagged me
,tears will roll down my cheeks. wondering hard
what's th mistake i did to them. if youre not satisfied
,why not just come to me and confront or perhaps
,talk things out? but you hate taggers prefer to
satisfy your anger at my tagboard? think again
,youre satisfied enough? or maybe ,you just dont
have a life? ok bye.

th more i miss exboyf ,th more hatred i have for him.
weird ,unreasonable? i know.
he has his own reasons for breaking up w me?
he didnt want to keep in contct w me ,and obviously
he will reject if i were to ask him out due to his
lame reasons. okay whatever.
but ,can't he just treat me only as a friend?
i dont mind if he wants to prioritize his besties.
oh whatever. and now ,i got to know that he's
contacting w his bestie or perhaps ,besties!
and also got to know ,there'l be an outing eh.
like whoa. th feeling is not jealousy anymore.
its just that youre biased and left me w
unreasonble reasons.

i couldnt sleep last night. but when it comes to
already 8plus in th morning ,i fall asleep.
tyqa called and my phone vibrated ,terus terbangkit
dari tidur. hah. and again ,i slept back ,woke up
at 12. apa lagi ,kaseh lewat laaah nak jumpa -.-



reached cck at 3:30pm whereas nadia&zara
have reached there by 2pm or so.

spentime w dearest babies at tyqa's crib.
still a great day for me. they are th ones who
cheered me up and put a smile on my face.





however ,im missing daughter of suratman
like freaking much. she couldnt make it today.
but its okay ,hopefully on second jan ,all my
s. babyloves will be there at tiong bahru.
tiong bahru ,i supposed. or maybe some other
place? still not sure. kaseh rindu aidah!

so yeah ,we had instant noodle and snacks
for lunch (: but for me ,i had them for breakfast/lunch
&dinner as well. hah.














we played uno and stress. sumpah kaseh stress
bila main stress -.- it was unfair that zara is th only one
who didnt get th punishment -.-

tyqa's punishment ; forehead written using eyeliner and it says
" i love sbls "

nadia's punishment ; forehead written using eyeliner and it says
" nad loves dan "

kaseh's punishment ; forehead written using eyelines and it says
" i love bangla "

why of all guys ,bangla eh? kambing biribiri betul.
zara laaaaah nih ,hah!

oh yaaaa ,tyqa has two punishments actually.
look carefully in th pictures =P

♥i want s. babyloves to be forever by my side♥