Sunday, October 19, 2008 ♥

as promised ,i wont disturb you anymore.
i know youre having a great life right now ,im happy for you.
im feeling so devastated ,im crying alone.
luckily tyqa/naytee was online ,wanted to talk to her on the phone.
but it seemed like she was busy.
im nothing to everyone. im here not to seek attention
,im just letting out my feelings.
hairul ,i just need comfirmation.
if you really dont want me in your life anymore ,its okay w me.
still, ive to learn to accept the fact kan.
and please teera ,i have never hated you.
it was just that
,i dont like you being hairul's bestie cos th way you treat hairul is too much.
i dnt like th way you put on your blog saying that
you love your hairulbestie &btw ,that was months ago
,you have so many guyfriends ,why hairul is one of them? :(
and hairul has marfua &teera who really cares for him.
its good to know that.
&teera ,all this while i treated you as my dearest bestie.
idk whats your motive by tagging hairul like that.
yes ,it hurts me alot dear.
hurting me is your motive? then ,you have succeed.
&hairul ,kaseh tak sangka hairul tell teera yg kaseh
berpurapura kwn dgn teera eh. sampai hati hairul. hairul batu api.
swear ,tidak pernah kaseh berniat mcm gitu.
kaseh tidak kisah kalau hairul asyik menyebelahi teera
,tapi jangan ckp buruk pasal kaseh laa hairul ,kaseh merayu.
yg pasal break ,mmg kaseh yg bersalah. all because of jealousy.
tapi sumpah ,kaseh tk benci teera. jahat sangat ke kaseh ni? ya allah.
hairul ,kaseh tidak akan datang lagi dalam hidup hairul.
hanya ingin hairul tahu ,mengenali diri hairul
adalah sesuatu yang paling terindah dalam hidup kaseh
dan tidak pernah akan kaseh kesali.
kaseh sayang hairul ,sepenuhnya. percayala.
& kaseh tidak pernah bersikap curang terhadap hairul.
kaseh tk paham ,asal bnyk orng buat mulut yg kaseh ni tk faithful la
,peluk jantan lain la ,kalau benci kaseh ,tk usah la buat cerita. haai.
kalau benci sgt ,bunuh la kaseh ni.
hairul ,kalau kaseh banyak buat salah ,kaseh mintamaaf.
&sampai hati eh ,teera tak bilang kaseh yg hairul ajak teera jumpa.
ini ke kawan? kaseh takkan ganggu hairul lagi.
and i promise i wont come back. i love you &i will always do.
always my ♥ayulbabybhuchuksyg.Labels: 211107
