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Kaseh♥ ;i dont smoke/drink/club, thanks for passing by my blog (:
We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it.
Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run."
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Tomorrow will always be a better day
Saturday, January 31, 2009 ♥
that ring ,that ring ; hah! idk if you still have tht ring or maybe
,you've thrown it away? :D whatever ,forget about th past ,kaseh (:
ehehheheheehehhehehe (!!!)
im smiling im smiling im smiling ,dont ask whyyyyyyy :P
stayed at home today. watched 'om shanti om' ,'suci' &'maha cinta'.
okaaaaay ,my day was spent by watching television only.
weekends sungguh membosankan. weekdays sungguh memenatkan.
can dear someone(?) ask me out every weekends? hah!
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oh ,cowok ganteng yang diminati oleh cewekcewek di sekolah (:
saya tidak ada sembarang niat yang tidak baik untuk mengatakan kamu seorang perokok.
suatu hari nanti kamu pasti akan mengerti kenapa saya berkata begitu di blog saya :P
sekali lagi ,maaf ya. hmmm.
may peace be upon you readers! (:
Friday, January 30, 2009 ♥
Dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu,
jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku
Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu,
betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi :D
today's plan was canceled. dissappointed ,really am. but its okay ,tho. there's always a nextime :D yesterday ,i had a balance of $22 in my prepaid and today ,im left w only $16. see ,i talked otp alot. actually ,all because of th comfirmation about today and sadly ,it was canceled. i kept calling shafrizael. i also called zainal and gea called me &etc. i called zainal and zainal told me that many will not be turning up and i asked if YH is going or not. and zainal went to call him and th three of us conferenced. adui ~ conference tidak mengapa ,tetapi zainal suruh kaseh berbual sama itu cowok ganteng. adui ~ hati ini berdegapdegup tawukkkkk. adui! suaranya.. masih terngiangngiang di benak fikiranku :P hampir mau pengsan tawuk. ehhhe! blog kamu sudah kaseh baca ,maaf ya sebab kaseh terkasar kata mengenai smoker itu. rasa bersalah nih ,adui. maafkan kaseh ):
was bored. i was all alone at home. i used my grandfather's phone to pass my new number to some of my guyfriends. actually ,i havent update my new number to many of my friends. keypad irritating lah. hmph. i'l get my new phone by next week ,i supposed? wait kay friends. chopchop double chop ,one week prepaid mesti habis punya. huaaaaaaak. i only managed to pass my new number to only two of my guyfriends cause my grandfather was out justnow and yes ,i was left all alone at home. bored ,like totally.
i online msn ,semakin banyak orangorang yang pelik di msn messenger kaseh. hahhaha. ♥dearest sabrina♥ online and i talked to her. i was missing her like totally. and we chatted. sabrina wants to find a webcam and so ,i decided to ask her out and wanted to accompany her finding th webcam she wanted but nothing interest her. yes ,i mrt-ed down to boon lay. had our dinner at macd ,imm. we keep walking and walking ,and my leg got blistered. but its really worth it ,tho. i love talking to sabrina ,i love going out w her. sayang sabrina :D anything ,text kaseh tau. sekolah kita berdekatan aja ,bilabila mahu keluar sama kaseh ,dial my number :D
Thanks for th great day ,♥Sabrina sweetheart(!)
assalammua'laikum.
Friday, January 30, 2009 ♥
staying at home ,ALONE! ok bye.
peace be upon you.
Thursday, January 29, 2009 ♥
school was okay ,as usual (: was not so bad as i thought ,ehhehe ~
no eng lesson cause mr ghazali was absent. poa was normal and kambing(!) ,i had write th answer to miss mara's questions at whiteboard. imagine ,if you were me and you dont know a single thing about poa and you have to write what you dont know. aiyoyo thambi ~ but i didnt answer badly ,tho. i was correct and yes ,some part was wrong and miss mara corrected me. i was lucky to answered some part correctly and trust me ,i actually answered anyhow ,huaak. hehhe ,i loike. you loike? :D and yes ,i purposely didnt bring my P.E attire today ,cause i hate P.E. yes ,i dont like sports. any problem? i had th intention to give stupid excuse for not bringing my P.E attire ,then betulbetul i kena stomach cramp ): serve you right ,kaseh. trust me ,i dont like to lie. and i always lie in a reluctant manner. cause whenever i lie ,bad luck will happen to me. Retribution(!) and yes ,th guiltiness will stay in me ,like forever? adui ~ so ,i hate lying and i hate liars. are you paying attention to what im saying? okay ,i'l repeat it again ; I HATE LIARS. tipu dapat apa ,tell me? you can lie ,BUT lie ONLY when you really have to (:
class ended. ♥dearest yayah and myself decided to stay at canteen. talkedtalked ,gossipgossip and stuffs ,w ♥boyfriends and ♥girlfriends. and swear ,yayah was cute when she blushed. ehhehe ,she was blushing cause YH was somewhere near us. and yes ,just next to our table cause maman called him. ahahha. yup ,he's a goodlooking fifteen year old boy. wait ,he's 15 or 16? whatever ,what im sure about him is that he's in sec two now. he has alot of fans in school ,like seriously. wait ,i have fans too ,th ones at th ceiling -.-' *not funny eh kaseh ,please. after a month noticing him ,only today i saw a smile on his face. but nah ,not smiling at me. he was smiling at maman. ahhaa. BUT a smoker ,he is. not my type. and oh ,one of my girlfriend has a crush on him. a simple crush? fall in love ,soon? :P heheheh ~ yayah so cute ,i loike. you loike? :D
tomorrow is comfirmed that ♥dear schoolmates and myself will be going marina barrage and will be meeting them at bedok inter at 5:30pm. gonna be home late i guess ,like again eh -.- tak goodgirl ah gini ): ehehhe ~ speaking of which ,ive been a real goodgirl in school you know. *chey ,perasannya. ahaha ,but that's what miss abraham and cikgu salmah said. and they're both fierce teachers ,mind you! ehehehe. tell you what ,my skirt is long. v long. serious ,im not lying. but tomorrow ,im gonna use my short skirt. *jadi good girl gone bad sekejap :P
i realised that ive been talking nonsense ,eh? sorry ah sorry (: soalnya ,kaseh udah nantuk ni ,hehehhe. oh oh ,kaseh kangen sama ♥s. babyloves ): sweetest dreams!
assalammua'laikum/peace be upon you.
Thursday, January 29, 2009 ♥
Disini aku masih sendiri
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu
Masih tanpamu
Bila esok hari datang lagi
Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu
Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
Di tempat ini aku bertahan
Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku slalu dihatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Kalau ku masih tetap disini
Ku lewati semua yang terjadi
Aku menunggumu Aku menunggu
Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku ada dihatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya
Masih berharap di dalam hatinya
Suara dengarkanlah aku
12 more days to my two months of breaking up w that first love ,hairul izwan (:
buat kebelakangan ini ,rasa sedih itu tidak lagi aku rasakan malahan aku sering tersenyum apabila aku terkenang saatsaat aku bersamanya. baru kini aku sadari ,itu adalah saatsaat yang paling terindah dalam hidupku yang tidak bisa aku lupakan. aku pasti ,saatsaat itu akan sentiasa di benak fikiranku dan tidak mungkin aku melupakannya. aku tahu ,aku sering mengatakan benci terhadap dirinya. namun aku salah mengerti ,dia adalah lelaki yang paling terindah yang pernah aku kenali. dan kini ,aku telah membuat keputusan untuk melanjutkan hidupku tanpanya di sisi. tidak ,ia tidak semudah yang semua sangkakan. semuanya sering mengatakan 'kaseh ,lupakan dia. kaseh bisa mendapat lelaki yang jauh lebih baik daripada dia'. tetapi mereka tidak pernah berfikir ,lelaki itu adalah kekasih pertama ku. dan aku pernah bersamanya selama satu tahun dan sepuluh hari. tidak mungkin aku bisa melupakannya dengan semudah itu. dan sekarang ,aku harus sadari bahawa dia tidak lagi menginginkan aku dan aku tidak seharusnya masih mengharapkannya. kini ,aku rela dengan kepergiannya walaupun aku tahu ,aku masih menyayangi dirinya dengan sepenuh hatiku (:
dan kini ,dengan bangganya aku ingin mengatakan bahawa semua gambarnya bersamaku tidak lagi ada di handphoneku kerana aku tidak mahu menyakiti hatiku lagi ,aku tidak mahu berterusan menangis mengenangkannya.
tetapi percayalah ,walaupun kenangan tentang dirimu tidak lagi ada bersamaku namun kenangan indah kita bersama masih tetap dan selamanya di hati. percayalah sayang (: aku harap kau juga begitu. terima kasih cinta ,atas segalanya (: dan kini ,air mataku mengalir tanpa aku sedari. tidak ,aku tidak bersedih (: mungkin air mataku hanya menandakan bahawa aku begitu merindukanmu dan aku akan gembira melihat kau gembira ,tanpaku (:
gadis yang pernah merasa bangga mendapatkanmu sebagai kekasih hatinya ,gadis yang pernah menyanyangimu dengan sepenuh hatinya. gadis yang selalu mencintaimu lebih daripada mencintai dirinya sendiri. saatsaat pahit bersamamu turut dianggap sebagai kenangan yang paling terindah yang pernah terjadi dalam hidupnya kerana setiap yang ada kaitan denganmu ,adalah sesuatu yang paling membahagiakannya ,percayalah. dan gadis itu adalah aku. aku adalah gadis yang selalu memujamu mahupun kebaikan atau keburukkanmu kerana aku tahu ,tidak ada seseorang di muka bumi ini yang sempurna. jaga dirimu baikbaik seperti mana aku menjaga hatiku (: selamat tinggal dan aku berjanji ,aku akan pergi jauh dari hidupmu dan tidak akan kembali ; kerna ku sayang kamu ,30hb oktober 2007 (:
Yang benar,
nurkaseh ,gadis yang kau kenali pada 31hb mei 2007.
assalammua'laikum.
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Thursday, January 29, 2009 ♥
to those who used to contact me through my previous number ,i'l update you my
new number soon. alright? much misses!
may peace be upon you.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ♥
so i went to school and school was okay. watched 'THE MAID' during cme lesson.
and swear ,i shouted so loud. its a horror movie ,if you dont know (:
assembly was boring -.-' bleah ,i dont like tomorrow. and i hate monday(s) as well. cause why? three periods of poa on monday and two periods of poa on thursday and theres P.E tomorrow.
no mooooooooood lah please.
after school ,went bedok library w ♥dearest jannah♥. she made my day.
a day without her in school will be v boring ,i tell you.
♥dearest friends ,is friday's plan still going on? we're going marina barrage or smth? well ,still not comfirm yet. i hope many will be turning up this friday. th more th merrier lah kan.
i loike ,you loike? :D
i found something on a malay novel ;
MENGENALI DIRIMU MERUPAKAN KENANGAN PAHIT DALAM HIDUPKU NAMUN IA JUGA ADALAH SAAT TERINDAH YANG TAK MUNGKIN DAPAT KU TEMUKAN LAGI SAMPAI BILA-BILA...
i am so sleepy right now. i fall asleep at 4am yesterday. sweetestdreams kaseh (:
assalammua'laikum/peace be upon you.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ♥
♥HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ,NURAIN BINTE ISMAIL♥
kakakku yang tercinta lagi tercomel. babyku. segalagalaku. th one whom i cannot sleep without. th one whom will always be there for me. th one whom i'l always pamper w. she's th cutest and th sweetest thing in my life. my only bloodsister. and no one can love her like how i love her ♥♥♥
may happiness (always!) be w you ,kakak sayang. i love you &will always do. *hugs&kisses!
kakak's bithday fall on th second day of chinese new year. huakhuakhuak. and oh ,some relatives from malaysia came to my house and they don't look familiar to me. which means ,i dont know them! hahha. and today ,i spent my day watching television w ♥dearest daddy. watched bruce almighty ; th guy who dont believe in god. a comedy movie ,hahah. after which ,i watched lunar new year (not really sure about th tittle ,i anyhow only ,haha) on sensasi channel ; it was about love ,loss and loneliness. yeah ,nice story but abit complicated. hmm.
after maghrib ,had dinner plus celebrated kakak's birthday at chaichee seafood restaurant w ♥dearest ezzan's family. great day ,i should say. i was missing ezzan like totally! and ezzan! ,bila nak ajar kaseh chemistry? chemistry kaseh hancur lebur sey tau ): adui ~ andand ,jogging &swimming ,bila nih? im desperately wanna lose weight lah tau. hmph.
reached home ,watched isteri untuk suamiku(nama cerita dia betul ke tak?). hati sakit jer ketika menonton. ahaha ,cerita dia putar balik ehhhhhh. and i think ,Reva somehow looks like my ♥dearest zara. ehhehhe ~
okaaaaaay ,today was fantabulous(!)
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kucintaimu ,tak berarti bahwa ku harus memiliki mu slamanya
dan kau tak pantas untuk dicintai.
assalammua'laikum/peace be upon you.