Tuesday, January 12, 2010 ♥
; explanations please?
i miss my curls. i wanna perm my hair, soonest.. i hope! ):
i'm down w fever. sicccccccck. i feel so weak. headache. running nose. ergh.
my day was nice, woke up at one in th afternoon and received text message from my girlf, ifa. yay, met up w my two girlfs; ifa and jana. storytelling was great. girls, stay strong. th three of us will move on and forget about th hurtful past kay? you know i love you girls deep deep (:
i got a date on 14th feb. i am soo going out... i hope! hopefully th plan will go on smoothly. yes, celebrating valentines' day w my girlfs! celebrating w girlfs is waaaaaaaaay better than celebrating it w a guy. please agree? ^^ if tak jadi, then we'l make it on 15th ke gitu, okaaay girls? ^^
lina tikah yayah muny aisyah; i miss you girls know! ):
so yup, i thought th plan was to chill at my voideck only but they decided to go pasar malam at bedok int. ayayai, i was so selekeh please. but nevermind, bedok only whaaat. then went to buy foods and sat at playground. after which, went to macd and planned about th valentines' day outing. oh before that, we went library and read magazines. haa ha. w them, my day will always be great and full of laughters.
but sadly, i suddenly got sick tonight and some things happened, i got no mood. furthermore, im on red month. moodswings, baaaaah.
so what else to update? oh, i'm not attached please, not even in 'fall in love' mood. so please, dont anyhow assume kaaaaaaaay. anyway, i got to know something really hurtful yesterday, that i immediately cried. but jannah and ifa thought maybe that wasn't true. should i get th truth from him? how? i dont have th guts to ask him. plus, i dont have th guts to even say 'hi' to him on msn.
i dont know if his facebook status was referring to me or not, if yes.. why must he said that when all these while, i've been ignored? he knows that all these while, he's th only one on my mind, but he didn't even care. so self-centered and heartless. i've tried to hate him but i just couldn't. it hurts alot that he's still somewhere on my mind.
right now, i just want to be free from all guys. im sick of being forced to pick up calls and reply text messages, being accused of giving false hopes, being insulted for being arrogant, being.. etc. leave me alone for th mean time, i need some spaces.. please, im pleading.
i wanna cook something for myself now then will go to bed. and that's when.. i'l dream about funnyfunny things -.- i think i'm going sis's school tomorrow to fetch her. sweet nya kakak punya adik :P okay goodnight lovely readers and takecare of yourself okay?
oh ya, i can't wait to go night classssssssses on 22nd feb. im tired of staying at home, like almost everyday ):
15th may, 9th aug, 22nd nov, 25th nov, 17th dec... those dates are stucked on my mind. annoying much.
assalammua'laikum.
