Thursday, January 01, 2009 ♥
happy new year / selamat tahun baru (:
every new year ,there must be a new resolution eh?
actually ,everyday is a new beginning (:
so ,everyday must change and be a better person (:
since everyone seems to have their own resolutions this new
year ,well i have mine tooo! hehe.
i have alot actually ,but i'l just say what's really on my mind now.
i can't really think that much cause im already sleepy.
well, its 5:05am already ;D
firstly ,i want to treat studies seriously as im taking n levels this year
,ive to focus and have to say goodbye to my laziness. Thus, i've to really
listen attentively whenever my teachers or sister conducting lessons for me.
secondly ,i have to change my attitude. i must stop being stubborn and stone-headed
(kepala batu ,haha) i must change and be a better person ,and increase my self-esteem
cause i swear ,im th type who dont have confidence and always have this attitude of doing
(any)things w much hesitations and im always lack of confidence to decide on somethings
and always depend on someone else. please kaseh ,stop! and stop being so soft laa please -.-
but ,so what gitu loh? if people hate me ,i can't do anything right? let them be. do whatever they want ,theres nothing much i could do to stop them from hating me? all i know is i dont hate anyone :D cause hating people wont get me to anywhere ,true? bleah. and ive sincerely forgiven
all those hate-taggers.
thirdly ; stop thinking about th past. what i meant was ,that first love.
he was my everything. but whatever. no one can actually understand
how im feeling right now. by hook or by crook ,i wanna forget him.
yes dearest love ,i did told you that i wanted to be single till im 22? nah.
yes i said that i'l love you always/forever. im here in devastation
mood and you? i dont think that you actually think of me -.- chicken!
dont worry ,i dont hate you. you'l always be my sweetest memories
,that's for sure (: you lied ,alot. thanks.
fourth ; lose weight ,please -.- and grow taller!
lastly ; new boyfriend laah ,what else? =P but this time round ,i want to fall in love in
a very weird way. kay not weird ,what i meant was ,i dont want to fall in love through
cyber world ,friends connection ,guys' asking number outside ; so common. dont want! (:
you know what ,i have alot of imaginations on how i want to fall in love.
weird ,i know :D
first eg. ; a careless guy misplace his handphone and i took that phone
,waiting for th owner to call ,and then met up to return his phone. awww.
second eg. ; th floor is super slippery and i almost fall down
,but a guy managed to catch me from th back. awww.
third eg. ; i was crossing th road without noticing a car was dashing
towards me ,and then suddenly a guy grabbed my hand and saved me
from getting hit by th car. awww.
i told sister and cousin about this and they said
,"kaseh fikir ni cerita hindustan atau korean movies eh?"
chicken eh dorang ,sekali sekala nk berangan pun takboleh.
chicken chicken chicken! =P
enough is enough kaseh ,go focus on your life first.
and be strong (: your friends love you and they will always
be there for you. dont worry kaseh.
and i love my ♥girlfriends &boyfriends♥ too.
assalammua'laikum &jaga diri baikbaik (:
