"You can forgive someone almost anything but you cannot tolerate everything. We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
those words &promises that you told me months ago... "kasehkusyg..there's one thing i need to confess to you,each day i feel special. i feel grateful and thankful to have you part of my life. i felt touched and heartfelt as how you are towards me,your divine love and care really makes me strong and feel that life is beautiful. i cried in silent as i'm really afraid to lose you. i can't imagine life without you. i love you dearly and blissful. just a slight mistake and make you cry makes me regret and don't forgive myself. syg..if ever i had hurt your feelings before,i'm sorry. i truly am syg..just so you know that my love for you won't fade,never!"
"syg..i'm a guy who keeps his promises and true to his words. :D hyrul da janji pada syg kan yg hyrul takkan tinggalkan syg? dan hyrul pun telah berjanji bahawa kasihsayng hyrul pada syg tidak akan berubah? syg..hyrul pegang pada janji hyrul dan hyrul tidak akan mungkir janji. :D syg, syg nak tawu tak? setiap hari dan waktu hyrul tersenyum lebar bahagia setiap detik kerna hyrul mempunyai seorang gadis yg jelita dan setia dan dialah kamu sayang :D hyrul sebenarnya takut kehilangan syg tau. setiap hari hyrul berdoa agar hubungan kita kekal berpanjangan. setiap detik hyrul memikirkan bagaimana hendak membuat syg bahagia dan menanwan hati syg agar syg terus menyayangi hyrul. satusatunya yg membuat hyrul bahagia adalah kehadiran syg. walaupun jauh kita berada namun dekat di hati dapatku rasakan. kasehku syg, hyrul berniat ikhlas dan jujur dlm menyayangimu. duhai syg, hyrul benarbenar berharap bahawa katakata hyrul ini dpt syg ketahui betapa sayangnya hyrul pada syg. ikhlas dari hati hyrul benarbenar menyayangimu syg :D hyrul takbedek taktipu takdusta :D"
"loving you is like taking care of a glass heart. a heart that is so fragile that a touch may leave roots of cracks. its a heart that no one else may ever replace or recreate. its a heart that is so divine that there is no replacement for it. infact, there is no any good description words that could describe its beauty. the heart is so pure and true that it became an obsession. it became a trance to the eye. calm to the mind. warm to the heart. taking good care of it is unpredictable just like loving you. i dont want to ever hurt you in any ways. i want to keep you safe. i want to be always there for you. and you, you became an obsession to me. your kindness trance me. you words ease me. and your love warm me. kaseh,noone in the world can ever replace you in my heart. you! reside in my heart. yes,only you kaseh, only you. hyrul sayang kaseh sgtsgt! muah! :*"
"my friend once asked me,'what is the most thing i love and miss about you' and i said,'i like kaseh, i love the way she smiles at me esp when her eyes squeeze and her dimple pop up HAHA her pamper voice, her walk, being with her, happiness with her, happy when she says she loves me and miss me. life is so beautiful when there is you and me. i still remember those time when she keeps sending her sweet msges to me. i'll be rolling around with craziness. esp her imy msges. haha i miss her long hair hahaha i miss looking at her and she looks at me paiseyly hahaha i miss eating longjohn with her cos she will feed me the fries. i miss her big hug and kisses on my cheek. i miss kaseh spending her time with me. i miss her hmphhmphhmph cute taak? haha i miss all about her that i'm willing to go where she is and meet her for awhile even though it is a few seconds. i miss holding hands with her. i miss her alot! :D"
"my love for you don't stop and it will never will! cos my heart is with you! kasehsygkasehsyg! i love with all my heart and i will never leave you! i swear!"
and when he thinks that he is not a good boyf (when actually he was).. "i know that i've not been a good boyfriend to you. i know that i have illtreated you. all this while ive been trying to be the best for you but somehow failed to. im selfish and i dont think of your feelings and needs sometimes i have to do what i think is but it may not seems right in others eyes im sorry for all the burden and stress that have been pounding in your life. i know that your stress due to me im the cause of it even if you say no i still say yes cos its me that cause you all the troubles and making your smile fade away. your face tells the stories of your depression. i know ive pushed you too hard and i failed to understand you. i want a blissful relationship with you. i want you to have a good sight of love but all i know is now is that i've ruined the sets ive tried to achieve. its not your fault for all this its mine and im really sorry for the causes ive made ):"